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Monday, April 10, 2006

I CANT BELIEVE THIS.
ITS OVER.
WE LOST A GAME THAT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WIN.
"I COULDN EVEN RECOGNIZE YOU ALL"
WE PLAYED LIKE SHIT, SO NOT LIKE FAIRFIELD.
AND WE LOST BY A GOAL.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG MAN.

WE ENDED THE SEASON, WITH A LOSS INSTEAD OF A VICTORY.
FREEEAK, I THINK I SUCK.

PEOPLE WERE CRYING.
WE WERE SO UPSET.
TEARS JUST FLOWED.
OUR LAST MATCH.
THE LAST MATCH OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
MY LAST MATCH WITH NIC'S BATCH.
THE LAST TIME I'LL BE PLAYING WITH THIS TEAM.
AND WE LOST IT, A GAME THAT WAS OURS.

IM SORRY PPL, I DIDN SEND U ALL ANY SMSES.
CAUSE I FEEL THAT I HAVE MORE THAN JUST AN SMS TO SAY TO YOU ALL.

IM SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES I MADE, MY MISPASSES.
IM SORRY FOR NOT DOING MY RUNS PROPERLY.
IM SORRY FOR NOT PUTTING IN MY BEST RIGHT FROM THE START.
IM REALLY SORRY PEOPLE. I REALLY AM.

AND FOR ALL THE SMSES I RECEIVED.
PPL, NETBALL IS A TEAM GAME. SO DUN BLAME URSELVES ALRIGHT? EVERYONE MADE MISTAKES, INCLUDING ME. ALTHOUGH WE MAY NOT GET TO PLAY TGT AGAIN, AND WE HAVE FALLEN SHORT OF OUR DREAM AND A GOAL THAT WAS SO REACHABLE, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU GUYS THAT I LOVE YOU ALL.

I LOVE FAIRFIELD NETBALL B DIVISON 06.
EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL. REALLY.
YOU ALL HAVE MADE A GREAT DIFFERENCE TO MY LIFE. AND THRUOUT MY 4 YEARS, THIS IS THE TEAM THAT I LOVE THE MOST AND THE ONE I'LL NEVER FORGET IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

THOSE TEARS, THOSE HEARTBREAKING MOMENTS, THOSE TIMES OF JOY, THE FUN, THE LAUGHTERM THE JOKES, THE TEAM SPIRIT, WILL REMAIN IN MY HEART FOREVER.

NEVER WILL I FORGET THIS TEAM.

> CHRISTINA.
heyy darling, you did well, dun blame urself for anything okay? i love u tonnes, really really do. we cried our hearts out tgt, and we were so upset. but heyy, we will still get to play tgt alright? i love you, so much. cheer up my dear, besties always/

> NICOLETTE.
heyy nic, i really wanna say a big thank you to you. i love working with you, you are the best partner i have all these while. and i really love u, alot. all the fun that we have, all those late dinners, and captains ball. the times i had with u, i will never forget them. and u still have a year ahead of you. play hard and bring fairfield netball to greater heights. fulfil our unfulfilled dream alright? i believe u can do it. i love you girl. i'll miss trainings.

> MARY.
mary, we have known each other for so long. but i have never told u how much i love you. the times we had on court, and off court. those jokes that made us mad. those lame stuff that we laughed over. the times with you, they meant alot to me. they really do. i really hope that we can play tgt in a club. i'll miss you so much. i will. i love you mary ng.

> MARTHA.
heyy tortoise 1, the season's over but i really hope that u'll choose to continue playing netball. i really wanna continue playing with u guys, the cps girls. i'll miss trainings with you, especially. the fun that we had, are kept in my heart. the times that we were happy and high, i will always keep them in mind. i love you martha.

> XINYI.
heyy monkey, the season's over and i know how much u really wanted us to get into top 4. but our dream's smashed. but i still hope we can still play tgt in yeeleen's club. i really want to be with you all again. i hope we wun drift apart! i love you monkey

> JACLYN.
heyy my dear girl, you have come far and proven urself worthy to take a place in the team. and i want to tell u that u rock, so much. u have a talent in u, and develop it alright? we are gonna still play together, aren't we? i love you, tonnes. besties always/

> YUJIA.
heyy jia! you have been a great friend and team mate! you have another yr ahead of you. train hard and get urself into the team okay? i know you can! and i wanna let you know that, i will never forget you, i wun. and so wouldn the netball zoo. we love you, and i love you.

> SHERYL.
you are gonna be the goal attack next yr. so u better jiayou and work hard kay? u can do it, just that u are too lazy. you have done well this yr, in the zonals. coming in to fill up that slot for us. u did well, and it really warms my heart to see you improving. continue to improve and fulfil our dream next yr kay? i love you.

> GINA.
hey girl, its time to mug and then train hard for next yr. work hard and earn urself a place in the team okay? its been great knowing u. the fun we had, those lil chats, the encouraging words that you always say, are etched in my memory forever. i wun forget you girl, i wun. and i love you.

> mel and shahidah.
its no point saying sorry now yah. its over. and we have gotta move on. lets just hope that we will have a chance to play tgt again. thanks for everything guys.

to the sec 4s, i really wanna play with all of u again. as a team. be it in jc or in club. i'll miss you guys, terribly.

to the sec 3s, work hard for the season next yr. the team's gonna be strong right? train hard. i'll miss you guys too.

NETBALL ZOO, I LOVE YOU GUYS. CHRISTINA, JACLYN, MARY, MARTHA, XINYI, YUJIA AND ME. WE WILL STILL BE AS CLOSE ALRIGHT? I LOVE YOU GUYS, SUPER ALOT!!

I LOVE FAIRFIELD NETBALL B DIVISION 06.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SOOOOOO MUCH.
I WUN FORGET YOU ALL, DUN FORGET ME TOO OKAY?

> YEELEEN.
im sorry for all the mistakes i made. im sorry to be a disappointment. im really sorry. but i just wanna tell u that you are one of the greatest coach i ever had. and i love you.

> MRS ANG.
be it rain or shine, you are always there. thank you so much! for always being so supportive. thank you.

> MISS LEE.
thank you for the support, those encouragements. you are truly a very supportive teacher. thank you for everything. <3

> JUNIORS, esp XUENING, AILEEN, NATALIE, JINGWEN and LIZHEN
you guys are really supportive. taking time to come to our matches. filling or bottles. cheering us on, thank you so much. and for the many smses that you all sent, im really appreciative of them. and i wanna tell you all that im proud to be ur senior. i love you guys. work hard and bring fairfield netball to greater heights.

PUSH THE LIMITS. BREAK THE BARRIERS. FAIRFIELD NETBALL ROCK ON <3
I LOVE FAIRFIELD NETBALL B DIVISION 06!!!

rewrite my story ;
4/10/2006 10:51:00 PM