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i still dont get the whole situation. you seem as if you are hiding something. and i still dont understand. so did you lie, or are you lying.
cold and hostile you were. and to say it doesn hurt is rubbish. it wasnt easy getting thru the day. it wasnt easy smiling and laughing away. who understands what im going thru
so its my fault for making this happen. i know you care about her alot. i know she matters alot. and i have already made it clear that i dont mind even if u like her. i really dont. i just want you to be honest with me. thats all. i really dont mind.
just dont lie to me
misunderstandings are abundant.
what am i to do. what have i to do.
and i hate to be maligned. dont ever accuse me. i get really agitated.
so now, i really want to clear up the misunderstandings. but guess its not possible.
perhaps i'll just stick to my conclusion from my observations.
this sucks so bad. and im still so confused and messed up.
whoever lied, whatever is his or her motive for lying.
ahh damn i want the truth.
things are getting worse, and worse.
and ure so cold, so super cold to me.
im kinda numbed. theres this wrenching pain inside me. but yet, theres no saltwater coming out. i wonder why. perhaps its good.
seeing you hold that packet of lime mint sweets brought me back to the past. everytime we go out, i'll be eating lime mint mentos. and i would give some to you. ohwells. perhaps you do not remember alr.
darn.
haven been thinking much about the past these couple of days. but spent alot of my time thinking of the possibilities of whats happening. about this huge complication.
so would someone help me. so would i get to know what i want to. i have asked and you said you cant remember this and that. and im still left there. stranded.
help. help. help.
would you be as nice as before to me. would you just treat me like how you treated me last week?
sighs.
im real sick of all this.
dont lie to me alright, you promised you wouldnt.
guess im trusting no one except my own eyes.
i really want to believe you. im trying real hard to make myself believe. but i dont see any reason why he has to lie.
it was the first yesterday. three months from that perfect day. ohwells.
we sorta think we will last, didn we. but yah i know i was bad and all. im sorry. and i so wish i can turn back time. but i know that i cant
i have been trying so hard, and im so so tired. i really wish that things will get better.
and if you see this, i want to tell you that i hope things will get better, that things will clear. i really long for you to love me again. as impossible as it seems. and i want to let you know sth. i was never really upset about you talking so much to her and being so close to her until mid july, when things btw you and i took a downturn. no matter what, guess im at fault also. i know i was darn unreasonable and all. and yah im real sorry.
i have so much to say to you.
if only im given a chance to make things better
im feeling terrible. something's kinda confirmed.
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