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Thursday, September 07, 2006

i felt like crying just a moment ago.

i just cant take it. i dont know why im so affected.

i so want to tell you whats going on. but i cant. i dont have the chance to. you dont even ask about me. not anymore. its sad you know that. its sad to wait and wait.

things are so tough for me right now. and the person i want to be there for me the most doesn even know whats going on. and hes not there. and he wont be.

so tell me when will this heavy storm clear. when will i be truly happy. when will my smile be genuine. just when.

> thanks for always being there. but, you know we wont be more than what we are now.

> leon, neo. thanks for everything.

> JEM, thanks yah? really. for caring and all. for not even giving up on me when i wanted to give up. thank you so much.

> dino. i know you care alot. and i know you are real worried about me. thanks for everything.

> joel, thanks alot also alright

> cheryl, you too. im grateful. really

> sheranne. thanks for ever ever forever being there for me. youre such a dear. i love you.

> great that everything for you is fine. that you and her are fine. guess youre happy and all. which is good.

`and its so obvious that its not what you claim it to be.

`my dearest aileen. heyy dear, you know i love you. you know the nine of us love you so so much. you know we care so duper much about you. if not, we would not have done what we did. so please, my dearest. do what you have to, for us. and for yourself. and keep the promise.

today is my worst day ever.
`and you, you made me feel betrayed yet again.

rewrite my story ;
9/07/2006 01:34:00 AM

THE GIRL

kimberley

fairfield
sixteen
7th august 90
kimberley_yeo@hotmail.com
NETBALLER
wing attack-
centre
fourDEE 06 <3
bottle; ALPHABERTS
froggie; NETBALL ZOO
slimy; the SLs
no.2; STFs
thomas; MUT
squid; UNDER THE SEA
DIAMOND

EATING; SHOPPING
sleeping, rotting, slacking

has a SWEET TOOTH

know more abt me ;

MY WANTS

GET INTO ACJC!
PLAY IN SNEAKERS YOUTH!

1.NEW DIGI CAM!!
2.IPOD NANO(black)
3.MALTESE PUPPY!
~~4.ADIDAS DUBBLE BAG-$49~~
5.NIKE SNEAKERS
~~6.ADIDAS JACKET(black)-$79~~
~~7.THAT BROWN DRESS-$35~~
~~8.NEW HANDPHONE~~
~~9.ADIDAS NETBALL SHOES~~
10.silver necklaces
~~11.more earrings~~; ~~another piercing~~
12.more bracelets; ~~necklaces~~
13.more skirts; ~~jeans~~
14.more flats; heels
~~15.ASICS NETBALL SHOES~~
16.that FCUK for a fortnight tee-$49
17.new birks(madrid), white/green/yellow
~~19.that white giovanna heels-$24~~
~~20.that rainbow belt-$8~~
~~21.that white roxy tee-$35~~
~~22.that noda heels, brown-$33~~
~~23.a black or brown volcom shirt~~
~~24.that white puma belt-$16~~
25.denim skirt
~~26.yellow nike sb(cross back)~~
~~27.that white&purple nike bag-$94~~
28.denim shorts
29.yellow and green fila spag
30.that charles and keith heels
31.more polo tees
32.new pencil case
33.white shorts
34.yellow roxy surf shirt-$55
35.a yellow/brown stussy shirt
~~36.levis, MARISSA bootcut, 27-$139~~
37.~~black/white/~~green topshop shirt-$16
38.black collared long sleeved
39.RITZ APPLE STRUDEL
40.SECRET RECIPE CHOC BANANA CAKE
41.KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH!
42.that yellow rusty handbag -$23
~~43.that green mango barca tank-$19~~
44.new ripcurl or roxy wallet
45.that white/brown ripcurl skirt-$69
46.that black ripcurl pants-$69
47.that white&purple adidas top-$39
48.that pair of nike socks-$10
49.that green butterfly havaianas-$39
50.that red butterfly havaianas-$29
51.that green mango tee-$25

/cravings
.chocolates
.brownies ; mrs fields
.cookies ; famous amos
.mudpies ; nydc
.ice cream ; gelare, ben&jerry's
.cakes ; secret recipe, nydc
.ritz apple strudel
.secret recipe chocolatebananacake
.KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH!

I LOVE PRESENTS
THE MORE, THE MERRIER (:

THE MUSTS

~~1. crash kengheng's house!~~
~~2. netball camp!~~
~~3. celebrate leon's birthday~~
~~4. midnight cycling~~; again
5. mahjong marathon
~~6. go to sentosa~~; again
7. pool marathon
~~8. dvd marathon~~; ~~again~~
~~9. 6.1 chalet!~~
10. 2b chalet!
11. 4d chalet!! <3
12. 1a outing!
~~13. NETBALL!~~
~~14. crash leon's house~~; again
15. go shopping with mummy
16. stock up on ice cream and more junk
17. buy birthday presents
18. shopping sprees!
~~19. go to vivo~~
20. bring my granny to the movies!
21. use my books as fuel for bbq
22. essential brew with undergrads!
~~23. buy essentials like barricades~~
~~24. cut my hair~~
25. go out with many many people
26. plan more stayovers
27. psycho mummy to bring me to bangkok
28. LOSE FATS!
29. clubbing
30. get a job
31. pack EVERYTHING
32. bake cookies and brownies
33. cycling at ubin
34. sailing boats with jewel!
35. midnight jogging
~~36. food marathon~~
~~37. fcbc musical~~
~~38. christmas party(family)~~
~~39. christmas bbq~~
~~40. christmas stayover~~

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