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alright. so kim sent 350+ smses today.. ohmygoodness lah. my bill is so gonna die. hmm yah. so went offline just now. smsed him again. then yah. i used like dont know how many smses to try to get him to tell me what i wanna know.
i got pissed off. cause i kept asking and asking and asking till i nearly went mad. and yah. i got my answer only after i named out all that i know. okay sounds damn weird. no one understands. but who cares. hah. hmm so yah. i know all the reasons now.
AND ITS TIME TOOOOOOO MOVE ON! toooo sayyyyy BYEEEEEE!
so i was on the phone with dino just now. i talked like a bullet train. faster than leon teh. ahh being pissed makes me go mad. i didn know i can talk so fast! HAHA. its damn funny lah. he kept laughing and all. so yah, hes the first person that made me smile today. cause i told him about HI BING HI BONG. haha super funny lah. so he was just hearing me rattle on about everything today. without interrupting. haha i mean i talked so super alot and fast! haha idiot man.
so yah. was feeling kinda happy just now when i was on the phone. i was so sure. i told dino that this time its really the end. im not gonna like him anymore. im gonna move on blahblah. i was so firm. then after that, SHIT. i got shaken.
HMMPH. but no matter what. the best thing to do is to let go and move on. so yah. i'll do just that though i cant bear to. i really cant bear to, thats why i wanna hold on. thinking back and all makes me wanna hold on all the more.
but then. all the hurting stuff today blah plus all the sufferings these two months plus tell me that i SHOULD move on. so im doing that. but theres a wrenching pain in my heart. its just so hard and painful. but still, yah i must do it.
so this time kim's really firm though shes forcing herself to. but, she'll be fine. the old happy, crazy kim will be back, soon. i hope? hah yah.
aiyah. damnit. stupid feeling, go away lah. this time is I WANT TO LET GO. the past few times is I HAVE TO LET GO. so i want it. i want it i want it i want it. dont waver dont waver. stay firm. theres no point in holding on. just move on and be happy.
alright. im like some mad person trying to psycho myself. but yah. its so painful, so unpleasant but yet, it has to be that path.
soooo all the hurting stuff. doesn really hurt anymore now. hah actually they didn really hurt alot. i didn cry also. hah good good. im a strong girl.
so i guess its never possible for us to be again. so sad. ohwells.
i so want us to be again, but forget it. tahah i really must let go, no matter how hard it is. and yah, i know its gonna take some time and some effort. but i'll try.
aiyah, sucks. i so dont want to let go damnit. tahah but no point in holding on also. and you have told me the reason why you dont want to like me again. hmm ohwells. its not very surprising, it kinda showed me my worth to you, and yah its a lil hurting. but yah its okay.
so its time to say goodbye but then i wonder when can i really mean it.
you promised you wont lie, that you wont keep anything from me. but.. ohwells.; promises mean everything when youre little and the world is so big.
NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE
Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been (might have been)
all this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you,ooooh yea
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time (tiiimmeee)
And tomorrow can never be
Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering(or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might of been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways
to let you go
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
You'll always be the dream
That fills my head, (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will)
Oh baby
You'll always be the one I know
(I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be
With you
this song expresses alot of whats within meyoure so fine but its time to say goodbye ;
9/11/2006 10:29:00 PM
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