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Friday, January 27, 2006

HI-LO!

im home so super early. i hink its the earliest time i have been home!! haha, today i woke up at 6.17. my freaking alarm didn ring! then was so kanchiong. got dressed and eveything. then waited for cab. then couldn ge a freaking cab. then cause elis was waiting for me, then we was like what the freak la. then she cabbed down from her place and fetch me. FREAK THE CABS. boarded the cab at 7.15. reached school at about 7.40. then we sat at the bus stop. then we took bus to the acs i bus stop. then we walked back. cause we wanted to see if any latecomers were standing! LOL. then we reached school at 8.02. haha, then got booked, ezlink cards taken away. then must have detention lar! -_-" then we waited at the security post for miss ng to come and then after that went to class.

decoration starts. everyone was busy doing this and that. with the hampers and everything. with the deco and the lanterns. haha, and im not boasting. 4D's design is SUPERB. its the best okae? haha! was supposed to go out with yunxing they all! but had training!

went for the chiangmai briefing first. got enrolled in chapel?! like what the hell. but im looking forward to the trip definitely!

then went to change. and i forgot to bring shorts! i borrowed from erin. haha! then i was like running in heels in training attire! so funny! haha. then went to do detention. but no detention. they gave me back my card! haha, lol. then grabbed a bite and everything then went for training.

training was super slack for me. i didn do anything to be honest. i only passed once. then when i decided to pass, the training ended. and i wasted a friday out with my darlings. erhh. mary, martha, nicolette, sheryl, and me were chatting about lotsa things. different animals and stuff. just alot of things till i cannot remember. haha! they are a funny bunch. and lazy is now GARFIELD! haha, and wenhui is so nice and gentle and sweet!

and the bitch is darn irritating! she kept talking to mary and martha they all. and the point is they weren even talking to her. and she just cut into our conversations like that. and say all the bullshit. acting like she's very nice and stuff. haha, she's showing her true colours again! and thats good. she will just make them hate her more! haha, and its only on the outside that they are nice, so haha, so sorry loser. i just cant stand her being such a suck up, to the twins and all, to yeeleen and the teachers. thats all. haha. she keeps tagging along. cause now, no more shahidah. then she follow us! haha, even the teachers dun like her. what can one expect?
.get lost u whore. we dun like u. u are just making urself look so desperate and cheap by tagging along. but well, if u continue, it doesn matter. cause nothing will change. and haha, we will have more things to stab u with. LOL. im so mean. but haha, too bad for her. she is like so erhh, cheap slut larr. retribution for her wrong doings.

and i think the worst point in her life was last year. in feb or march i think. she totally has NO FRIENDS AT ALL. if she denies it, then too bad. its just self-denial. she noes it pretty well herself. seeing her being so lost, not knowing where to go is damn funny. she is lucky to meet norman. and norman is so super nice to her. and yes, at least now she has a bunch of friends. not like last time, so pathetic. haha, but well, she hasn change for the better. and haha, gossips and stuff about her are still circling around. haha, and they are darn funny. and from all i heard, she's really a darn cheap slut man! eew

okae, after training, some ppl went home. then some stayed behind and played a match with the cdiv. aileen is so funny. haha. madeline and natalie super cute!! and spider is so pro, her specs broke, and she is still wearing them! haha, she's so funny! the match was alright. and my stamina totally sux now! crappaye.

after training, we wanted to go watch memoirs of the geisha. but the power rangers wanted to go shopping. so in the end, we didn go. they say another time go watch together. haha. then went to change and everything. then met the power rangers at the bus stop. they kept asking me to go with them. i wanted to go, but i oso dun wanna pangseh the twins. then in the end, i went with the twins. >so sorry!!!!!! next time okae?!?! anyway, thanks for asking!! :))

then went dover to eat with the cdiv and the twins. then we saw natasha!!! nicolette and natalie's youngest sister!! she looks so much like natalie!! so cute!! haha, and poor xuening fell into the bush cause she dunno the dover game! haha. lunch was alright. then went home.

im super tired. i need to sleep! haha. maybe going out at night. haven buy new year clothes.

>>sometimes i feel that u are just overly self-centred. i noe u heck care about everything. and losing a friend or anything does not matter to u at all. but then dun u think that we are always giving in to u? like the choice of places for lunch? and cant u give in to us? like when u ask us to go with u to certain places, we will. but if we ask u, u wun accompany us. even if it is just so near. 2 mins walk. i mean, lets be fair. we accompany each other and take turns to decide the location can? i really feel that u are too self-centred. im not talking bad about u. im just letting my feelings be made known. sighs, i really dunno what to say. i just hope that u will change. but u obviously dun give a damn about this kinda things. things have to suit u and u wun compromise. hypocritical are u too, but well hu is not. ARGH. i have never said all these about u. and now, im saying it out. i noe u will definitely be pissed off and say that im this and that. but come on, the world will not always compromise to u. maybe u should think about how others feel?

im dreading tomorrow. the 28th.

`a facade is all it was.

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1/27/2006 04:37:00 PM