what am i doing online now?
i should be doing my homework or studying for my bio test.
but seriously, i cant get going. i just wish that i wont fail the test too badly.
haiz.
things have been bad these few days.
the team thing is causing my heart to sink.
i wonder what the result is. i duno. im at a loss. im totally down and i duno. i feel so heavy hearted. and so lifeless when i think about the team. i mean, this is only the first match, and we are already so demoralised by what had happened.
its true that i didn trust her right from the start. its true that i think that she dragged vicintta down with her. but i tried to trust her. and yes, she proved that my distrust was right. im disappointed. she has caused the team to be down. to be like that. its her. and now, she's blaming ppl for what had happened? does she have the authority to scold nicolette or anything? and shouldn she apologise? and why did she have to lie? i duno. so mnay things are going thru my mind. and i just hope that everything would be fine. she's not irreplaceable. we can still win without her. sheryl is doing so so well. a million times more hardworking than u are. so please throw the "they cant do without me" mentality away. cause its not true.
all my homework is undone. just book me. for all i care.
came back at about 10plus.
i had fun today. the day was great.
spending time with christina teng. haha
we spent so much money. and i ate chippy again!! yay!!
we spent 15 bucks each on neoprints. and the machines suck. except the cocoa one. damit. haha. and something hilarious happened. i wanna sue the bus driver! damn. dunno what to say. the day was just fun and yes, fantastic.
shopping in heels is err terrible. haha
christina and me chatted last time. haha, then i took out all my letters and she read some of them. i read thru those that he wrote for me. and i realised that everything is so contradicting? i mean, yes, the letters are super sweet. BUT,
u said that i was treating u like an enemy, like how i treated christopher last time. u said we should remain as friends. yes, i let that happen. but now, its u who are treating me like an enemy. i tried to talk to u. but everytime, im afraid of ur response. thats what u said in one of the letters too. i guess its natural. but y are u acting this way when u told me that i shouldn be treating u that way. crap. i duno what am i saying. i just noe that, i wanna be friends AGAIN.
the sweet things u said. the sweet things u had done. the many things we shared. ARE KEPT IN MY HEART FOREVER. they are memories.
haven buy my new year clothes. so many things undone.
im dead. crap. i duno.
and my freaking hamsters kept fighting. DAMN.
thanks to all for ur encouragement and stuff. i really appreciate it! thanks yahh.
i love christina. i love ben. i love my family.
> this game of love has ended. and yes, i noe u will be happier.
its hard to be smiling all the time when dozens of waves are crashing down on me.
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