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Sunday, July 09, 2006

sighs. im crying, yet again. its real badd now. real badd. i really cant take it anymore. i think im going crazy or sth. things are so different now. we used to talk on the phone. you used to sms me once you wake up. you used to plan for the weekend at the start of the week. you used to be so sweet. you used to care. and now? all reduced to nothing. nothing. everything, just gone.

you know im not the kind to take the initiative. so you used to take the initiative in the past. but now, no one's doing anything. i know things were going down, turning bad, so i tried taking initiative this week, and the response wasnt great. it was hurting, a blow to my pride. perhaps im too prideful. but i have never taken the initiative before. but im making this change to salvage this friendship. and what i did was so unexpected, i didn expect myself to be able to do that. i tried, i did.

that question which was stucked in my head for so long. i got the answer. i got it alr. i feel as if someone is stabbing me right now, right in the middle of my heart. it hurts so damn freaking badly. why? why must things turn out this way when i finally decided on what i want. its so hurting. so so hurting. thinking of all that we had hurts even more. flashbacks playing non stop in my head. non stop. theres no room for anything else there, but you and i.

gonna crash.
breakdown.

> im sorry if you think that i didn treasure you. all along, i did. its just that i didn dare to express it. and now, everythings going down the drain. i seem to be non existent to you now. its my fault i guess. and i cant do anything right now. im helpless, at a loss and i really dunno whats left that i can do. so im giving up, letting go. and guess u will be happier. thanks for everything, you have been a great friend. and i love you. goodbye, my retarded best friend.

the end of yet another chapter of my life.
i never wanted it to end, never.

rewrite my story ;
7/09/2006 01:13:00 PM

THE GIRL

kimberley

fairfield
sixteen
7th august 90
kimberley_yeo@hotmail.com
NETBALLER
wing attack-
centre
fourDEE 06 <3
bottle; ALPHABERTS
froggie; NETBALL ZOO
slimy; the SLs
no.2; STFs
thomas; MUT
squid; UNDER THE SEA
DIAMOND

EATING; SHOPPING
sleeping, rotting, slacking

has a SWEET TOOTH

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MY WANTS

GET INTO ACJC!
PLAY IN SNEAKERS YOUTH!

1.NEW DIGI CAM!!
2.IPOD NANO(black)
3.MALTESE PUPPY!
~~4.ADIDAS DUBBLE BAG-$49~~
5.NIKE SNEAKERS
~~6.ADIDAS JACKET(black)-$79~~
~~7.THAT BROWN DRESS-$35~~
~~8.NEW HANDPHONE~~
~~9.ADIDAS NETBALL SHOES~~
10.silver necklaces
~~11.more earrings~~; ~~another piercing~~
12.more bracelets; ~~necklaces~~
13.more skirts; ~~jeans~~
14.more flats; heels
~~15.ASICS NETBALL SHOES~~
16.that FCUK for a fortnight tee-$49
17.new birks(madrid), white/green/yellow
~~19.that white giovanna heels-$24~~
~~20.that rainbow belt-$8~~
~~21.that white roxy tee-$35~~
~~22.that noda heels, brown-$33~~
~~23.a black or brown volcom shirt~~
~~24.that white puma belt-$16~~
25.denim skirt
~~26.yellow nike sb(cross back)~~
~~27.that white&purple nike bag-$94~~
28.denim shorts
29.yellow and green fila spag
30.that charles and keith heels
31.more polo tees
32.new pencil case
33.white shorts
34.yellow roxy surf shirt-$55
35.a yellow/brown stussy shirt
~~36.levis, MARISSA bootcut, 27-$139~~
37.~~black/white/~~green topshop shirt-$16
38.black collared long sleeved
39.RITZ APPLE STRUDEL
40.SECRET RECIPE CHOC BANANA CAKE
41.KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH!
42.that yellow rusty handbag -$23
~~43.that green mango barca tank-$19~~
44.new ripcurl or roxy wallet
45.that white/brown ripcurl skirt-$69
46.that black ripcurl pants-$69
47.that white&purple adidas top-$39
48.that pair of nike socks-$10
49.that green butterfly havaianas-$39
50.that red butterfly havaianas-$29
51.that green mango tee-$25

/cravings
.chocolates
.brownies ; mrs fields
.cookies ; famous amos
.mudpies ; nydc
.ice cream ; gelare, ben&jerry's
.cakes ; secret recipe, nydc
.ritz apple strudel
.secret recipe chocolatebananacake
.KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH!

I LOVE PRESENTS
THE MORE, THE MERRIER (:

THE MUSTS

~~1. crash kengheng's house!~~
~~2. netball camp!~~
~~3. celebrate leon's birthday~~
~~4. midnight cycling~~; again
5. mahjong marathon
~~6. go to sentosa~~; again
7. pool marathon
~~8. dvd marathon~~; ~~again~~
~~9. 6.1 chalet!~~
10. 2b chalet!
11. 4d chalet!! <3
12. 1a outing!
~~13. NETBALL!~~
~~14. crash leon's house~~; again
15. go shopping with mummy
16. stock up on ice cream and more junk
17. buy birthday presents
18. shopping sprees!
~~19. go to vivo~~
20. bring my granny to the movies!
21. use my books as fuel for bbq
22. essential brew with undergrads!
~~23. buy essentials like barricades~~
~~24. cut my hair~~
25. go out with many many people
26. plan more stayovers
27. psycho mummy to bring me to bangkok
28. LOSE FATS!
29. clubbing
30. get a job
31. pack EVERYTHING
32. bake cookies and brownies
33. cycling at ubin
34. sailing boats with jewel!
35. midnight jogging
~~36. food marathon~~
~~37. fcbc musical~~
~~38. christmas party(family)~~
~~39. christmas bbq~~
~~40. christmas stayover~~

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