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perhaps im regretting that i didn go out with you today. and thoughts of what we might be doing flooded my mind just now. we both woke up early today. but i chose to not go out. at least, with you. reason undefined. only i know the reason. perhaps im too unreasonable. perhaps.
your words and actions dont tally, at least for these two days. i have been sad for 24 hours now. but at least from 12-3 today morning, i had ppl cheering me up, unconsciously. do you mean what you say. im starting to doubt. maybe its cause i duno you well, or im thinking too much, or simply, we are not meant to be. perhaps you arent the guy that i want. perhaps i expect and demand too much. and i dont tell you why, cause i dont want you to be burdened. whatever it is, the fault lies with me.
im loving and hating this. the two months that have gone past. it was both agony and bliss. the tears that flowed, the times that i just felt like giving up, the times that we spent together, those calls and everything else. thanks for all. we haven started and is it best that we shouldn? perhaps.
we may not work out, we are different no matter what. perhaps, the one for me has not come. perhaps i dont love you as much as i thought i do. perhaps this is just god's plan. perhaps.
i thought you were the one for me, we seemed to be so similar then. but now..
february 2006, was the best time this year. so far. without love, without worries. i had nothing to fear, to lose, to worry about. life was carefree and awesome. but i got caught in this mess because of the decision i made. it was meant to be a spiting game. but somehow, we fell for each other. i was elated, happy beyond words. but now, am i still happy? perhaps. how am i feeling about this? i dunooooooooo. im in a terrible mess.
im sec four. its may. i have o's this year. and im still playing and playing as if there aint o's. im in this mess. what am i gonna do? time passes so darn quickly, and in the blink of an eye, i will be leaving school. and darn that, seriously.
im totally bewildered by how you can make me so darn happy and so darn sad. why did i ever allow myself to get into this mess?
CAN I PLEASE TURN BACK TIME?
I Will Carry You
Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.
Chorus:
When your wall breaks down
And the voices tell you turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry You
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That’s the beauty of it
when you lose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day
Chorus
You should know now that your not alone
take my heart and we will find
you will find
your way home
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
will you be the one to mean all that?
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just came back fom dinner. with my grandma's mum, sis, bro, bro's wife, her best friend and my brother. my bro is irritatin, AS USUAL. ohkay, my grandma has like 8 siblings. but only two came. my greatgrandmother is duper cute :) and there were these two old ladies wanting to collect empty cans. then my granny went to tease my greatgrand, "you are so lucky right." sth like that wan lar, in duno what language. dinner was fine anyway, pretty good food.
im feeling downright, UPSET. why did you lie, and thats such a minor thing. and u lied abt it.
I HATE TO BE LIED TO.
5/07/2006 08:11:00 PM
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