T SO YOU KNOW ;JUS

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

i have so much things to blog about. monday, tuesday. so many things happened.
but i guess i will just blog about it after the game tmr.

"KIMBERLEY, I DUNNO WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU. YOU HAVEN BEEN PERFORMING SINCE THE LAST MATCH, I WONDER WHATS ON YOUR MIND"

i cant get that out of my mind. i know i played super badly. the worst game i have ever played in my whole life. i didn even know what i was doing. i admit that im childish, getting pissed off when they kept on banging me. but at least, i didn bang them back. i know i suck.

"I THINK YOU GOT POSSESSED, YOU JUST AREN YOURSELF TODAY"

i better wake up. better, its the last match of the first rounds tmr. and i dun want it to end here. i dun wanna lose this chance. my last year. and national top 4 is so possible. i better start focusing on the matches, and nothing else. i better play my best tomorrow.

sorry everyone, for the disappointment. i promised, i will do my best tmr. im really sorry yeeleen. im really really sorry. i know sorry doesn help but i just wanna apologize for not playing to the standard of ur expectation. i know im a disappointment in this national tournament, up till now.

NIC, we gotta do our best tmr yes? both of us played like shit today. and yes, we cried. but its okay. lets look forward and do our best tmr yes? we MUST win st hildas. we know we can, right.

the tears, the disappointment, the sadness, the scoldings, the silence, the sunken feeling, the sucky feeling, a darnit sprained finger marked the end of this match. and damn you hippo for saying f you to mary.

FREAK
I SUCK.

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3/29/2006 11:31:00 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere,
no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

im much happier now! i slept for 1hr plus just now! haha, and im feeling much better! and i have finished all my english homework, I THINK :) however, i still have lots to do! and i cant be bothered lar. tonight, MUST sleep before 11.

BIG GAME TMR.

SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL.
i dun care if u all look down on us or whatsoever.
cause we are gonna prove u all wrong tmr.

AND TO YOU, STUPID HIPPO.
u better not clean your shoe, and then ur face, and then on me.
get far far away from me.

IM GONNA MEET THE WING DEFENCE, WHO KNOCKED ME DOWN 4 TIMES IN 2004. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. YOU GOT SENT OUT OF COURT TWICE. YOU FREAKING ASS, SO ROUGH.
- i bear grudges against those players that knock me down and NEVER say sorry.

starting against that angmoh centre tmr. shes so freaking arrogant larr.

GO FAIRFIELD, THIS GAME IS OURS.

im gonna get my ass out of class at 12.15. that means,
I WILL BE MISSING BIO AND CLASS CONTACT! :)

and aaron tan, i will think over the arrangement. and then we will discuss about it, and make it the fastest combi ever yes? <3

`christina teng! haha, you just messaged me. i know you are stuck at some wedding dinner, where you are munching on ur vanhouten bar alone. cause your mum went away to talk to other ppl. haha dun be bored yes? ENJOY THE FOOD, what you have gone for! i love you! :)

`jarold lim, get well soon :)

i miss ELIS AND LISSA!! my slicky and sludgy! :)

I DIDN MEAN TO

FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU

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3/26/2006 09:18:00 PM

i dun think im going out today. i feel like though. i just feel like chunking down tons of ice cream and cakes.

tons of work uncomplete. lots of things to think through.
my emotions are like so i dunno. im just not me.
just hope that everything gets better.

i slept at like 3 am this morning.
and i was like so upset last night, no, this morning.
well well, i think i know the reason why.
but..

i need to get my thoughts sort out.
i need to know whether im making the right choice.
everything seems so ugh now.
i need an answer.

down and down i'll go.
but you can lift me up, so easily.

LOVE ME.

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3/26/2006 02:25:00 PM

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS THIS.

Name	Class	Timing
JEAN LIM SHUHAN	3A	12.60 s
FENNY WIJAYA	4G	13.35 s
TAN SHU YI	3E	14.80 s
SUM HUI YI NICOLETTE	3A	14.90 s
GOH YI RONG EVANGELINE	4D	15.22 s
LAU GUAN LING DEBRAH	3C	15.31 s
YEO WAN TING KIMBERLEY	4D	15.35 s
ONG ERIN	4H	15.40 s

firstly, nicolette and jean crossed the line at the same time. theres no way that their timings are so darn far apart. and the tan shuyi was behind nic, far far behind nic. secondly, fenny and evangeline goh are from my heat. i freaking got first. and they are both ahead of me? evangeline got second. i dunno whos third. but what is this man? i got seventh overall?!?! this is bullshit.

DARN THE RESULTS.

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3/26/2006 02:07:00 AM

im eating the chewy fudgy dunno what brownie from the brownie factory now.

ohwells, today, i was late for training yet again. punishment, 5 rounds netball court with medicine ball. training and stuff. i was like half dead, a walking zombie. im really dead tired larr. then yeeleen lost her voice, haha! that time she laughed at me, now is her turn. haha, then she was shaking me, to wake me up. but i was still like super sleepy larr.

yeeleen put me out to rest at the last part of training. i really cannot take it. haha, and pinky valentia ho gave me two hiphop! haha then i was eating while everyone else was training. haha! then yeeleen told me that shes putting me as centre for the first quarter agst sports school. -_-", i haven start as centre for quite some time already. haha.

went for lunch at clementi with mary, martha, xinyi, aileen, yujia and xuening. had kfc. yupp. then bussed to queensway with aileen to look for mary and martha's presents. yah. we bought them _____, and thats only the first part :) haha, i saw this billabong wallet and i nearly bought it. haha, and i saw this 2 puma bags that i like. im gona get the black one first!

bussed home soon after that, i overslept lar. then had to take bus back home again. then napped for a while. then used com then went out to meet ben song. haha, i was so late! supposed to meet at 7.45 but i reach at 8.15. but he even worse lar, he reached at 8.40. haha, so we walked around, deciding what to eat for dinner. then i suggested going to pasta cafe. haha, we saw xiaxue! and ben was like darn suaku. "i can tell that that xiaxue never sleep for many nights, look at her eyes, so black" ITS MASCARA. -_-" and ben had only eaten mos burger in his whole life once, and he swore that he will never eat mos burger again. haha lame man.

so dinner at pasta cafe. it was pretty nice! nice food, nice ambience. haha, i had chicken lasagne and ben had salmon baked rice. walked around. went to the puma shop. saw this belt that im gona get. i wanted to get it just now. haha, and i saw another puma bag that i liked! man! :)

walked around, i had so many cravings. coffee bean tiramisu cake. nydc mudpie and oreo addiction. haha. in the end, i bought the brownie from the brownie factory and i ate brownie temptation from orange julius again. i wanted the oreo brownie earthquake. but they ran out of brownies :( and ben was so nice! like always! he wanted to treat me dinner and pay for all my JUNK FOOD(he calls what i eat junk). haha, but i didn let him pay larr. haha, and i was wearing the nike shirt "DUN EAT JUNK FOOD" darn lame man.

walked to cine. wante to watch movie. but ben had to meet his parents. so haha, we went home after he got hersheys sundae pie. he's really horrified by my appetite. haha, and he kept saying this "you eat so much, and you dun put on weight and where does ur food go?". thats a very good question. i shall ask my stomach tmr. haha!

was talking about my results, the school and alot of things. then we were laughing and laughing. haha, i laughed like mad lar. and ben is blind. he cant see things that i can see. for example, he cant find the food that i want on the menu! twice! haha.

although we met for like 2 hrs plus only, but i had alot of fun! I LOVE YOU BRO! :)
more more MORE outings!

hmm, im home. supposed to be on the phone. but haha nvm.

> I LOVE MARY, MARTHA, XINYI, YUJIA, AILEEN, XUENING, CHRISTINA, NICOLETTE AND SHERYL! :)

> JACLYN NG! GET WELL SOON! <3

> NATALIE, heyy heyy! i dunno whats wrong but i just wanna say cheer up :)

i have got tons of things to do. but i feel like going out tmr. but no no no, i cant! i have to finish all my overdued homework. darnn. I WANT MY OREO BROWNIE EARTHQUAKE!

AND IM SO DARN PISSED OFF!!!! with the heats results! im first in my heat but im placed behind the second and third girl in timing?!?! 4D was the fastest in 8by1, the whole stadium saw. and the results said that 4H won us? by 9 seconds? IMPOSSIBLE. and aaron tan jie rong got 1st for 600m but he is placed last?!?! and chye aik got second for his shotputt, but his name is no where to be found? WHAT THE HELL. this is shit larr.

oh wells, i had a fun day. and im really tired. gonna finish my brownie, and brush my teeth. and off to bed i'll go.

I SCREAM ;

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3/26/2006 01:15:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

:((((
one of my hamster ran away 4 days ago. and it never appeared till now. sighs, i think its dead, somewhere in the house.

today is anna's birthday. happy birthday anna.

tvmobile was showing the commonwealth table tennis games this morning. and singapore was up against england. SO EXCITING LAR. haha, then i was so kanchiong cause i wanted to know if they win or lose before i get off the bus. then i was already planning on who to ask for the result after i get off. but in the end, singapore won just when i had to alight :)

alright, assembly in form class. and darn, thats 4th floor okay. so the stupid penguin rattled on and on about stupid things. got my report book. OMG, i have 2 f9s. haha. i did really badly larr huh. but well who really cares? haha

pe, AND I WAS SO DARN PISSED OFF WITH THAT BLOODY SHORTFART, FIONA TAN.
evan was changing. then she passed the height and weight list to me, also dunno for what. so i just held it, waiting for evan to come back. then she came up to me and shouted
"WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?"
"class captain"
"DO YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR UR CLASS CAPTAIN TO TAKE HEIGHT AND WEIGHT? JUST GRAB A PEN AND GO!"

what the hell. im not the freaking class captain okay. and its not my freaking job to take height and weight. and i lost my freaking pen cause of it okay. they gave my pen to her larr. and i only brought one pen today, cause its friday. darnit man. SHE FREAKING SUCKS. and she came to watch up do standing broad jump. then she scolded us for sitting down. "GO AGAIN, JUST KEEP JUMPING." we jumped so many times already lar. idiotic. then when martha jumped, she went "YOU ARE A NETBALLER"

SO WHAT IF WE ARE NETBALLERS? WE DUN HAVE TO JUMP FAR OKAY. WE JUMP UPWARDS TO CATCH THE BALL, NOT LEAP FORWARD, U IDIOT HEAD. AND YOU ARE SO FREAKING BIASED AGAINST NETBALLERS. NETBALL DOES NOT REQUIRE FREAKING SIT UPS AND ALL THOSE STUFF. SO DUN USE THEM TO JUDGE US. WE ARE NETBALLERS, NOT TRACK AND FIELD PPL. SUCKER. YOU CAN GO AND DIE. JUST FIRE YOURSELF LAR IDIOT.

she freaking spoilt my day lar.
then chinese test had to be next. and i was totally not in the condition to write. i bet i will fail like crap lar. oh well, whatever.

recess, then english. english was fun! EDMUND AND ME TALKED AND TALKED. haha, edmund is darn funny lar! he made me laugh like crap. and we were talking about stupid stuff. haha, I LOVE YOU EDMUND CHOO :) you stupid retarded ass. anyway, miss mano scolded us lar, cause edmund and me were busy talking and we didn do our work. OHMAN, SORRY MISS MANO. and i didn hand in my homework, but i didn say. I DUN DARE. haha, i shall just put it in her pigeon hole on monday. haha

emath was next. and i was falling asleep. im gonna fail vectors soooo badly. during the break, which was a super long one. haha, we went out of the class to slack. then i was disturbing elis, not letting her drink water. then haha, i spitted water into her face la! SORRY! and then joash dared me to hit the exit sign. it was like quite high. then he didn expect me to be able to reach it. and i didn expect myself to be able to reach it too, i wanted to fake him. but when i jumped, i hit the sign! darn hard. then "PAKK!" and the sign was swinging! i was so darn scared that it will drop. then we quickly ran away. haha. 4D was like havocking larr! the break was like 15 minutes?!! cause we were running around in class and making so darn lot of noise. haha!

after school, went to com lab to do the online thing. then jacq submitted a blank script, then all the answers appeared. so we just copied. HAHA. then supposed to go lunch with elis. but we got delayed by some idiotic things larr. then in the end, i went lunch with christina. then went back to school, to see the shooters shoot. and i was feeling so unwell. hmm

i felt much better after drinking water. then christina and me were chatting and eating in the canteen. then we went to find miss seet cause of the study skills things. then changed and played captains ball. the science department wanted to play with us, but in the end they backed out. hmm, so we played with kenneth they all.

nic, christina, yuka, julia, qilin, corinne, sheryl, jarold, kenneth, kennedy, desmond heng, terence, kiefer, shahidah. i think thats all? im not too sure. oyah, and shahidah and kiefer. err.

haha, IT WAS SUPER FUN!! :)
and take care kennedy!!
and i was fighting with christina lar. and she fell on top of me. -_-" haha
and we were arguing about stars. and throwing a bottle around. and i love her piggybacking me! :)

talked to the girlies about obs in the canteen then went for dinner at dover. we didn eat, just drank. then bussed home with julia. slept in the bus. IM DARN DARN TIRED.

and theres training tmr. HMPH. so early in the morning.

and im troubled, im puzzled.
i think im wrong, but i wish im right.
and i really hope that things wil turn out the way i wish it would.
but the chances are that, things WONT.
and i dun like this.
i hate this feeling.
the up and down feeling, like a rollercoaster ride.
im crashing lah.

AND MY DINOSAUR IS NICE, at times. haha
and he understands me so much! haha
and his nick is"ALIVE" cause i keep saying "go and die" to him, then he put "DEAD". then i ask him dun be dead then he put ALIVE. LOL!

chye aik. ALIVE says:

y u leave

chye aik. ALIVE says:

lol

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

boring

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

i oso duno what u all talking about

chye aik. ALIVE says:

lol

chye aik. ALIVE says:

ya lo

chye aik. ALIVE says:

u stupid wad

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

go die

chye aik. ALIVE says:

okok fine

chye aik. ALIVE says:

sorry

chye aik. ALIVE says:

hahaha

chye aik. ALIVE says:

are u depresed or smth?

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

YES

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

im going to jump down the building tmr

chye aik. ALIVE says:

ifiot

chye aik. ALIVE says:

wad happened

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

no larr

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

im just tired

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

im super tired man

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

and today

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

the area below ribcage super painful during training

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

im dying

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

chye aik. ALIVE says:

rite. u tired also wun lik tt one lo

chye aik. ALIVE says:

hahaha

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

i sound very depressed meh

chye aik. ALIVE says:

err

chye aik. ALIVE says:

kinda

chye aik. ALIVE says:

but ur nick more obvious

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

chye aik. ALIVE says:

lol

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

im depressed

chye aik. ALIVE says:

i can read u lik a book

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

haha

chye aik. ALIVE says:

o-o

KIMBERLEY//* -DELUDED says:

idiot

chye aik. ALIVE says:

hahaha

100m heats : evan 2nd, im first, cedric goh 4th.
8 by 1 heats: 4D first
300m : aaron tan first, im third
600m: aaron tan first
1500m: aaron tan first for heats, second overall
javelin: martha third
shotputt: chye aik second
long jump: elis second, melissa third.
4 by 4: third

duno if got anymore! anywhere! go fourdee! :)

> I LOVE CHRISTINA TENG KAILIN :)

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3/24/2006 11:32:00 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

TSK TSK TSK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRI ANNE CHOO HUI YI!! :)

today, i was early again! was drizzling in the morning. so we had to assemble in our classrooms. and the first lesson happened to be bio. and i was so freaking tired. so i slept. not on purpose!
and the funny thing was, mr chan didn scold me or wake me up. and then after that, elis didn bring her notes, but i brought. and normally, i was the one who never bring. but he didn scold me for not bringing, although it was elis who didn bring. then he scolded wenyao for not bringing. lol

bio is soooooooo boring. then it was chem pract. I LOVE CHEM, I LOVE MISS LIANG. she congratulated me on the victory yesterday! :)

chinese was next. it was pretty alright. MDM XUHUI ROCKS. haha

recess, then err, amath. i did my work today too! im such a good girl! haha, but she freaking gave homework. and i took a look at my list of uncompleted work. and im dead.

english trial examination3
feb book review
compo
fei chang yue du
10 eduonline tests
amath velocity worksheet
lit forum

all holiday homework. and the lit forum was last december's work plus march's work. haha

english followed. and miss mano was darn funny. menglinn is sick i think. TAKE CARE YES!! menglinn didn hand in homework again, and he said "miss mano, i had turn over a new leaf". then miss mano said "yah, i hope the leaf does not turn brown" haha, lame man. did some presentation shit again.

then was fairsian connect. and mr lim started calling out names. i was so scared lah! i thought i would kena! cause my last term results was like FAIL FAIL FAIL. haha heng man, i didn kena.

after school, got changed and everything. then went to acjc for heats. i was darn nervous lar. i had to run with evan and yunxing. which is like huh? my own classmates larr. idiotic man. i got first for my heat! :) and i nearly cried. i overstretched my thigh muscles on both legs. yuck.

8 by 1 training with my team. it was like so freaking long before we get to run? haha, i was super scared! and i raised my wrong arm la! and i was so scared. then i felt so guilty after the race. i was really super guilty till i cry larr. we prayed before and after the race. and we did oosh! anyhows, we got first. 1min53secs. first overall i guess :) we can do better than that. definitely. i ran quite slowly i think. SORRY PEOPLE :( and there was this person who was darn slow. alright, shant mention.
SORRY CEDRIC, i forgot about the arm thing!! SORRY EVERYONE!!

my muscles are seriously like cannot make it. i dunno whats wrong. i think i overstretched or sth. ohno. rahhh. watched a few more heats with the juniors and the twins. then went back to school when the twins went home. yah, played captains ball. VERY FUN :)))

hmm, 3b is really very competitive? they want to beat 4d for 8by1. man. C'MON 4D, WE WUN LOSE RIGHT! we know we can do it.

had dinner at dover. then bussed home.
met senior angela on the bus! then chatted and stuff. and she told me some stuff that i would never have believed actually. as in, its about someone, whom is so nice, so charming and so handsome to me. man, i cant believe that ~~she~~(TAKE NOTE, ITS A GIRL) is actually such a person larr! my gosh, i was like horrified and speechless after i heard about her true character and what she did.
and i saw sherri and ness today!! :) haha

> and you are freaking fast. stop saying that you are not! idiot :)
and thank you for the songs! :)

> JACLYN NG! dun be sad okay! u did well darling! i love you!

> to the 8by1 team. NORMAN, JOASH, CEDRIC, AARON, MARTHA, and EVAN.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! lets break our record for last yr! we MUST, we CAN, we WILL! :)

> CHRISTINA, apologise to me on ur blog for what! its okay larr. I HATE THEM TOO. haha, and I LOVE YOU! for the spongebob GLOVES, and your shirt! haha thanks! :)

> i love you POWER RANGERS!! for cheering for me! and for everything!

i love everyone that cheered for me! haha thank you thank you soooo much! :)

AND JACQUELINE LEE CHIN LIN, this is for you!
JACQ'S MSN NICK WAS : this is a story of a girl, who cried a river and drown the whole WHOLE. HAHAHAHAHAHA

i need to buy alot of chocs and candies. haha

and jacq just showed me this. http://ehacked.com/wp-print.php?p=17&page=1
go take a look. BEWARE.

4D KICK ASS! :)

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3/23/2006 11:05:00 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

HAHAHA i just bathed
i have always on the com first and blog before i bathe.
but today, so special and rare. i bathed first! haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!! :)

anyhows, i think i have quite alot of things to blog about.
let me start. haha

first, im very early today! as in i woke up at 5.30! then i missed the freaking 6.15 bus. it left right in front of me, across the road. haha, so i took the 6.21 one with mary, martha and xinyi. yupp

got our trophies in the morning. it was all darn crappy. i was sitting in front of martha and behind christina. then the FT came. then she read out our names in order. so we arranged ourselves according to her namelist. then prize presentation. she did this. she didn call nic and sheryl. and they were the first two. and then she jumbled up all our names, and we didn noe what to do. we had to just walk when she called our names. and she said "KIMBERLEY TAN AND KIMBERLEY YEO" like what the hell. then we were supposed to bow. she didn let us bow and continue presenting prizes to another girl. WHAT THE FREAKING HELL. she paiseh us can? first, she made us look like idiots for coming out blurly and in a bunch. and then we stood there to bow, but she didn let us bow. and we didn noe what to do. she freaking embarrassed us. its like on purpose lar! she already clarify the order with us. then she did that to us. FIONA TAN IS SUCH A BITCH. I HATE HER!!!

alright, so i was really darn pissed off in the morning larr. haha, english was the first lesson! YAY! MISS MANO!!! :) shes so niceeee larr! and during english, we were reading this article on funny names. and this is the list

otard chew
pony chew
zaza lee
medha lim
milo boey
agnus chew
grandville ee
fonzarelli __
harry kok

haha, thats all i remembered. THE LAST ONE IS GAY LARR. haha, they tricked me into reading it out loud. and there were names like PARSLEY ONG, SMILY LOCK, HARMONY TEE and wait, this, YONG FA KHE. -_-" and edmund is so nice!!! i love edmund choo larr, hes a freaking good friend! :)

next was amath. im gonna say sth that i believe no one will believe. haha, I WAS DOING MY WORK IN CLASS. I WAS LISTENING TO MISS YEO!! haha! elis was so shocked larr. haha, but i think i was crazy today, thats why. haha.

then was lit. lit was as slack as always. used tablets again. and i finally ate the mnms that she bought for me. and it was crushed. BADLY. haha, but i finished it anyway! haha :)

recess was alright. then was ss. haha, the first thing i said when i sat down was, "IM SO TIRED" and christine went" WHY YOU ALWAYS TIRED IN SS?" haha, i just realised that what she said was true. i fall asleep in every ss lesson. haha, and i freaking had to be the one to write on the board. i keep kena presentation this few days lar. idiotic man

then it was CHEMISTRY!!! my favourite. the periods that i look forward to, in ranking

-after school
-recess
-chemistry
-english
-chinese
-bio
-lit
-ss
-emath
-amath

haha, im an idiot. anyway, I LOVE MISS LIANG. LIKE TOTALLY! haha :) she showed us this really nice video clip today! and i hate jeffrey kwok. he keep badmouthing miss liang larr. i felt like punching him just now. ugh. MISS LIANG ROCKS. and JEFFREY, U SHUT UP.

hmm, left class at 1.15. for match. got changed and stuff. had lunch. had to put deep heat. from my waist time, every muscle was aching larr. haha, trained in school for a while. then cabbed to kallang. watched st hildas and sports school play. hmm, yahh. then we warmed up and stuff.

the match was delayed cause of the damn umpires lar. waste my time. haha. anyhows, so we started the match. and boo, i have nth much to say. only these. WE PLAYED LIKE SHIT. and yeeleen said that this is the match that we played the worst so far. i think so too. we only won them by 12 goals la. like what the hell. and i think my stamina sucks now. yuck. played the whole game, and took centre the last quart. hmm, i really think that my stamina sucks. shit shit shit.

AND THE FREAKING UMPIRES ARE BLIND. so many ppl contact me, they never blow. and when its so obvious that they contact me, the umpire blew at me and said that i contacted. whatever man. eew.

after the game, chatted with christina. then went off for dinner with christina, nic, sheryl, qilin, yuka, corinne and aileen. haha, they made me laugh like crap again. and it was darn cold there larr. i was like half frozen. haha. and THEY BULLIED ME AGAIN. they took away my slipper again. and this time, the MASTERMIND IS NICOLETTE SUM. -_-" and they all took their bags and left me sitting there alone la. haha, then i keep beggin them. then they returned after a very long time. :( haha, AND YES, we saw MR ALAN HORSEY!! :) sheryl's husband. haha, its been a year, and hes still working there. haha

and natalie, jingwen and lizhen are super lame larr. haha, they were having a sms war. then keep smsing christina and me. and only i replied. haha. it was darn funny larr. i couldn eat in peace, cause i had to keep replying their messages. i didn even have the chance to close my phone. the messages just kept coming in. -_-" haha

walked to the bus stop. and christina's shoebag fell onto the WET road. haha, then the rest took 11. christina, nic and me waited for 14. then 12 and 14 came. so we stood up and flagged. i nearly got on the bus, then christina screamed "this is not 14!". then we looked up, it was 12. then where was the 14? and tada, it zoomed past us. STUPID BUS. wasted 10mins plus waiting for another one lar. kiampah.

and it was freezing inside the bus. so we started wearing out uniforms over our jerseys. haha! we looked like idiots lar! i was sooo super tired. and i slept. and the stupid christina kept disturbing me. haha, but she was so nice, she gave me her skirt and blouse and tshirt to keep me warm. haha, then she was feeling super cold! haha thank you christina ten kailin. haha and she lent me her spongebob socks as gloves. haha

and im quite tired now. miss mano said that i have to hand in all my work on friday. theres no way i can finish man. cant sleep yet. waiting for supper :) haha, im gonna be darn heavy. and i wonder what will my weight be. it better not be more that 43, or i'll kill myself. haha im just kidding.

and vignette is weird. she started tying her ponytail high up. haha, and she never owns up when she never does her work. -_-"

HEATS TMR.
IM SCARED.

CROSS OUT STRAWBERRIES, CHERRIES, BLUEBERRIES.
I HATE ALL BERRIES. AND ALL RED COLOURED FRUITS, EXCEPT APPLE.

> PLEASE CHEER UP! :)

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

HELLOOO
i have so much things to blog about.
haha and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA KONG, SIMON LO AND JEAN NG!!

chapel was alright. i think that the song "spirit touch your/our church" is nice! haha

chinese was up next. and man, it was hell lar. 5/6 of the class didn hand in zuo ye. and only 1 person handed in fei chang yue du. and mdm xuhui cried. CAN U BELIEVE THAT, we made a teacher cry. i cant believe it. and xuhui is our favourite larr. this is so darn bad larr. i felt darn bad, for not doing anything at all. IM SORRY MDM XUHUI!!

lit was next. and today was like one of the most interesting lessons larr. we used tablet pcs. like wow! miss hia and tablets. haha. my group's work was rather crappy. and miss hia wanted me to present. like what the hell. i dun even noe what was going on larr. i just kept drawing pictures. darn. and i presented till like shit larr. haha but i drew MARTHA THE COCKROACH AND TORTOISE. and miss hia showed it in virtual classroom! HAHA :)

recess was alright. then it was chinese again. then had to go com lab for the eduonline thingy. and martha and me heard shocking news from melissa. trust me, its enough to kill. i have had enough man. seriously, ENOUGH.

ss was up next. i fell asleep. i didn mean to, i was just freaking tired lar! then i went to math class. i walked in and i told miss yeo that i wasn feeling well. then i slept for an hour straight :) haha, after school, super kanchiong. had 300m race. i was darn scared the whole day larr! damn damn damn

changed, warmed up etc. the race started, i was supposed to run alone, but i begged mr lum to let me run with someone. i need ppl to push me. and yes, i got first for my heat. but liek what the hell. i know i was darn freaking slow okay. i wasn even panting after the race, and my legs weren tired. and that only meant that i wasn running my fastest. freakkkk! 55secs totally sucks okay.

i ran with jaclyn yesterday, both of us really chionged. and trust me, running ur fastest wil make u pant and ur legs ache. and i got neither today. i need jaclyn to push me. shes the only one who can push me to my limit. and i won her yesterday. as in we really ran our fastest larr. but she was very close to me all along. yah. and i know that our timing is below 50 secs. definitely.

and today, what did i get, freaking 55. darn. my partner was not fast enough to push me. how i wished i got to run with jaclyn larr! i wana RERUN. and jaclyn, we need each other.

jaclyn got first for her heat also. but she ran very slowly too. 55 secs also. JACLYN, WE NEED EACH OTHER. she wasn tired after her race also. damnit man. we didn run our best. if only we ran like how we ran yesterday, we would be super fast. FREAK IT MAN.

and cedric goh distracted me. i was running and he was screaming like some mad idiot at the gate. and i slowed down to look at who it was. haha it was that idiot. lol. and the track was wet larr. so hard to curve. and joy sim ran after the race. ITS DARN NOT FAIR. OKAY. NOT FAIR. the track was already dry, and who knows if she did cheat. rahh oh wells. i wished that there is finals on some other day. and the timing is screwed up. yibei came in quite long after jaclyn and she got 56? like NO WAY!

jaclyn and i were happy that we were both first and second overall. then we started screaming and stuff. haha, but we both knew that we could do better than what we did.

team talk again. about the same old issue again. shahidah. i have had enough. whats wrg with the freaking school. freaking decisions? sighs. i really dunno man. this year is so eventful for the netballers larr. first match, she got banned. and there was all this shit about she coming back, getting into trouble again, and being able to come back again. this is so darn sucky lar. the team had enough. now that u are back, u better treasure your chance and not get into any problems. i dun wana play with 11 ppl on the team AGAIN. it sucks.

i wan her as a team mate, not a friend. shes a bonus, an advantage to us. but we can stil do without her. now that shes back, she better behave herself and not ruin netball's reputation any further.

and so many ppl are complaining about her today. from the netballers to my classmates. and im listening to a complaint now. ohwells, i thought she had changed for the better. perhaps im wrong.

accompanied jaclyn to shout and stuff. taught aileen math. she wasted my time man! haha, she keep tellin me the wrong question. then i was so stressed up cause i couldn do sec 2 math. in the end, is the question wrong. haha. stupid aileen tham!

and im darn pissed off now, my mum just messaged me some shit. she read my inbox. im not gonna talk to her for days. darn :( sighs. im feeliing all so ughh now.

and your handphone had to be confiscated now. call me! :'(
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this sucks larr. im gona break down.
anyhows, thank you for the gummies!! :)

anyhows, back to blogging. i had alot of fun with christina and jaclyn. and my face got slammed by the freaking toilet door. darn painful larr. hmm.

yeeleen talked to nic and me about the team thing. and es, everythings been settled. and i dun like this ending. its not fair, AT ALL. why, why must so many things hit us, and me? its not fair, so so sooooooo not fair alright.

sent elis out of school. then played captains ball. rather fun. nic and i stayed back to chat and stuff. then wen home together. i cant wait for you to shift house, nic! :)

and my bill is going to explode. 5 days 498 messages. and still counting. haha but i dun mind! :)

and we were helping miss ng catch ppl with attire problems yesterday! so fun! haha!

and chuan hao! you are so niceee! :)

and to the pool ppl on saturday! GANGFIGHT! get into position everyone! :)

im just trying to cheer myself up.
kim, you cannot cry. never cause of this.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CHEERED ME ON JUST NOW!
I LOVE YOU ALL! :)
NETBALLERS especially! and tons more!! thank you thank you soooo much!! :)

aaron tan jie rong- first in 600m
norman leow weirong-second in 600m
martha ng hui ying-third in javelin

4D KICK ASS! :)

FIRST MATCH OF NATIONALS
22/3/06
KALLANG NETBALL CENTRE
4PM SHARP
COMMONWEALTH SEC

c'mon ppl. lets do our very best! and win the game! :)

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3/21/2006 10:41:00 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
didn feel like waking up.

anyhow, bussed to school. i was like quite early today. and tv mobile was so nice not to show the cartoon anymore. bite the stupid tv man. i want the cartoon! KOOKIE, U WANT IT TOO RIGHT!

reached school, the music was like playing already? so early larr. kiampah. rushed to the locker to put my stuff. then after that, assembly. lalala.

first lesson, emath. i went to the toilet. then came back then when she wanted to give test papers, i went again. i dun wana take from missyeo, if not she sure say me wan. cause I FAILED, AGAIN.
well well, its common, so no big deal larr. but i was like quite pissed off about sth. but nvm, its over anyhows.

lesson ended, ohman, thank god larr, 3 periods of emath. its enough to kill me. but i didn die. haha, miss yeo wanted to talk to me and elis. then i was like quite scared. and i was thinking "what did i do wrong again?". then in the end, its good news. the reports from chensulan were good. and they mentioned elis and i specially. and commended us on a job well done, and stuff. saying that we were very nice, the kids love us and stuff. haha :)

bio was up next. and yes, borrring. im losing interest in bio. and the teacher made me feel so what larr. he said this "you all cant rely on me to teach u all, u all should already know everything." then whats the point of teachers? might as well we ownself learn lar. then he's like "i wun repeat again, either u catch it, or i wun explain it again" like yucks, how eeeky is that.

recess was pretty fine. yupp then chem followed up. i have to sit beside jeffrey from now on. and he's darnn irritating. hmm, started organic chemistry today. I LOVE CHEM, I LOVE MISS LIANG! :) and chem is the only subject that im interested in, cause MISS LIANG JUST ROCKS.
and i hate jeffrey kwok for criticising miss liang and showing her disrespect time and again. im gonna slap him. haha

ss was next. and ss is getting from boring to TOTALLY SUCKY.

then bio again, i fell asleep lar! its really super boring! and i nearly fell off the chair in lab larr. and the point is, mr chan never wakes me up when i sleep. i have no idea why too. haha

life skills was next. miss yeo had to be in the hall for some dance performance, and miss lim is supposed to talk to us. WTH. but in the end, she didn come. so 4D HAD NO TEACHER. and what does that mean? HAVOC!!! haha.. we were drawing on the board. i was writing esmonde sucks all over. and esmonde was writing kim sucks all over. haha! super funny. and we designed this really nice poster on the board! haha, then after that, chatted with ppl, run here and there. like some young kid. haha! but i had fun! :)

then miss yeo came back, and esmonde sat beside me. then i started plucking his white hair! haha, esmonde's head is liek full of white hair! then after that, aaron, sherman, chye aik and joash came along to pluck also! haha, super funny larr. the white hair that we plucked out could be made into a really strong rope or sth. but his head still looks very white. haha

after school, rushed to change. cause had to put contact lenses. haha, then weijie passed me the birks that he bought for me!! I LOVE YOU CHUA WEIJIE! :) THANK YOU THANK YOU!! then training was about to start. got ready and stuff.

warm up was like super fun. we were all super high! i was darn high and darn enthu larr! haha, but halfway thru down the court, i started to get pissed off or sth. cause its like, some ppl were not serious and kept on laughing. i mean, okay, theres a time for jokes and stuff! and i admit that i always joke and fool around also. but then, the next match is on wednesday. ITS SO NEAR. and i really want everyone to work hard, be serious and do our very best. cause i dun want us to stumble and fall. oh wells.

i still had fun all in all. after training, went to run 300m with jaclyn. man, im darn scared. i really hope that i will win or sth larr. and im not gonna run for 600m man. haha. i really wished that i will do my best tmr!! hmm.

after our run, christina and jaclyn and i were shooting, and playing. haha, i had soooo much fun larr! then we played soccer, monkey and everything!! im really happy that jaclyn's in the team! :) then after that, we were playing piggyback. jaclyn, then christina then me. but heyy, christina's legs are so darn long, that i cant get up on her larr. haha, then i had to stand on the bench. then the three of us kept falling and falling. haha! but its soo duper fun! and i nearly lost my life twice. the freaking ball came right into my face and i dodged it twice man. its so darn scary larr. haha

played captains ball with nic, julia, qilin, christina and jaclyn, terence, jarold, kennedy and kenneth. haha, it was fun! :) chatted and laughed and stuff. haha i love them :)

i had alot of fun today! :)
and all my work is not done yet. crap. this is like shit. :(

and i feel that everythings not right, i started some problem.
and im feeling all so guilty larr. damnnnnn

and she and i got teased so many times today!! haha, in the toilet during my recess, during my training, after training. haha :) shes darn cute!!

I LOVE CHRISTINA AND JACLYN!
its been ages since we played so much together!! i love you two!! alot alot alot!! :))

the stones;
thank you :)

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3/20/2006 09:57:00 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

im home.
today is fun!

haha, my granny found my keys!! im soooooo happy!
went out at 12plus.
went to orchard with nic, leon, kenneth and jarold.

went to buy movie tic for yours mine and ours.
then went to plaza sing to find my jacket
i found it! but i didn buy! reow.
cause it was like in a very bad condition or sth.
then i tried on this skirt. it was darn loose.
i can pull it up without unbuttoning.
and it drops straight down.
and its the smallest size. like huh.

hmm, then cabbed to pacific to see the stuff there.
nth i like too.
then went to paragon!
got a tee and a jacket.
although the jacket is not as nice, but nvm.
haha.. nic bought this pretty bracelet.
kenneth bought spike shoes, socks, goggles etc. haha, he spent the most!

then watched yours mine and ours at cine.
theatre ten, level nine.
its a cool place! haha
the movie was pretty alright.
after the movie, went to long john for dinner.
then bussed home.

I HAD FUN! :)

school is starting tmr.
and i haven even touch any homework at all.
i have called ppl to scan and send them to me.
but alot of ppl haven done or have no scanner.
hmm, and im so dead.
i feel like doing them now.
at least a bit.
but im seriously, very tired.
i need sleep.
just hope that the teachers will not collect the homework.
PLEASE PLEASE.
i went out every single day except for monday.
im so dead, im starting to panick. this is crappy.
if not for my tournament, i wun even be scared.
but now im scared. i scared i kena ban. i better hurry copy tmr.
i must care, must care must care. until the season's over.

please, please dun be upset kay!
theres still me! here for you, always! :)

and im stuffing chicken chop and fries down into my already full stomach.
im dying.

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3/19/2006 10:06:00 PM

alright, i just realised that i haven been wishing ppl happy birthday in my posts.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL RYO!! :)

haha, today was a long long long, super long day.
woke up early in the morning for training.
and the thing was, i cant get the damn contacts into my eyes.
so i gave up, if not i was going to be late, again.

bussed to school, and i was super tired.
training, and everything.
usual stuff, laughing and crapping. LIKE ALWAYS.
and then we did SALAD!!
i totally totally love SALAD!! :)
not the food of course, i hate veggies.
BUT SALAD ROCKS.
training was fun! then after that, everyone went to bathe and got ready to set off for railway mall for lunch with yeeleen.
yeeleen is so nice! she treated us ROCKY'S PIZZA!
and its seriously, darn good :)
the lunch was fantabulous! super super fun!
haha, we were talking about everything larr.
from taking neoprints to dunno what.
and we were trying out the ten ugly poses that ppl do when they take photos! SUPER HILARIOUS! and then christina, xinyi, nicolette and lazy, collaborated and hid my slippers.
then i couldn find them. haha, retarded man.
anyhow, after lunch was some serious team talk.

we want to go far. REALLY.
NATIONALS TOP 4, it isn just a dream.
it can become reality.
the team this year is strong.
all of us knows that.
although it is not the strongest combination
but we can make it, nonetheless.
shahidah used to be our trademark.
and ppl remember fairfield as the school with the fat shooter.
but now, everyone out there.
listen up, shes gone and will never be back in fairfield bdiv 06.
no longer our trademark or anything.
its true that we are stronger with her.
but we are strong, even without her.
we can make it, WITH OR WITHOUT HER.
all those who said that fairfield netball will collapse cause shahidah is gone,
see with your own eyes.
FAIRFIELD NETBALL BDIV 06 IS THIRD IN SOUTH ZONE(the strongest zone)
we made it thus far, WITHOUT HER.
and we will continue to go far, WITHOUT HER.
we will not fall just because of one person.
NO WAY.

haha, sounds so solemn. ohwells, i love the time with my team today larr! :)
then after that, decided to go home. supposed to go escape but i didn wanted to.
haha, but when we reached clementi, nic kept asking me to go then i agreed! haha
AND I NEVER REGRETTED GOING!

trained to pasir ris with qilin, wesley and kennedy. then bussed to escape. it was like darn crowded. haha, we took viking first. and we had to sit right smacked in the middle. like what the hell, so no kick. haha, but we were laughing like some mad idiots! haha, u guys know the reason why huh! haha

then everywhere, the queues were long. and inverter and pepsi revolution were CLOSED.
REOWW. hmm, so we went for kite flyer, family rollercoaster and more vikings! haha, the second round was nice! everyone was screaming and screaming! haha, then the third round, we finally got to sit at the end! and it was super fun! we lifted out legs up and arms up when the ship went up! and you feel like u are falling! and the feeling is goooood! haha!

SUPER SUPER SUPER FUN! :)
then went to white sands, dinner at delifrance!
kwan came to join us!
SMOKE SALMON CROISSANT set meal :)
haha, then decided to play pool!
then took train to jurong east.
the train ride was like wow! darnn fun!
we were laughing and laughing. and talked about super alot of things!
haha FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!
then reached jurong east, then we walked to chevrons.
the walk was like super fun larr.
we were running here and there. laughing and laughing.
chasing one another.
throwing qilin's slippers.
haha then we acted as if we wanted to fight with another group of ppl.
but we were seriously outnumbered. haha so we ran past them across the
T-R-A-F-F-I-C L-I-G-H-T. haha and some idiot stepped on my slipper lar! damn damn
haha, pool at chevrons! very fun!
I LOVE TO PLAY POOL!
today is the fourth time i am playing!
hmm, at first, kennedy, nic and me versus wesley, kwan and qilin.
we lost the game. haha
then kwan and me versus kennedy. we lost again.
then kwan and kennedy versus me! I WON!! :)
i think im much better at pool now! haha

everyone had to leave, so i accompanied everyone till they leave. then nic was the last person. haha, then her mummy sent me home! and, NIC IS GOING TO SHIFT HOUSE, SUPER NEAR TO ME!! :)))) that means, alot of good things. hehe. nic wanted to borrow my birks. then i left without lending it to her, then haha went back to meet her again to pass her the birks. haha. then now im home!

im super tired. but i had a super fun day.
i love the word super i think.
haha, and wesley is super cute.
and i love pool super alot.
and i love viking super super alot too.
and im super sad now, cause i lost my keys.
and im super scared that i would get locked up in my home tmr if i wake up late.

and im super super irritated by this irritant, from another school.

i love MY TEAM
i love THE ESCAPE PPL
i love my new POOL FRIENDS
i love THE NETBALL ZOO
i love TAN ELIS
i love NICOLETTE SUM
i love TODAY.

KEYS, PLEASE COME BACK! where are you??? :(

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Friday, March 17, 2006

today is the worst day of my life. haha no larr. its just that i forgot to bring my wallet this morning, and i didn have a SINGLE CENT with me. DAMN, then i was like telling the bus uncle that elis will pay for me when she boards the bus later on. BUT, the uncle miss elis's stop. and i was so scared, luckily i met xiangfeng! haha :)

CHINESE WORK SHOP AGAIN.
YUCKS
a total waste of my precious time.

IM A HAPPY GIRL! haha, christina FINALLY passed me the packet of chocs and candies from her! and i thought was like a small packet with a few sweets, thats all. but in the end, the packet was like quite big! with 2 packets of M&M CRISPY!!! :) and kinder brueno, ferrero rocher, TORTINA, mango pudding, chocolate hearts, toffees ETC! :)))

THANK YOU FOR THE CHOCOLATES AND CANDIES!! :) LOVE <3

hmm, the workshop was a bore larr huh. but actually it was quite fun also. what am i saying. haha, anyhows, sat with elis, and kookie's gang. and we were playing stupid games. like mrt train, black magic, around the world in 80 days, how many mehmeh jump over the wall, ETC.
haha, it was fun racking their brains, and i had A GOOD TIME, racking mine too. -_-" haha

i had gastric pain after the break i think. and it was hurting so badly. and the stupid zhanglang asked me to answer question. she came to me and asked me, "what is ur register number?", then i thought she marking attendence so i said "38". then she said "okay, later i ask u to answer question, cause you are smarter." and she walked away. what the hell. and i answered the question wrongly cause i didn noe what she was asking. haha..

and 4D was so enthu, we read the passage. then we got points. and so on, lalala. haha, but we were like quite united larr. and sitting at the back is super fun, especially with kookie's gang! haha :)

xuhui is darn funny larr. she came to me and asked me if i could give her my packet of chocs and candies. then i was like cannot. then she acted as if she was crying. haha! xuhui rocks larr. we are the only class without banding and we are super enthu about chinese cause of her! :)
and miss tai is nicee!

and the most surprising thing is that: 4D WON 2 AWARDS!! :)
thats 20 bucks i think :)

hmm, then after the workshop, rushed home.
then got myself ready to go out. haha, mummy was asking me who i was going out with and stuff. my mummy is retarded. haha! bu ti love her nonetheless :)

mummy drove me to clementi.
and a nice evening started :)

walking around.
laughing at funny things.
BROWNIE TEMPTATION!
nanny mcphee :)
rounds in cine.
nydc dinner.
bus rides :)

i had fun! :)

supposed to be going to escape tmr. but not going already :( haha
training tmr morning :( and lunch with the team and yeeleen after that.

THE ROXY JACKET IS GONE! im sad.
and no nice wallets around.
i have 2 days to use up my 3 vouchers.
I MUST TRY TO. haha

someone please tell me, why does vignette like to put down her hair in school?
cause elis and i got shocked when we turned around yesterday.
HAHAHAHHAHA

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

BOO!

the day began with me, waking up at 7.15am. and being late for school cause elis woke up late. cause we were supposed to go to school together. and yes, we were late. then we were so scared that there would be detention or sth. anyway, there wil be detention for us if we are late again tmr. haha, so we have agreed on setting off early and stuff. haha

the chinese workshop can be described with two words: PURE BORING. it was super boring larr. then elis and me were just chatting about stuff. then went for lunch at dover with lissa, yunxing, evan, joash, elis and natalina.

things were alright yah.

went back for the workshop again.
it was not as boring this time. cause miss tai was entertaining elis and me! haha :)
elis was saying that im a very good teacher and i teach very well but im darn lazy.
WAIT, IM NOT LAZY OKAY! haha im super hardworking! :)
workshop ended. went to town with jaclyn and elis.
took bus with darren, jaclyn, chye aik and elis.
darren is super funny larr. his tongue is SCARY.
haha the bus ride was fun!

went to far east, ate chippy! ORIGINAL CHEESE SAUSAGE! YUMMAYE :)
then walked around looking for my skirt. nothing i fancied. bought my heels and 2 belts. and necklace and bracelet. haha shopping SPREEEEEE! :)

ate FRIED MARS BAR FROM CHIPPY too! then walked to heeren. took neoprint. then shopped around somemore. lalala then went home.

I HAD ALOT OF FUN! :)

collected my contact lenses. i was darn scared larr. haha, but now im okay with it already. i will only wear them after school, when i have training and during matches i think. haha

tmr, BORING chinese workshop AGAIN.

but after that, im going out!! :)))
SHOPPING AND MOVIE!!
that roxy jacket, that ripcurl racer. HEHE

AND THANK YOU MY PET DINOSAUR, SOH CHYE AIK! FOR SENDING ME TO THE BUS STOP YESTERDAY NIGHT! WHEN IT WAS SO OUT OF THE WAY! :) mybe i'll buy you argon! haha

I LOVE CHUA WEIJIE!! HE"S DARN DARN DARN NICEE!! :)
THANK YOU JIEJIE!!

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