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Monday, December 04, 2006

"okay you sleep tight ok. no need life jacket. youre not heavy. i wont let you drown :) i promise :) cos my mind tell me not to. night!"

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HELLO! (:

im finally blogging. haha alright. its not as if i haven blog in years. sooo yeah i shall start

sunday
woke up at 2. HAHAH sorry i was late. aye but i rushed there alright. on the way there. i was thinking of some stuff. and i was giggling. cause its so sweet but so funny. HAHAH. bet i looked like a morn. tahah. reached yao's house. so mahjonged. then there was this round that EVERYONE was waiting for the same tile! AND I DREW IT! so i won! HAHAH (: i tell you. i ate so much. i ate a packet of rice, drank bubble tea, ate cereal, bread, campbell soup, 3.5 pieces of pizza. WAHLAO im DAMN FAT.

so then chye aik had nothing to do. so then i left mahjong. and i played WOW! hahah. its quite boring. to me lah. hah. so im not bad at it okay! i level quite fast! hahah. so went back to mahjong after chye aik left. so yupp. left yao's house at about 12. i had alot of fun! esmonde, aileen, chye, yao (: tahah.

came home. told myself, CANNOT use com. and i didnt. went to bed at 1 plus. and i freaking DIDN sleep at all! the bites were killing me. and i dont know why. my heart just felt heavy and stuff. damnit. i didn sleep at all. i looked like a FAT PANDA.

tahah so had a good breakfast and went off for training. i was rushing again. damnit. then on the bus. there was this malay lady. shes damn nice. cause i had no bar to hold on to then she held onto me. hah thanks man!

so reached ac. gathered and all. coach looked angry. and everyone was scared. so then she didn want to come over and her reason was cause it wasnt time yet. then we were like WOAH, SHES SO DAMN PUNCTUAL WAN MAN. hah so then coach didn look very happy. so warmed up and stuff. usual three rounds. so then we DIDNT do weights today! (: we did passing while sitting down on benches. passing while closing eyes and other stuff. its pretty fun. you see coach laughing and smiling away. hah its nice.

so yeah. then we played dog and bone! super fun! hahah. we played something like touch rugby also. then we played court games. i was so damn tired lah. shit man. i played like shit. im getting damn scared ): hmmph. so then we did some caterpillar thing. hah then warmed down. training ended at like 12 plus. i got BURNT. im like some freaking black lobster. damn painful lah. when i cringe my face, then will have wrinkles. all the DEAD skin. ouch ): and i have blisters. need to wear thicker socks next time. shall wear my fairfield socks. hahah.

so after training, kept all the stuff and all. met janelle. that idiot. she went to tell reena stuff. cause reena said that i look fit. then janelle told her something. then all of them were like, can i see can i see. WAHLAO. janelle ure so dead man. saw fiona eileen and sean too. sean was having training. hah

oh avis is damn funny! shes damn friendly. i was packing my stuff, then she came over. put her arm around me "hows training today" I WAS DAMN SHOCKED. i practically just stared at her with my eyes wide open. HAHAHHA. damn funny. avis is damn crappy anyway. all the things she says and stuff.

left ac with amelia. then boarded the same bus as all the ij girls. then avis came and talk to me again. i gave her the damn traumatised face again. HAHHA. she was like asking what school am i from when i was wearing my pe shirt. then kahyee pulled her away and they asked her to stop scaring me, telling her that i look horrified. AHAHHA. then PETRINA came and sat down beside me. then we were talking and avis went "EH! WHY SHE NOT TERRIFIED TO SPEAK TO PET. NOT FAIR!" then she turned to me, "I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE" i was like HUH! hahahah. andddd, im gonna try my very best to get into the team cause..... (: im not saying! ((:

so they left. then i bussed to yao's house. went to buy food. met charkoh coincidentally. so had lunch with alex and her. lex went up to yao's house first. then charkoh and i went to buy seaweed. so to yao's house. i ate again -_-" then went to shower. then all of us watched rob b hood. its nice. hah and real funny. tahah we were all laughing.

then mahjonged. i was so damn tired. i could fall asleep right there man. i was so lazy to move i tell you. that everyone had to help me take my tiles. and aaron had to go to the kitchen for me. call me with handphone and tell me what there is. HAHAH. i had campbell soup. and oreo and i ate lex's noodles. i wanted to eat corn and more noodles lah. but no one wanted to cook for me. so much for dieting huh. im eating like a BIG FAT PIG. yeah so at like 6 plus. i went to yao's room to sleep. with them playign CS again. bombs and gunshots. i didn give a shit. i fell asleep. hahah. i woke up cause of some bomb noises. then i wanted to murder yao. hah went for dinner with bucket.

yeah a nice time and all. i ate so much again. bought seaweed again. hah then went home. so now im home. its quite early now. its the first time i have been home before twelve in days! hah. theres soccer match tmr morning. im going! (: ian cedric jem.

my bites seriously are so bad. they dont look like bites anymore. they are so red and swollen. i think they arent mosq bites. need to see a doctor maybe. i hate doctors. i haven seen one in ages. since the start of the year. I DONT WANT TO SEE DOCTOR ): ugly red patches.

ugly red patches, freaking itchy bites, aching tummy area, black lobster, hurting gum )): the gum thing cannot say. so damn malu. hahah. hope everything will be gone soon.

oh anyway today there was this girl, she came for training today. shes 175 cm tall. she was wearing gola shoes, going out shorts and a tee. then i was like, ..she looks like a damn model lah. shes not bad looking. hah and her shirt "cheryl is the bomb" so i was thinking huhhh, shes cheryl? and it turned out that, yes shes cheryl. and i dont know whether she played netball before. but shes didnt in secondary school. hmm. and it turned out that, she is cheryl koh's friend! hah

alright. so much bullshit. i wanna sleep soon. im so tired. hah

> i feel so damnit dumb for even hoping that you'll reply. im really so disappointed in you. but i guess you dont give a damn anymore. so much for everything you have said. so much for all the damn promises. all the sweet stuff and all. whatever man.

ohwell. its sad. but i guess im still a happy girl! (: and i realise that i cant get really angry anymore. hah.

and tomorrow will be a great day! soccer match then dont know do what. then flow at mos. then christina and jaclyn are going to stayover! you say boring? i say NOT! (:

alright, goodnight! (:

; i have never been more sure

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12/04/2006 10:22:00 PM