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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

home home homeee sweet home (:

today. i was almost late. but i wasnt late. so i had to take train again. there was this guy sitting next to me. then he keep calling ppl to talk. then right. he talked damn loudly. like hes the only one in the train. then scold all the vulgarities. then i had to blast my music to shut him out. -_-"

so was complaining to KC. so stupid. hah hmm yeah. so today we had to take back our papers. so first up. WOAH math. i passed! what a miracle! please cheer. nah just kidding. hah alex is so damn cute lah. hah and that ass didn bring calculator to paper 2. but he still did quite well! hah idiot.

so i slept. then next was ss. HAH i failed damn badly for the essay lah. who cares. you will die reading my essay. ask esmonde. HAHAHA. hmm so then i fail by a bt for ss overall. havent got back history yet -_-" but also sure fail wan nah.

recess was fine. then bio was next. i didn fail!!! like thank god thank god thank god! hah. yeah. so i copied down some corrections. next was amath. then took the paper. woah i got a super f9 lah. hahah. i slept for a long long time. then miss yeo asked me to drop amath. woah i want to. i shall ask my mum later. she keep saying i never put in effort. i totally shut off. i have no interest blah. which is true. amath is so sucky. eew. and im dropping because she said this "if you want to continue, i will make sure you come for my remedial everyday" wa siao, no way.

hmm so after school. was talking to someone. HMM. ass, dont be sad okay! cheer up! (:

then after that. caught up a fair bit with jaclyn. ahh i miss her. then i went to learnatfairfield to study.... HAHAH ate kitkat limited ed choc. the cappuccino wan. NICE! (: oh yeah so i did some bio notes. not bad right. hahahah

then went off for dinner. then was talking to miss hia. she said she didn expect me to do so badly for lit. woah thanks ah. i think im just gonna die lah. i so dont dare to tell my mum my results. maybe i shall disappear tmr. hah

ohwell. but i think she will be fine with it. i'll tell her that i'll start studying. and i must show that i got study. hmm its so darn hard.. HMPH.

so now im home. i feel unwell ): hmm. have to eat pear with salt. dont know why also. hah. hope i'll be fine soon

oh! yesterday night damn funny. leon and i went to wake neo up from his sleep! then he was damn sleepy. then when we told him why we call. HE WENT MAD. hah super funny. then we kept bugging him to tell us to tell us. then he kept refusing. but then in the end he relented. so he said OKAY four times. but he didn start. so FINALLY, he told us! hah i laughed like mad lah! damn freaking funny. imagine a sleepy neo..

"HI BING! HI BONG!"

woah i laughed like shit!

"BING! where are you! im in the cinema alr!"
"BONG! i think i cant make it!"
"HUH BING! why!"
"BONG! im at the mrt track! then the lady keep asking me to stand behind the yellow line!"

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH SUPER FUNNY CAN!!!!

alright. so i talked on the phone for three hours. not with neo lah. he said finish the joke then he just hanged up. HAHAH. i was so nice to stay up till 12 to call someone lah! just to wake him up. so nice right! hahah

i told alot of ppl the bing and bong joke today! hah and dricee splitted his pants lah! so funny. then he squat down. then i "err, dricee. your pants split ah?" then he "oh, just now" then he quickly cover. but he was wearing pants lah. hah so funny.

and so many so many ppl owe me choc bar! kiefer owes me two! and alot of other ppl also! YAY!

this is where i want to type so many things. and yet i cant. so ironic. ohwell. nevermind. so many funny things i wanna say but i shant.

suddenly feel like typing this.

we have many friends. and some are acquaintances, some are good friends, some are best friends and so on. buddies, pals blah. and there will be people who can make it up the ladder, climbing all the way up. being our best friends in no time.

and so. all our friends are different. your bestest friend may just be my good friend. or even someone whom i just say hi and bye to. you may not treat my best friend as yours. cause we have different preferences. the point is, no matter how close you are to anyone, he or she can never replace your bestest bestest bestest best friend in your heart. even if he or she is much nicer, much sweeter or whatsoever. cause the bonds you have with your bestest bestest best friend cannot be forged with anyone else. its not as if someone can just come and replace you. cause its different. that someone is not the same as you, and your bestest friend may not like him or her as much.

its weird how people think sometimes.

just feel like saying this. no friend can replace another friend. no one can replace you, no matter if she or he is tonnes better or whatsoever. cause youre special in your friend's heart. youre unique. no one is the same as you. no one.

drill that in.

hmm sounds a bit weird. i forgot how i said it out. typing it out is so different from saying it out. HMPH. hah. hope i get my point across though. hah so stupid. maybe i will edit it when i think of a better way to say it. that is if i can remember how i said it out. hahah

people change. they do. they can become someone unfamiliar just the next second. its so scary, isnt it.

some people are just too much. far too much.

things dont go unnoticed. im not unaware.

> KC! (: thanks for everything! hah for even trying to accompany me when i was on my way to school tho you were still in bed!! hah anyway! please cheer up! okay! (:

> I AM FOR YOU (DONT GIVE UP)

Something’s very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
and something’s very strange here
You've lost all desire
The comfort we create to prove were something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again

Don't give up you're not thinking
Don't give up just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

Come and take my face or forever walk alone
And all the same mistakes
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again

Don't give up you're not thinking
Don't give up just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

I send my self to you
Yes always and always
I send my self to you

I send my self to you
Yes always and always
I send my love to you

And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

You found today, found today, you found today, with your life today
You found today, found today, you found today, with your life today

cause they flood ; they shut out all my thoughts

rewrite my story ;
9/27/2006 09:57:00 PM