JUST SO YOU KNOW ;

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

yeah im back home. and today was a freaking long day.

so yah, i woke up damn early today. went to clem then took bus. so the bus ride was a bad start to the day. and yah. followed by other things. guessed i look pretty upset the whole day. thank you nic and corinne for caring. thank you darlings, im fine yah.

chapel was alright. fourdee led. norman did well. i love fourdee (: then math. just alot of catching up with my dearest dearest elis. and yupp, english. miss mano said im an elderly whos too weak to stand up. cause everyone was standing but i was sitting down. i didn realise lah, i was talking to mund choo lah. so paiseh. she everytime shoot me indirectly. damn idiotic man. so yah, mund choo mund choo mund chooooo. i love him. we talked and talked. about soccer and everything else. and hes damn ass lah, he forever disturbing me. damn ass. haha. hmm yah so i asked mund choo to help me bet on france winning the match. haha.

recess was fine. i ate so much that i nearly burst. bio was next. lab was fine. i threw wet tissue at people. and squeezed water on lissa choo. then she shot water at me with the dropper. then after that, i shot at yunxing. randomly, and everything went into her mouth. OMG, i so so sooooooooo sorry okay! it wasnt on purpose! heh, i swear! haha.

chem was alright. i was so upset that i nearly cried. but i didnt, no way am i gonna cry in class. i control and control like shit. and elis was there, always, for me. thank you darling, my bestest bestest bestest best friend. i love you. so yah. math was next. the temperature was like 33.7 degrees? miss yeo has this super good clock that can measure the temperature. quite cool huh. so yah, it was so damnit hot. and my seat is by the window. so yah, i felt so sleepy. and i just slept. i was dreaming, about corinne and i eating. then suddenly elis hit me, quite hard. and i jumped. and she said sorry, accident. i felt like smacking her fat face lah. idiot man. so i went back to sleep. till school ended. miss yeo asked elis to wake me up, but she said that i was sick. haha thank you! hmm my nice nice SISTER, cedric goh lent me his ipod (: I LOVE MY SISTER.

"dric! your name is in the dictionary"
"rubbish"
"yes! that time u were finding in lit class rmb?"
"yah, but dont have lah"
"have! in my dictionary"
"oh, your name dictionary ah?"
"no lah! fruit dictionary!"
"yah yah my ass"
HAHAHAHAs

haha thats cedric goh. he looked for his name in a dictionary. haha. "colin? why are you standing? did u not do your work?" "im standing cause i angered the spirit" haha i duno what does that mean, but it was funny.

hmm after school, i looked so dazed. thats what dino said. ohwells. went to queensway with elis to get our nike bottles. why did we want to get it? it was so dumb. we were in chem class. then there was this yellow nike bottle underneath her desk. so she liked it and asked me to get it with her. so yah, we went in search of it, no shops had it. finally i spotted it (: and she praised my eyesight. haha i think is she blind lah. yah. so we bought bubble tea and went back to school.

met up with corinne and nic. so we chatted outside the archives. yupp. for quite long. i love them both, so much. yah. left school at around seven. to gwc for balloons. and yah got some things also. then bussed home. im dead tired. but im gonna watch germ's match later. definitely. its a pity brazil's out. cause they play beautiful soccer. salsa football. interesting and exciting. european football is sooooo boring lah. ohwells, sad case.

/thank you nic, for being there just now. thank you so much. finally i felt so much better after letting everything out. thank you. loves <3>

/thank you corinne for being there also. take care of urself alright! i love you!

/elis, my bestest best bestest bestie! what can i say but I LOVE YOU? for everything alright. every single thing. i love you oh so much. from those lil gossips to every outing, even just short smsing sessions. i love them all, and most importantly, i love you (:

/thank you lizhen for the sms (:

i want a guy whos sweet. whos caring. who wants to be seen with me. who wants to introduce me to his friends. who wants to know more about me. who calls. who says sweet stuff. who means what he says. who wants to go to school and back home with me. who wants to go out with me. who wants to spend time with me. who treasures me. who tries to understand me. who makes me feel secure. who protects me. who gives me assurance. who expresses his love and concern. who writes letters to me. who leaves sweet notes in my locker. who remember special dates. who appreciates all that i do for him. who knows what i want. whos always there for me. whos sensitive to my feelings. who knows how to take care of himself and me. who doesnt lie. who is truthful with me. who bothers about minute details. who makes sacrifices for me. who places me above his friends. who does sweet stuff like folding paper hearts for me. who makes me feel loved, and happy.

too perfect to be true? no, i know someone like that. but hes taken. and the rest, all my good friends. maybe im not fated to meet someone like that whom i will like.

/i have cried enough. enough.

i have enough things to handle. please dont add on to them. please, no.

i have gotta go to school early tmr. its someone special's birthday. i cnt wait.

rewrite my story ;
7/04/2006 10:17:00 PM