Tuesday, January 31, 2006
like u being self centred, always wanting ppl to follow what u want and stuff, not compromising, etc. well. hah, so its not only me that u claimed has faults. u have faults too.
1/31/2006 02:49:00 AM
1. im not the only person that can be pissed off. i said everyone can be. and when u were pissed off, i apologised okae?
2 .and so many ppl say the word fuck but i just say"eh, dun say larr", but did i like "what the hell, can u please bloody hell stop saying that word?".
3. alot of friends have attitudes that i dun like. but i accept anyway.
4. i mentioned that everyone is hypocritical.
5. i din say that only i tolerate ppl?! stop accusing me huh?
6. haha. i will burst but im elastic huh.
7. im talking about the walking thing? and its like its really not my fault?
8. haha, i do self reflection, at least i try to change. and yes, sometimes i black face ppl. u dun huh? and i dun always black face jaclyn okae? n i nv force her to stay back okae. if she doesn, then she leave. then i wil just say "okae lorr, bye". its only when its those times when she doesn dare to ask her mum then i get a lil pissed alright? u mean u dun get pissed off at her?
9. alot of ppl dun do what i want them to do? yes, alot. but i dun always give the black face huh? u are just over generalising. i only have the black face on when im really pissed off.
10. if i dun accept u, i wun even bother being ur fren, going out with u and stuff okae? isn that true. if i dun accept u for who u are, i wun even do all those. dun u get it?
i just feel that u have changed. thats all. stop over generalising? and u like always black face me okae. i noe its u. thats y i accepted. i try changing when ppl say things about me. what about u? do u even bother? sometimes i reli wonder whether u understand what im trying to say. all the things i say about u are not personal attacks. but urs are. all the kim can, but others cannot, the "this is what kim thinks." heelooo, thats like huh? i din said that. u did. and thats what u think. i already said that IM NOT PRIVILEGED. EVERYONE CAN and has the right to. maybe u should read thru everything first? and i weren even pissed last night. i was just upset that u treated me like that. and there u go, calling me a bitch and everything? HAH.
and its because i treasure u, thats y i bother saying and letting u noe how i feel. would u rather if i backstab u? errhhh. anyhows, im not angry at all the things u said. i just wished that we can clear things up., and that u will give in more and not be so headstrong and that u will consider others feelings.
1/31/2006 02:32:00 AM
im home!! today, no, yesterday.
i went to my 2nd grand auntie's house today. boring larr. just played cards and watched tv lorr. then after that went to my grandma's mother's house. then played cards with my uncle and her girlfriend. haha, we played alot of games! we played a game of bluff that lasted like 1hr. and i won!! yay!! then went home. then when my uncle's car drove past this person, this bastard went to kick his car!! what the hell. then when we stopped at a traffic light, there was this mcdonald delivery man on his motorbike next to us. then my uncle's gf lowered the window and i asked for a packet of fries!! LOL. haha, but he didn hear me larr!
okae. later on, at noon, there will be many many ppl at my house!! haha
>> yes, and even if that bitch is me, i dun freaking care. u think that u are so freaking high and mighty? that every single shit must compromise to you? think about it, how many times have i gave in to you. and seriously that self-centred attitude sucks. and whats with the f words? cool huh? i dun give a damn. haha, u said u gave in? what did u do, like seriously, u never did give in okae. dislike my blog, dun read it then! its not a crime for not reading it. i dislike the you now. u weren like that last time. u have changed to be so much more self-centred, selfish, heck care about others, vulgar, hypocritical and etc. and u get pissed off at the slightest thing. well, i dun care. anyway, i have tolerated u for so darn long. and i should be the person who is going to burst. hah. who's the bitch man. and the way u put things reflects ur self-centredness in care u are not aware of it. haha and by the way, EVERYONE can be pissed off. im not privileged to do so. and seriously, u have nth to be pissed off about. i should be the one. and im not pissed off. no point being upset over this kinda STUPID thing. wow, and my best friend calls me a bitch for that. but u seriously should reflect and change. dun u think so? im being honest, cause i dun wana backstab and be hypocritical. its up to you whether u can take it or not. but i noe, no matter what i say, u still wun change cause u are like that.
alright, i shall still be happy no matter what :)) and i think i ate 1kg of bakwa already! GOSH =x
all work undone. im DEAD. like always! :(((
previous post updated.
reflect upon ur character and your doings.
1/31/2006 01:00:00 AM
Monday, January 30, 2006
I LOVE YOU!!! :)))
okae, yesterday i went to my grandfather's mother's house. yupp. collect angpows, play cards and rot there. i didn want to go to my grnadma's mother's house. so i just stayed there and watched tv. and i fell asleep when i watched chicken little. then after that went to holland and meet christina. freak larr. i didn noe how to freaking get out of that damn place. so i took a cab to the nearest mrt/lrt. and its like the max 5 mins walk away. and the cab fare was 2.40+1!!! what the hell.
then took lrt to cck. then after that i walked to the mrt platform, then i heard a train coming, so i ran up and went in. then the door closed then "next stop, yewtee". crappaye. then i alighted at yew tee and took train to jurong east and then to commonwealth. then take bus to holland. when i reached there, i went into cold storage and walk walk.
okae, then after a while, christina came. then i was hungry, then i wanted to eat nydc and she wanted breko. BOTH WERE CLOSED. then we ate bk. then after that, i wanted to go starbucks but she dun wan. then we walked around. wanted to go gelare but it was CLOSED. erhhhhhhhh. then after that, in the end, no choice must go essential brew. i had hot choc. its okae larr. okae, now its better. got more magazines. so i dun mind going there le. that time i go, dun even have a freaking mag that i read.
k, then left essential brew at 1.44am. then there was no where else that we could go. then we went to cold storage and walked around. and i bought corn!! haha. then after that we went to the holland park view. and sat on the steps there. lol. for quite a while.
then after that my mummy haven come. so i called my mummy and said that we had no where to go, so i go christina's house first. then after that, walk and walk. and i was wearing heels larr damit. then my mum called when we were at ghim moh road. so she dunno where the heck i was. and she asked me to wait at buona mrt. then we already overshot. but it was only like 3 mins walk away? then its like my mum was going to fetch her home, and she dun wana bloody walk back okae, and she wanted me to walk with her?! then i stood there like some idiot. then she keep ask me walk with her and she was like scolding me okae, but i still talked to her nicely larr! but she dun freaking understand that my mum duno the area well?
"why u standing there for?, walk larr"
"go where? my mum doesn noe"
"here only, ur mum duno meh"
"my mum duno this area well, can we walk back? please?"
"dun wan, u dun wan walk, i walk already"
"aiya, fine nahh, u wan walk, u walk lar."
then fine, i walked back to buona alone. then i went home. and our car still drove past her in the end. i had lotsa fun except for the last part.
expenditure:
play cards with some kids and i lost : $20
cab: $3.40
train: $0.70
bk: $3.95
essential brew: $5
cold storage:$2.35.
income from 10 angpows from my aunties and uncles.
: $46
haha. alright. thats about it.
>>is changing clothes that hard?
>selfish and not understanding. self centred. totally. and you have changed to be even more self-centred. really.
POSSIBILITY OF SALVATION
1/30/2006 01:54:00 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
anyway, thanks to all who send me chinese new yr messages!!!
corinne: hello! happy chinese new year to you!(:
qilin: happy new year! haha. love you.
mary: hey! happy new year! hope u wil hav a great yr ahead! succeed in everything! :-D
martha: some chinese message!
guo hao: some chinese message again! haha
mr ow: some chinese message.!
i type here. my inbox no space! haha. keep a memory of my messgaes!! haha thanks for all the mesages! u guys are sweet!! haha. I WELCOME MORE!! (((:
-going off now. goodbye guys!! have a fun new year!! ((:
1/29/2006 01:44:00 PM
-MAPLE AND I
maple. says:
it has 7 colours cos it doesnt have 6 (:
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
wrong
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
another try for u
maple. says:
cos i dont know leh
maple. says:
hahahaha
maple. says:
why
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
because rainbow has 7 letters
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
haha
maple. says:
...
maple. says:
wahlao
maple. says:
not funny lor
maple. says:
stupid senior
maple. says:
hahaha
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
haha
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
i create one leh
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
lol, funny right
maple. says:
HUHHH
maple. says:
HAHAHAHA ASS
maple. says:
damn idiotic
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
u then ASS
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
haha
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
got 1 person guess correctly leh
maple. says:
WHO WHO!
maple. says:
hhaha
maple. says:
christian ah
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
haha
k i m b e r l e y//* `tell me. why does the rainbow has 7 colours? says:
maple. says:
eee that one i knw i know!
maple. says:
hahaha ok senior i gtg
maple. says:
night night!
maple. says:
i love you ( :
______maple is very lame___
-XUENING AND I
~kxn~*FAIRFIELD STORMS THE COURT* says:
senior kimberley you are so nice!!
~kxn~*FAIRFIELD STORMS THE COURT* says:
hahas
~kxn~*FAIRFIELD STORMS THE COURT* says:
dunno why but jus feel like telling you that!
~kxn~*FAIRFIELD STORMS THE COURT* says:
hahas
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
HUH
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
lol
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
xuening is so funny
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
and lame
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
HAHA
k i m b e r l e y//* ` just blast it, and turn it all up. says:
thanks for ur compliment sweetie anw, im going to sleep le u sleep early too k . LOVE! nights
_______xuening is very out of point_______
-WEIJIE AND I
| ëdwin¹³ | || benedetto united football club || wontregretlovinuatall says:
yea the kim i noe is strong n always smiling yea!
k i m b e r l e y//* ` its over, for real says:
yess
| ëdwin¹³ | || benedetto united football club || wontregretlovinuatall says:
if u need someone to talk to.call mi yea?
| ëdwin¹³ | || benedetto united football club || wontregretlovinuatall says:
i'll be there
k i m b e r l e y//* ` its over, for real says:
sure, thanks ah
________weijie is very nice______
but the point is i dun have his number. i forgot to save it that time!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
1/29/2006 12:18:00 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
i woke up a 11 plus. then played com. then suddenly ALEX LEONG called me. then i went to meet him and wenyao. haha, shopping shopping shopping SPREE!
saw a betula that i liked. maybe going to buy! hmm, then we walked and walked. wenyao bought a ripcurl tee, ripcurl boardshorts, ripcurl slippers. alex bought a quiksilver shirt.
lunch at pasta mania at cine. then shopped somemore. we went to heeren then rushed to paragon and then rushed to heeren again!! cause the shops were going to close at 4.30!! ran and ran. luckily i nv wear heels man!! haha, i had alot of fun yupp! those two guys are hilarious! haha
saw these two roxy tee that i wanted to buy. but i only bought one. cause the other one no size. damn. haha
expenditure for the day!
pastamania: 8.90 + 3.90
roxy tee: 35.10
2 necklaces: 10
think thats all. in total, we spent like more than 300 bucks larr! and i wanted to buy the adidas jacket but i nv bring enough money!! erhhh. and the shop that i wanted to buy my shirt from is closed. and the place we wanted to have lunch which is at suki buffet closes at like 2.30?!? damit. everywhere close so early. no time to shop. cannot even eat what we want. and have to rush here rush there. haha!
went home with alex, we took train. wenyao took bus. haha, i love my darling mumi alex leong!! he's so funny and lame larr. finally, i got to go out with him after so loooong!! haha
its the 28th today. and its such a different one. 1 year 11 month and 26days. period.
gonna have reunion dinner already!! goodbye ppl!! have fun!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!
no more tears are going to fall for a guy undeserving of my love.
1/28/2006 06:57:00 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
thats me. spastic.
christina and me in the toilet!
lin and me
hanging like a monkey!
me and elis!!
OKAE. our deco rocks but thats not all larr!
jacqueline, me, elis and clarence!
parts of it!
happy cleaner: CEDRIC GOH.
awarded the best cleaner award.
he's digging for treasure.
by the way, thats dricee.
whats esmonde doing?!
happily cleaning!
ELIS AND ME!!
i love elis!! although she likes to dig chengkai's asshole. haha jkjk
unglam and totally retarded!
meant to look spastic. haha
my dearest slicky and me!!
elis the grass cutter and me.
thats self infatuation. haha!
nice picture of the cleaner of the day!
esmonde, joash, me and elis!
prettaye ladies- lissa and martha
me and elis!! naughty huh?
christine and miss yeo! christine looks darn pretty!
clarence, miss yeo and me.
hard at work: kengheng and sherman
christina- locked up.
lissa and me!
aww. we are sad.
sludgy and me
lissa choo hui ping and me
she was saying "GREAT WORLD?!"
thats nice, just a lil fake. haha!
lissa again.
selling lissa's photos at 1 for $10
prettaye aye.
wow! candid! haha :)
oyah! xuening just reminded me that we played rugby yesterday. xuening and me one team. natalie, jingwen and aileen one team. and xuening and i won!! haha!
neoprints not up yet. cause haven scan! haha :)
1/27/2006 11:41:00 PM
BBQ STINGRAY ROCKS.
haha, i woke up. then bathe then eat. then watch the 9pm show! haha, i like farida!! she's so pretty!! and i like ruyi. i love jacelyn tay since the day she stepped into the biz world. haha! she rocks man! nothing much to blog about.
i liked this song alot!
IN CHRIST ALONE
Verse 1:
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My comforter, my all in all
Here in the love of Christ I stand.
Verse 2:
In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless Babe
This gift if love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on the cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ in I live
Verse 3:
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then, bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He us mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
Verse 4:
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Til He returns or calls me home
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand
nice nice! haha, i haven buy new year clothes. how how? tomorrow morning i rush out buy. haha! thats all folks.Verse 1:
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My comforter, my all in all
Here in the love of Christ I stand.
Verse 2:
In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless Babe
This gift if love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on the cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ in I live
Verse 3:
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then, bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He us mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
Verse 4:
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Til He returns or calls me home
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand
-broken hearted am i, but back will i be.
1/27/2006 10:32:00 PM
im home so super early. i hink its the earliest time i have been home!! haha, today i woke up at 6.17. my freaking alarm didn ring! then was so kanchiong. got dressed and eveything. then waited for cab. then couldn ge a freaking cab. then cause elis was waiting for me, then we was like what the freak la. then she cabbed down from her place and fetch me. FREAK THE CABS. boarded the cab at 7.15. reached school at about 7.40. then we sat at the bus stop. then we took bus to the acs i bus stop. then we walked back. cause we wanted to see if any latecomers were standing! LOL. then we reached school at 8.02. haha, then got booked, ezlink cards taken away. then must have detention lar! -_-" then we waited at the security post for miss ng to come and then after that went to class.
decoration starts. everyone was busy doing this and that. with the hampers and everything. with the deco and the lanterns. haha, and im not boasting. 4D's design is SUPERB. its the best okae? haha! was supposed to go out with yunxing they all! but had training!
went for the chiangmai briefing first. got enrolled in chapel?! like what the hell. but im looking forward to the trip definitely!
then went to change. and i forgot to bring shorts! i borrowed from erin. haha! then i was like running in heels in training attire! so funny! haha. then went to do detention. but no detention. they gave me back my card! haha, lol. then grabbed a bite and everything then went for training.
training was super slack for me. i didn do anything to be honest. i only passed once. then when i decided to pass, the training ended. and i wasted a friday out with my darlings. erhh. mary, martha, nicolette, sheryl, and me were chatting about lotsa things. different animals and stuff. just alot of things till i cannot remember. haha! they are a funny bunch. and lazy is now GARFIELD! haha, and wenhui is so nice and gentle and sweet!
and the bitch is darn irritating! she kept talking to mary and martha they all. and the point is they weren even talking to her. and she just cut into our conversations like that. and say all the bullshit. acting like she's very nice and stuff. haha, she's showing her true colours again! and thats good. she will just make them hate her more! haha, and its only on the outside that they are nice, so haha, so sorry loser. i just cant stand her being such a suck up, to the twins and all, to yeeleen and the teachers. thats all. haha. she keeps tagging along. cause now, no more shahidah. then she follow us! haha, even the teachers dun like her. what can one expect?
.get lost u whore. we dun like u. u are just making urself look so desperate and cheap by tagging along. but well, if u continue, it doesn matter. cause nothing will change. and haha, we will have more things to stab u with. LOL. im so mean. but haha, too bad for her. she is like so erhh, cheap slut larr. retribution for her wrong doings.
and i think the worst point in her life was last year. in feb or march i think. she totally has NO FRIENDS AT ALL. if she denies it, then too bad. its just self-denial. she noes it pretty well herself. seeing her being so lost, not knowing where to go is damn funny. she is lucky to meet norman. and norman is so super nice to her. and yes, at least now she has a bunch of friends. not like last time, so pathetic. haha, but well, she hasn change for the better. and haha, gossips and stuff about her are still circling around. haha, and they are darn funny. and from all i heard, she's really a darn cheap slut man! eew
okae, after training, some ppl went home. then some stayed behind and played a match with the cdiv. aileen is so funny. haha. madeline and natalie super cute!! and spider is so pro, her specs broke, and she is still wearing them! haha, she's so funny! the match was alright. and my stamina totally sux now! crappaye.
after training, we wanted to go watch memoirs of the geisha. but the power rangers wanted to go shopping. so in the end, we didn go. they say another time go watch together. haha. then went to change and everything. then met the power rangers at the bus stop. they kept asking me to go with them. i wanted to go, but i oso dun wanna pangseh the twins. then in the end, i went with the twins. >so sorry!!!!!! next time okae?!?! anyway, thanks for asking!! :))
then went dover to eat with the cdiv and the twins. then we saw natasha!!! nicolette and natalie's youngest sister!! she looks so much like natalie!! so cute!! haha, and poor xuening fell into the bush cause she dunno the dover game! haha. lunch was alright. then went home.
im super tired. i need to sleep! haha. maybe going out at night. haven buy new year clothes.
>>sometimes i feel that u are just overly self-centred. i noe u heck care about everything. and losing a friend or anything does not matter to u at all. but then dun u think that we are always giving in to u? like the choice of places for lunch? and cant u give in to us? like when u ask us to go with u to certain places, we will. but if we ask u, u wun accompany us. even if it is just so near. 2 mins walk. i mean, lets be fair. we accompany each other and take turns to decide the location can? i really feel that u are too self-centred. im not talking bad about u. im just letting my feelings be made known. sighs, i really dunno what to say. i just hope that u will change. but u obviously dun give a damn about this kinda things. things have to suit u and u wun compromise. hypocritical are u too, but well hu is not. ARGH. i have never said all these about u. and now, im saying it out. i noe u will definitely be pissed off and say that im this and that. but come on, the world will not always compromise to u. maybe u should think about how others feel?
im dreading tomorrow. the 28th.
`a facade is all it was.
1/27/2006 04:37:00 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
this post is gona be long i think.
so kick off the day with hmm, bio. i fell asllep during bio. was damn tired! and elis kept poking me. i felt like punching her. haha! then it was chem, did titration again?!? haha, as usual,chatting session with yunxing. haha! i love that girl. hmm, then its chinese compo test. i was like so blank. and i totally bullshitted my way out. FREAK.
recess was alright. its so cool! the b div soccer competitions are gonna be held in fmss!! GOGO!! i believe u all can win this year!! so yay! jiayou okae?!? damn u baked ham, do ur best and dun give up now! im so excited!! haha. i have been wanting to go and watch edmund's match. but thenm his match is like at 1pm?! damn!
then was amath. I DIN SLEEP! i was doodling with elis again. drew stupid things larr! haha, my amath exercise book is filled with pictures of lightbulbs and flowers!! HAHA.
then err, english. chatted with edmund again. then today was so boring larr. i fell asleep during the lesson. and i din get caught! heng ah. haha, i dreamt that i was stepping on mary's shoes!! then that day in lit, i dreamt that i was playing tennis. haha!! LOL
then class contact. we discussed about the layout of the classroom for tomorrow and everything. and 4D is SO darn ENTHU!!!!!!! haha! i asked dricee what he wearing then he said costume. then i said what costume. then he said "SWIMMIN COSTUME". LOL, stupid lamer larr he. he and kengheng always bully me, dun wan lend me things. herh. haha, but i still love those two asses.
ESMONDE TAN. im not gonna talk to u, u asshole! u tripped me today! and i really fell. damit. luckily its just a slight fall. if not, im gona sue u! haha
after school, rushed my va book then chiong to nus to watch the c div's match against cedar. oyah! i hugged aileen in school today, and dunno what happened, her ear lobe went into my mouth! GOSH. haha! we were late, but we still went to buy chicken chop! haha, yeeleen is so funny.
CDIV! U ALL DID WELL, IM PROUD OF U ALL!! I LOVE U GUYS :)
and miss lee is so funny. her acting is so good. she can be so solemn this second. and the next, she's laughin her ass off! LOL. haha, she wanted to treat us take cab. then no cab came. then we took bus. then she treated us icecreams!! haha! MISS LEE ROCKS. no because of the icecreams! haha.
then went back to school and played. then we trained the juniors!! mary and martha so enthu today!! im so happy!! martha, nicolette, mary, christina and me stayed back and trained the juniors. im glad to see that they are so willing to learn and that they are improving!! im so proud of u girls!! left school at about 8pm. haha, now i noe that madeline is madeline, not magdeline. haha. sorry. spider is SO NOISY. haha. jingwen hugged me!! haha! and NATALIE KISSED NICOLETTE. i oso want!! haha jkjk. told m n m some stuff. mary is really nice!! of course, martha oso! hah!
i had fun with those ladies. and they want us to train them tomorrow oso! haha. nicolette they all met dirty things just now. man, its so scary larr!took bus with yuka, sheryl and qilin. they are so funny.
i got new specs! haha, but now i think very ugly larr! LOL, and i haven bathe!! haha. SICK right.
ethel's a bitch. a big one. freak her big time. u dumbass.
and she is one too. say christina black face her. she is the one who balck face us okae. and she did us wrong. and she still dare to come and act like we are at fault? what the freak is her prob man! its all because of her that the school is biased towards us. its all because of her that lazy has to face so much stress. its all because of her that ppl feel ASHAMED of us. its all because of her that netball became condemned. its all because of the BIG FAT DUMB FREAKING HYPOCRITE CUM BITCH. i hate her. and she didn even apologised and demand so much from nicolette somemore. no shame, no conscience. no guilt. no freaking brain. U ARE JUST A FREAKING SUCKER WHO HAS NOT MUCH MORE THAN AN ANT-SIZED BRAIN. freak u.
and i have training tomorrow! what the hell! supposed to go out witht he STFs larr! damit!
and im eating noodles now, so nice. the mushroom is SUPERRR nice.
> and u! u are the biggest coward, the biggest loser i have ever seen. I HATE YOU. i cant believe that i liked such a coward man!
im free on valentines day. date me! haha, jkjk.
im not gona grieved over this anymore. cause i should be like weijie. we will go thru this together. and thanks jiejie for always being there! u are nice nice nice. im alright dude! :) and yunxing!! thanks also!! love u guys!
`kim is strong. she will pick herself up when she falls. she will overcome the waves that crash down on her. SHE WILL SMILE ALWAYS
i love xuening, jingwen, natalie, madeline, aileen, mary, martha, elis, yunxing, weijie, edmund, christina, yiting, miss lee, etc. haha :))
and my damn hand is still hurting from the mgs match! so long le, damn pain now. what the hell man. and mary is so funny. she was complaining that she never shoot, not fair! hah. this kinda things, mary very geigao wan. haha!
cheering up
1/26/2006 11:15:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
haha firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN RAYNEN ANG!!
sheranne called me yesterday night and asked about shahidah. well, i told her everything yahh. hmm. i was supposed to study for the freaking ss test, but i cant get going. and so, i went to sleep.
english first thing in the morning. as usual, crapped like crap with EDMUND CHOO! i love that guy. he's an awesome friend. i wun tolerate ANYONE who speaks bad of him.
alright, then was amath, had to stand up in class again. never do homework and i got caught. DAMN. so i stood up. haha, CEDRIC GOH is darn funny. he said that ppl should wear swimwear on friday, and then take out oranges from the top part of the swim wear. haha, i think he meant bikini yea? haha, had fun with elis, i forgot what we did. but i definitely love that girl. TONS.
lit was next, and the whole lesson was like a chatting session. elis and me shared secrets and stuff. and well, im starting to dread the chiangmai trip a little. i dunno why. but i hope it will be fun. I LOVE TAN E-LIS.
recess, then ss test. my mind was a total blank. nothing was in my head. thanks to the abandonment of the textbook last night. and so, im gona flunk it and go for the damn s2e program. DAMN. then next was chem. martha and me went to chem class to collect our papers. then ms liang talked about the test and stuff. then yahh, gave out the papers and stuff. i regretted not studying for the damn test. i shouldn have gona out till so late. i should have came home early to study for chem. i regret. next time, i must study for chem. MUST.
cause I LOVE MISS LIANG.
then went out of class, went to change and stuff. that BIG FAT PENGUIN talked to gina n me larr! and freak her big time. generalisation of the team. not everyone has discipline problems okae! and so what? u all are just biased against netball. just so freaking hate netball right? who the hell cares. so what if u all dun announce the results? so what if u all look down on us? so what if u all think that we are ppl with no discipline? WE WILL PROVE TO U ALL THAT WE ARE GOOD LADIES. SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND ROT IN UR DAMN OFFICE, DUMB PENGUIN.
went to the match. i think what christina said made sense. she said "now that shahidah is out, she will be nicer to us, so that we will accept her into the team." i guess its true. she kept sticking to us?! i mean, she's darn thick-skinned. she knows that all of us dun like her, but just follows. well, and she she kept trying to talk to us when we were talking among ourselves. she's so darn extra larr. we weren even talking to her. well, martha they all are nice to her, and i shall be too! cause they said that "even if u dun like a person, must still be nice to her, so if one day u need her help, she will help u" thats true! so i shall be nice to her. and hope she buys more sweets. i will just eat them! haha! as long as all of us dun like her, it doesn matter even if she thinks that we like her. cause well, its just one-sided. haha. we shall be nice to her!! for her sweets!! haha
i played so darn badly and i broke down. my gosh. IM SO SORRY EVERYONE.
after the match, went to get fries with mary and then went back to school with those jokers : christina, nicolette, sheryl and qilin. haha, i love those guys.
then christina and me fought?? haha, play play one larr. then after that, chatted with chuan hao and marcus. miss lee is so darn funny and gullible. i kept faking her and she believed me. haha, i told her that chuan hao's name is haojie, and that he is from 3a and that he is marcus's brother. haha! and she said that she will go check! LOL. MISS LEE ROCKS.
mrs ang rocks too! haha, i love her!! and i love baby lynnsy!! :))
played captains ball with aileen, esther, nicolette, qilin, sheryl, natalie and magdaline(i dunno if her name is spelt this way). magdaline is very cute, haha!! her hair!! she tied up her hair to PRACTISE for tomorrow. and she looked so cute!! haha, spider khoo kept asking where is mnm. NOISY GIRL. haha! captains ball was fun!! qilin threw a ball at lazy and just nice, lazy was like dancing and she turned her back and then the ball "PAK", hit her! haha, damn funny! then we were talking about lotsa things. then when we started playing,
qilin asked me "are my shorts very short?" i said no. then she said "good good, i dun wan be like her, wear shorts so high, aiya, she sux! i dun like her!"
CONCLUSION: qilin says things at the weirdest times. haha
lazy is good good good! haha, she did rather well today. and she is nice nice nice. haha, alright, nicolette also! haha. and natalie is so cute :)
played till quite late, played with the badminton people as well. then went home with qilin and sheryl. haha! they are so funny! i love those girlies. HEHE.
> yes, its over. its a huge wave for me to brave. but i will pull through. its a promise.
1/25/2006 09:06:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
today is the 24th of january.
haha.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO COLIN, DAVID AND DARREN!!
okae, so i went to school as usual. and i missed the cartoon again!!! sobs. yes, everything was pretty alright. im going to CHIANG MAI. AND I CANT WAIT. IM SO DAMN EXCITED!! i just cant wait larr. its gona be a blast. its gona be darn fun.
with ppl like:
lissa, yunxing, evan goh, weijie, clement, darren, cheryl, charmaine, radinka, joash, joshua teo, jeffrey loke etc. HOW CAN IT NOT BE A BLAST? and MISS LEE is going!!! :)))
but why the hell is vignette going. shit it man. i hope she dun follow us -_-"
yesyes, im so darn excited. i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okae, so lit. watched the twelfth night movie. then after that, i fell asleep. i actually dreamt that i was throwing a ball and i jerked my hand. MY GOSH. haha! then recess. ate like a pig again. im supposed to be saving money! OHNO.
OYAH!! I CANT HELP BUT SAY I LOVE XUHUI IN EVERY POST. COZ SHE JUST ROCKS. SHE DIDN SCOLD ME FOR NOT HANDING UP HOMEWORK AGAIN. AND HAHA! SHE JUST ROCKS LARR! and she said that my chinese name is very special. i used to hate my chinese name. haha! now i love it!
ss was crappy. i slept again. and he didn noe! i like the sitting arrangement! so he cannot catch me sleeping! haha.
then its err, amath? i didn do the homework. and i didn tell miss yeo oso. kengheng wanted to lend me copy but i dun wanna get him into trouble. cause if he lend me, then he cannot hand up, then he will get into trouble. i rather get booked than to get him into trouble or to do the work. eek. elis and me doodled thru out the whole lesson larr! and she drew something that was darn nice. haha! i love elis, my darling slicky.
after school, went out with my sludgy, LISSA CHOO.
we went to far east. walked and walked and walked.
and someone kill me pls. i spent so much money today.
. SUPER NICE NECKLACE - 13
. CHIPPY FRIED MARS BAR - 3
. SUBWAY - 3
. EARRINGS - 3
. FAMOUS AMOS - 4.50
i spent so much money on FOOD. haha! never mind larr.
we were about to go home. when we saw edwin zeng in wisma. haha! he went to meet his mum. and we were talking about him on the bus to orchard!! haha, so coincidental!!
and today in the toilet, there were only elis and me. then someone went into the cubicle next to me, and i thot was elis. so i stepped on her shoe. then i heard elis talking to somebody. then i went out of the cubicle and she was talking to charmaine! than i asked elis who went into the cubicle. and ELIS SAID" SOME LOWER SEC GIRL" i was so embarassed. then i shouted sorry. then in the end, the person inside was my DEAREST SPIDER KHOO XUENING! haha
elis said that i looked strong. and that no one can tell that im sad. she couldn tell until i told her what had happened. i mean, i cant be sad in front of everyone. and its really hard to be smiling and joking when my heart is bleeding. well, its alright. im gonna be fine. if weijie can do it, so can i. im gonna be happy always.
alright! so many things haven do. ss test tomorrow! and i duno anything! then got chinese essay, english worksheet, trial exam paper, chinese worksheet, emath homewor, amath homework etc. JUST KILL ME
MATCH AGAINST BISHAN PARK TOMORROW.
GO B DIV NETBALLERS.
WE ALL NOE THAT WE CAN, SO WE MUST! :)
-ecstatic
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1/24/2006 08:52:00 PM