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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

ALRIGHT.
i noe this is weird. but im HOME!
so early! once in a blue moon.
haha. the day was pretty alright.
i missed all the sweeties!
ppl like: lissa, evan, szemian, elis, yunxing, jeremy tan zy, kh, esmonde, yuka, julia, corinne, qilin, grace, sarah. and ALOT MORE.
i missed alot alot of ppl!
haha, we had talks for the whole day and some learning style analysis crap 1st thing in the morning.
and my report is like CRAP.
im a certified WEIRDO.
had so many BORING talks.
discipline and SUPPOSED MOTIVATIONAL.
discipline is like so strict now. so dumb.
and the talk tt followed was DUMB too.
4 hours of studying a day?!!?!
before o's kill me, im already dead if i do tt.
i never study till at least 5 days before exams.
and i dun study for tests.
so what she said was totally HORRIFYING.
so she said she was amazed by two kinds of birds.
and the 1st thought to my mind.
PENGUIN?
haha. tts real lame.
went lunch at dover after school with lissa, elis and martha!!
hehe. fun fun fun.
yupp, came back to school, had training.
training was okae.
but yeeleen was like pms?
dunno. weird.

she is like so lonely. so poor thing.
nobody to go with. and she goes with poor xinghui.
and what can tt girl say? "oh okae"
she's too soft.
and what lin said about her was funny.
"i saw her today, and she sat like tt"
"im damn sian of training, i see her i sian already".
haha, lin nv fail to make me laugh with her words.

haha, i miss my monkey and tortoise2 and gina!
they went for the sec 1 orientation thing then nv come training.
haha. i gotta settle the jersey soon!

i think my sec 1 er no, sec 2 juniors are cute!
especially KHOO XUENING.
haha, she's gaga over my tortoises.
and her reactions are super cute and funny.
haha.

man, i cant freaking believe that im sec 4.
and this is my last year.
i cant freaking believe tt im gona separate with this great bunch of people.
i cant believe that im the most senior in the school.
i feel that sometimes a sec 1 behaves more like a sec 4 than me.
GOSH.
this is reality and i cant escape from it.

thanks to all who gave me presents!!

jeremey tan zy- winnie pooh cookies
yuka- dolphin bath gel from australia
jaclyn- box of chocs
xinyi- toblerone, card and keychain
elis- nice nice xmas card

hehe, thanks guys! many loves to u all! haha.

oyah, and my grandma is angry. cause theres this cat tt always come to my doorstep and nap. and i just know about it today. and my grandma kept scolding it and swept it away with her broom. triple dots. haha. and i love waking up at 6am! cause my hamsters are darn active! and they run about like mad dogs. and now they are sleeping. weird timing. but i noe they miss me haha. lame.

to this lady:
heyy, i think tt u should seriously change ur attitude and stuff.
the way u are carrying urself is like shyt.
i mean, whats there to show off about?
ur skills? come on, ur job is the simplest and u cant even do it well.
u put the whole team in danger.
many a times, u are the person dashing our dreams and hopes.
cant u just be hardworking and put in the shots?
sometimes i wish tt fairfield can change the shooter.
i would rather the angmokio shooter.
although she's not very agile, she's very tall.
and she is like 100%.
listens to her team and coach,
practises diligently and brings her team up.
what about u?
u are supposed to be our strength. but u are not.
come on, just train hard and bloody hell put those shots in can?
and the way u say things really make ppl pissed off.
i just suddenly feel like i wanna get AWAY from u.
ur complacency is making the whole team pissed u get it?
when u play well, u say " u noe y i play like this? coz i want us to win"
then when u play like shit, u say "my hand pain, knee pain, ankle pain"
whole body pain larr.
like what jaclyn say.
the juniors walked past and u go" OUCH CRAMP! is this my retribution for not finishing my 100 shots?"
u noe u nv finish, so y cant u just finish it?
and sometimes you are really darn act.
u say u hate her to the core.
and there u go, the one talking to her and stuff.
if u wanna be with her, go ahead.
at least dun back stab her.
dun come to us and say all the bad things about her and go in front of her, putting on ur innocent front, asking for her friendship.
even if i have no friends, i wun want to be friends with a HYPOCRITE.
alright, everyone is a hypocrite in one way or another, but u are a freaking big one.
damit man. can u pls be responsible for ur actions, noe what u all supposed to do and do it well?
just now even nicolette and sheryl said tt u acted like so pro, cause there were guys sitting around. this is not uncommon. in fact, it is COMMON.
its okae if u does tt and shows off what u have got. but just please dont't freaking bring the whole team down.
we want to trust u, but can u be a responsible and trustworthy player?
can u be the pillar of strength tt yeeleen claims tt u are?
can u just bloody work hard and be darn good?
can u be dun be a beansprout?
can u please wake up and see that the whole team wants to get TOP 2 next year?
can u please understand?
and can u please dun be complacent?
yes, we win when u are around.
but u thought tt u are irreplaceble.
come on, everyone is replaceable.
i rather we have a super diligent shooter and we lose than a shooter who is so complacent, lazy, does not care about the team, self centred, blow hot and cold, thinks she is so big, and thinks tt she is irreplaceable and we win.
no team is perfect.
but we can work towards perfection.
but u are RUINING what we are building up.
no amount of pep talk will change u.
no amount of lectures and persuading will change u.
u just got to wake up and see for urself what others think about u and start to be a better person.
u have to CHANGE.
GET IT?

rewrite my story ;
1/03/2006 07:21:00 PM