and memories flooded into me.
as i looked back,
i realized that i still miss you.
and i thought about it,
whether i should message you.
i decided not to,
cause the past is hurting.
i would very much like to be with you again.
but the things i heard, the things i see.
are keeping me from that thought.
maybe i have never stop loving you at all.
i wished you were mine,
right from the start.
till the end of time,
i miss you,
i really do.
the memories are replaying in my mind.
and i want to cry so bad.
but i stopped myself,
and i asked this question.
are you worth my tears.
and i dun have an answer for that.
the things you said,
the promises you made.
the footprints you left,
were they real.
i have no idea,
you said they were.
but i never will know,
if that is the truth.
as i revealed my hidden feelings,
these words hit me.
he hurt you so much and he does not deserve you.
im at a loss.
what should i do,
how am i feeling,
have i ever forgotten you,
have i moved on like i claimed
i cant answer those questions,
im stumbled by my feelings.
i see you everyday.
and i want to blurt out my feelings so much.
i know you will never be reading this.
we are not even friends now.
and the coldness that you show me,
is inflicting an everlasting pain.
i wish to melt this heart of stone.
i wish to bring out the warmth that i sensed in you once again.
i wish that i could be the girl by your side again.
and i wish that we could be us again.
i wished
2/26/2006 02:47:00 PM
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