and im feeling so down now. so freaking down.
ohwells
woke up early this morning. then went to meet clement at clementi. i was 29 mins late. so sorry. then trained to expo for the service. it was pretty good, i mean the drama. it was like, i dunno. just good. and it gave me a reason to tear. ohwells, i was like feeling so ugh during the service. thoughts were crashing, but i still smile and pretended as if i was okay. trust me, the feeling sucks. i hate to put on a brave front. i felt like such a sucker.
anyway, clement's really nice.
went to orchard to meet lin after that. it was fun hanging out with her. it had been ages since we last went out lar. hmm, we walked around heeren. and that girl is so adamant on getting that portugal nike towel. and she was crazy over the ronaldo poster at the bus stop. hmm, so didn really see anything that i like today. and im so broke. darnnnn
went to nydc for dinner. WE SPENT A BOMB. lin had mushroom ham baked rice, toffeenut elephanccino and max's oreocheesecake. i had when 2 becomes 1, irish cream elephanccino and elmer fudge(ugly cake). oh wells, the elmer fudge wasn as fantastic as i thought it would be, and i never want to eat it again. hmm yupp. we were like so super full. and it was raining so heavily there. and i was so pissed off with the waiter at first. lin and me were fighting to sit inside, on the cushion chair. then the waiter was like "DO U NEED ME TO GET U A BABYCHAIR?" then i was like "HUH! BABY CHAIR" then he replied" THERES NO NEED TO FIGHT OVER SMALL THINGS LIKE THAT" WTH, i wanted to punch his face man. IDIOT. then when i wanted to order my cake, i badly wanted to say "I WANT THE CAKE THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU(ugly cake)"
hmm, after dinner we went to find nic, TO BORROW MONEY. how broke were we? VERY VERY. we borrowed money to play pool.
YAY. i love pool. went to meridien, and the pool shop was gone. so we went to cuppage. it was fun. i laughed till my sides hurt. haha CHRISTINA IS A JOKER. she made the ball fly out of the table, AND CAUSED A HOLE IN THE WALL! actually the hole was already there la. then she made the white ball jump over a yellow one and it flew into the hole. HAHA, I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAP. reason being it was real funny and that there was practically no one there. haha, i love pool.
then we went off at 9 plus. went to cine and walked around. then we took 106 back. hmm, had those really nice chats that i love. and we just didn want to go home. if only, today was saturday, i swear i wun go home till its like 3am or sth. or i would just stay over at her house. so we just sat the bus stop after we got off 106. we just sat there and chatted.
and after those talks, im like i dunno. that gap does matter. and what lin said is so true. sighs. i just feel like dying, or disappearing from the surface of this earth. im dreading tmr. im dreading school. oh help, i need help. seriously. this is hurting so much, and i duno what am i gonna do next. i need to cry, i need a day off to the beach or sth. i need christina and jaclyn and elis. i need edmund choo. its so hard to keep up that pretence. its a day, a day of smiling and laughing, when inside, im crying out loud. i dare not say, i dare not show. or i'll cry, right there, in orchard. right in front of clement, or christina.
I LOVE YOU CHRISTINA TENG. I REALLY DO.
> i noe its irritating. cause i get upset so often nowadays. and yah, just leave me alone.
we wont be, and never will-
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