Saturday, April 29, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! i love you, cook-er. haha
im home! im soooooooo tired
i left home at one plus. sent my brother to meet my granny. then i realised that i didn bring my jacket out. so i walked home. then i stoned at home till 2.20. then i left home. haha, met at about 2.40 or sth? haha, then went to town. caught THE WILD. haha i like the KOALA! :) hes duper cute lar! haha then after that, walked around. nth caught my eye. hmph. yah. then after that, took neoprint then bought ice cream and drink then went off. theres this band thing at scape. rather pathetic lar actually. haha, and BROWNIE TEMPTATION is NICER than choc chip cookie! haha i love today :)))
fun fun fun :) much loves <3!
chatted with yeeleen just now. i should be gg down for training during june. and perhaps starting training with sneakers soon. tahha. nothings confirmed yet. and tmr im gg to watch nsl with nic and julia. poor lin has training. haha and im itching to play pool!!
and i met matthew wang, again! haha.
and she messaged me! shes so sweeeeeeeet! :)
im dreadin the arrival of tuesday`
4/29/2006 09:35:00 PM
and i was darn pissed off in the morning, cause of sth. darnit man, its like so what lar. im gonna keep things to myself.
and prawn is the sweetest shit ever man. consumer, ure so lucky.
chinese oral was first. my teacher was the wang qing zhen. shes super nice lar. actually i not nervous then she kept saying "bu yao jing zhang" then i became more nervous -_-" then every few words i read, she will "HMM, HMM HMM" made me super kanchiong lar. then i pronounced two words wrongly. haha but shes super nice lar huh. haha she said i did well. yay.
oh and jac told me that i got full marks for listening compre! yay!! :)
hmm, then it was english oral. i was so shocked lar, i got wong chun hei as my examiner. -____-" anyway, we had to wait super long. and we had to sit on the floor and wait wait waitttt. miss wong is so scary lar, and she kept smiling. made me even more scared. haha dont think i'll do very well lar. but well, its over. haha
hmm, then went for lunch at dover. supposed to go with the big group to kap. then martha they all dont want to go so i didn go also. yah, lunch was pretty alright. then bussed home with martha. the weather's weird. one minute so hot, and the next minute, it looked as if it was going to rain. weirddddd
im sooo sooo tired. and i wanted to sleep. but the weathers so hot, and i dont feel like sleeping alr. im going out soon. tahah, i wanna watch the wild!
i need more time. 48 hours a day. 24 for sleeping. haha if only my wish will come true.
4/29/2006 12:21:00 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
its been like 2 years since i last talked to you? how are you how are you! guess everythings fine yah? haha really wanna catch up with ya! i miss you dude!
anyway, its weird. i just said "whats done cannot be undone" to someone. then lazy's nick is "dont cry over spilled milk, whats done cannot be U.N.D.O.N.E" and sian's nick is "it didn want to be done" -__________-
hmm, today was alright. in the morning, collected the yearbook then rushed to pe. i love pe! haha, today was the best pe lesson in the whole damn year. we played captains ball! my team -NO SASH team. haha :) we won! overwhelming victory heh. my team got chye aik, esmonde, mel, jacq, sarah, kook, kaiting, christine blah blah i cant remember! haha but we won! OYAY! and i was super hyper lar. i duno why. i was just like very happy and hyper. and chye aik called me BLOODY FROG. what the hell. idiot.
chinese was next. nth much. did some presentation shit. ohno, orals tmr. and im so scared that i wun do well. but actually, at the same time, i cant be bothered. im talking rubbish. aiya, im a piece of rubbish lar. anyway, mel and i were talking about mdm tan in chinese. then mdm xuhui asked me if i like her. then i was like "I LIKE HER ALOT!" mdm tan rocks man. and mdm xuhui said that mdm tan was her favourite teacher. so sad lar, she left cause its very inconvenient for her to come to school. she stays in woodlands. mannnnnnnnn
recess was pretty fine. then it was english. the 4d ppl in mano's band went to the library. we watched discovery channel. about cougars and wolves. -_-" actually quite interesting. but also quite boring. oh crap, im talking rubbish again. anyway, it was very comfy, and i nearly fell asleep. hmm miss mano is nice nice nice :)
emath was next. just another chatting session for me lar huh. and i got back my vectors test. HELP, im jinxed by the number 3!! 3/25 for ss, 3/30 for differentiation and 3/30 for vectors test. and i think i wil get 3/25 for my lit test also! oh crap. THREEEEEEEEEEEEE. anyway, miss yeo went off for some course. so yah, we just did our own stuff. elis and i went to the toilet for like 10 mins? haha
after school, went to queensway with elis. walked around and stuff. haha, we spent like a duper long time in beadstreet lar. tahah, and we reached school just a sec before it started pouring. anyway, i love my time with elis. i love that girl, soooo much! haha, and we just kept laughing abt stuff. tahah
we saw dricee. then we kept shouting NOW AH NOW AH! then after that dric suddenly "YOU WANT TO GUAI LAN ME RIGHT! IM DAMN PISSED OFF NOW!" then he threw his keys and he was like half laughing lar. that idiot. haha
went to learnatfairfield. then yah, was stoning then went out and watch ncc training. then sth happened, and i was like acting lar. and lin said that it was damn fake. but how do u expect me to react? i was shocked lar. anyway, lin challenged me to hit the exit sign cause jessie couldn and we are of the same height. dots lar. then lin mimicked the way jessie jumped. and then she slipped and fell. haha, super funny. i laughed till i nearly cry lar. hmm. anyway, then we played with water. we poured water on jaclyn and everything lar. super fun. and we played the COUPLE BONDING GAME. TAHAHA and i had to chase the TWO OF THEM. -_-" but i had lotsaaaaaaaa funnnnnnn!!
hmm then after that walked lin to the gate. then went back find nic they all. then we were doing yoga -_-" outside mano's classroom. and i was super tired. i didn sleep at all lar thru out the day. then i was super tired. hmm, yah. then went to the canteen. was looking thru the year book. alright, i was mean. i was laughin at the ppl in the photographs lar. haha nic and me were laughing like mad. but some photos were really funny! haha then julia and corinne went off. left kenneth nic and me. so i slept on the bench. haha then after sometime they woke me up. then i got shocked. everywheres dark. haha, mr tan offed the lights lar. i slept with my pe shirt on my face, CLEAN ONE. hmm yah. then i was like half dead. half walking half sleeping. then in the end, actually i only slept for 5 mins!? according to them lar. haha and kenneth is nice nice nice!
then went to dover. kenneth asks dumb questions. eg: "why you look so sleepy?" when i just woke up. haha but he was nice! he helped me to carry my stuff! haha then at the traffic light i was like asleep. then they crossed the road without telling me lar. luckily i opened my eyes. hah idiots. i keep say "give me five mins" haha, i was so super tired lar. dinner was fine. told them about obs. man, they are leaving sooooo soon! :( and was supposed to stay over at julia's house on monday. then i go and say i got paper on wednesday. then they bugged me to study. haha
hmm, im sooo tired. orals tmr. wish me luck! haha
and i dont feel like going out tmr alr.
`and elis elis elis! i noe youre happy! :)
crapped up-
i tried so hard, going out of my way. but it seems that...
> whats done cannot be undone
4/28/2006 11:02:00 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
and seriously i wanted to scold abel chia lar. what the hell. he kept saying that _____ is a fugly bitch and stuff. come on lar, u think u very handsome isit? i think if u are a girl, u will be much uglier than her. watch ur mouth, asshole. u are ugly to me, and ur character stinks, totally. look at the ppl out there who detest u. yuck.
darnn. hmm, chem prac was fine. chinese was alright. everythings so boring. recess was alright. its pretty quiet without elis. haha anyway, there were alot ALOT of ants crawling along the ledge of our lockers. OHMAN, it was DARN GROSS!! then they were carrying disgusting stuff and crawling out of vignette's locker! then the guys went to spray water at them and YAY TSUNAMI!! -__-"
hmm, then it was amath. elis wasn here so jiayi sat with me. it was super funny lar. he came to class without his bag. then he was trying to find it. then the guys acted as if they hid his bag. then miss yeo wasn very happy. and she tot that the guys were behind it. haha, then after that jiayi's bag was actually at the first level! then he asked for permission to go and retrieve his bag then miss yeo was like "WHY DID YOU COME TO CLASS WITHOUT YOU BAG?" HAHAHA. then after a while jiayi came back with his bag. i laughed like crap lar. haha then miss yeo apologised for thinking that the guys were behind it. but actually someone did move jiayi's bag! it wasn at its original position so jiayi thought that some asshole brought it up to prank him! hahaha i slept for a while
english was next. it was boring too. edmund and me canot really talk lar. miss mano kept scolding us! :( i hate front seats. hmm the it was class contact, we did amath. and i fell asleep again! i cant believe i slept in that position. -_________-"
after school, rushed to meet jaclyn and lin. they kept saying that theres no time. but in fact there was plenty of time. then i rushed like shit. then i was running when this freaking asshole tripped me! then i nearly fell, but a girl cushioned my fall. HAHA, im so sorry! i hope that guy get bang down by car!
lunch was okay, we kept on laughing lar. haha then after that, we saw patrick? then jaclyn said that he was very handsome. so i hurried into the market to look at him. hes not handsome lar -_-" and then we went to uncle bob's shop. then jaclyn fell down when lin pushed her! den she flattened some boxes. and she sat there and laughed! HAHAHAHAHAHA! so funny lar and jaclyn ng pushed me so hard, and so suddenly that i screamed. THAT ASS.
hmm went to learn at fairfield. then after that, went to clementi with kenneth, nic and julia. kenneth got a small bottle of solution -_-" then i bought shower foam! haha then went to macs. haha, met my brother at clem. haha yah, kenneth is sooooooooooo nice :)
went back to school, kenneth yip is SOOOOOOO NICE, MY ASS AH. he kept disturbing me lar. then he stepped on my left foot. super painful. i wonder what is his foot made of man. haha, and i drew on wenhui's cast. and muttaqin has such a nice ringtone -_-" hmm, sorry nic and julia, i didn stay. im really very tired. haha tomorrow i'll stay! :) thanks for sending me to the bus stop! i love you two! :)
im super tired man. haha, i went to buy sth just now. then i met my granny and brother -_-" then we went for dinner. and im home.
i wish that i wasnt me`
should i be happy or should i not be-
sometimes, things just black out.
4/27/2006 07:37:00 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHES!
i woke up late!! i was rushing like crap lar. but luckily i wasnt late! haha had this temperature taking exercise then we had to be in out form class. 4TH FLOOR -_-" then after that, was english, FIRST FLOOR -________-" miss mano changed our seats lar! cause edmund and me were talking. then after that, she shifted edmund away, then i was darn sad! but in the end, she let edmund and me sit tgt but we had to sit right in front. oh yuck. i have never sat at the front row lar.
amath was fine, did some revision. hmm then lit. oh smartly, i didn bring my book home yesterday, and i didn even read thru any shit. and i duno how to answer the damn question. so i just wrote some shit. i wrote like super big, and super untidy and i left lines. and my words only filled up 4/5 of a page. -_-" then after 10 mins, i just slept. haha i really dunoo how to do.
hmm, then recess then ss. ss was crappy lar, as usual. i never ever know what the hell he is doing. anyway, he gave back the test paper. haha, i got the lowest in class lar damnit. they were telling me that chengkai will lose to me. in the end, chengkai won me by 1 mark. haha i got THREE upon TWENTY FIVE. haha, edmund was darn funny. he kept trying to call ppl in class. that retard. and alex fell down when he stood up. haha so funny. then mr ow said "PENS DOWN PENS DOWN!" then ian said "SOME PPL ARE WEARIN SKIRTS" taahaha, and fourdee loves to CLAP! and mund told me how much things i have to study. and my time table had me only tuesday to cramp everything. OH CRAP.
chem was fine. changed seats, im seating with kookie now. got back chem paper. i got super alot of careless mistakes. but nvm lar. haha im contented with what i have achieved with the amount of effort i had put in. haha
after school, went to tzone with the twins, monkey and elis. then we ate there. then all of them left. then elis and me just stayed there for a while longer. then we walked around. haha, the guys were like cheering so loudly lar, cause napfa was postponed. haha hmm. then elis wanted to go find huishi they all so i went to find nic. she was doing her rnd project. then elis helped them with the drawing. then after that, i was doing my chinese work. TAHAHA i took like 2 hours to finish? haha. hmm, kenneth and kennedy were playing catching around the school. super funny lar.
kennedy was like screaming "IF YOU HAVE BALLS, COME DOWN HERE NOW" then the security guard was walking around, then i think the security guard thought the kennedy was challenging someone to a fight lar. haha so funny. hmm then after a while. the two of them stopped playing and came to chat with us. haha, and i was teaching kennedy bio. then after that jarold came. then kennedy and i went to buy drink. then kennedy asked me sth -_-"
then kenneth and jarold were like teasing amy. then kenneth got PUNCHED. haha! super funny lar!
oh wells, then kennedy went off. then after that, jarold wrote some rubbish on my papers. IN PEN. that idiot. then after that, we had marker fights. nic agst kenneth. and me agst jarold. haha, so funny lar. then we had marker inks all over lar. haha we were running here and there. chasing each other, like mad ppl. tahah but it was fun! :) and steppin on each other shoes IS NOT FUN. haha especially when u are the one sitting down! AND KENNETH YIP! u ass! u poured some dunno who the hell does it belong to water on me!!
then after that, went to dover for dinner. dinner was nice. haha then went home :) everything's going fine :)
met senior angela on the bus. talked about lotsa things. haha she ask me to go ac, she said that i can make it into the team there. haha dunno lar. see how things go! hmm yah, anyway i wanna watch the match between sa and ac! but then there will be no one to watch it with me! its next tues! nic they all at obs, mid years on wed :( and the sec 4s will all be studying! i wanna watch! :((
tahha, im tired. and theres tons of work to do. and ohno, i have only tuesday to study! HELP!
haha but im happy! (:
4/26/2006 11:36:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
MONDAY
happy birthday fenny :)
three periods of emath, was pretty alright. i can do probability (: hmm yah, then it was bio. nth much. hmm, then recess. OH MAN, joash is retarded larr. he stuffed the whole chicken wing in his mouth and tried to eat it that way. i used chopstick and tried to help him get the meat out. then we started fighting over the chopsticks cause he insisted on eating it his way. haha, then the chicken wing nearly flew off his plate lar. that smart ass. haha, then he was drinking milo then he started flicking the cup for dunno what reason. and damit, a lil of the milo flew out of the damn cup and landed on me. -_-" JOASH LEE, you idiot. haha
hmm ss was fine, i was decorating my diary. luckily, he didn ask me to answer question man. hmm yah then bio prac. yunxing signed out so i was alone at the last bench :( anyhows, the experiments were fine. then it ws the dumb dumb super dumb poly talk. i fell asleep right from the start. then clarence was telling me that he made me some blueberry thing. and haha, i dun eat any berries. he made the strawberry one that time but i didn eat it and now he made the blueberry one. taha, thank you anyways! then i was like "woah so nice of you ah" then he "of course lar, i always miss you lar" -_-" then i was like "siao" then i went to sleep. till joash and clarence woke me up and showed me some magic tricks. alright, my class's doing all sorts of magic tricks nowadays. its the in thing i guess. tahah, and i only bothered to learn one of them :) the TOOTHPICK one!
hmm after school, lunch at dover with elis, lissa, szemian and jelin :) hmm pretty alright, then rushed back for napfa. FOURDEE WAS SUPER SUPER DUPER UNITED! :))) haha, we kept on cheering for one another then we were helping one another lar! haha i was so happy! YAY! then hmm yah, i got full marks :) tahah.
i slipped during shuttle run, twice when i turned, i slipped. wth man. damnnnn.. 9.87 secs. pull ups! haha i just nice get A then i straight away stop so i did 18 :) haha, and sit and reach 55cm(MIRACLE), sit ups 52 and sbj 195cm. hmm yah. haha anyway, I LOVE FOURDEE!!! :)))
after napfa, went to nuh to visit mrs ang! BABY LYNNSEY IS SOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOO SOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!! :))))) haha extremely cute lar! hmm, anyway mrs ang was telling us about her experience. ouch. its so horrifying -_-" tahaha, we bought her lilies and a small lil balloon for baby lynnsey! haha left at about 7 plus. then went for dinner then went off. wanted to cab back to school. but the taxi queue was like so freaking long so we walked out to hire a cab. but there was a jam so we RAN. the overhead bridge was not the step one lar, it was the duper long one. then we ran across and took 198. i felt like puking, i ran so much right after dinner. eew. hmm, reached the school 198 bus stop then we ran back to school. i ran as if there was a prize lar. wth. haha, but it was so darn cold! and i was shivering. lin was in school, waiting for me to come back with her fries. she ws trapped in school cause of the rain. haha.
hmm, left school at around 8. then bussed home. hmm, yah. then i talked on the phone till like 11plus :)
AND MY BROTHER PISSED MY OFF BIG TIME. i felt like just smacking his face lar. he bloody hell broke beardy's neck!!!!!! my poor teddy bear. luckily my granny sewed it back lar, or i will wreck all his toys. that dumbass. errrrhhh
TUESDAY
happy birthday wenfang! :)
chapel was not bad today. the speaker was funny! haha, its the first chapel of the year that i didn sleep in. taha. hmm chinese was fine. lit was funny! as usual! haha
chye aik and sherman were telling me hamster stories. about a friend putting his baby hamster on a carrom board and playing carrom. THATS DARN SADISTIC. then i joked about puttin mine on the pool table! haha I WAS JUST JOKING. hmm anyway chye aik tied dric's tie around his arm. then he looked like an idiot. -_-" haha. our class's super united agst miss hia larr. haha and then joash started banging the table, creatin MUSIC. and then the rest of the guys joined in, then it became so noisy! haha but it was nice larr huh! A BAND IN CLASS tahaha. and as usual colin seow was retarded, he actually said this " IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO IS AN IDIOT OKAY" then i was like -_-" "colin, u admit that u are an idiot ah?" haha, that joker.
hmm recess then chinese again. all cedric knows is NOW AH. haha, new one is CURRENTly. cause of physics. haha then he had to do some presentation. and he was like "lao shi, xuan zai ah? bell ring liao" then he kept saying THEN. then after that, mdm xuhui was like RAN HOU! haha super funny.
ss was next. then i was telling edmund abt that person. then edmund was like "tell zhihao lar!" then i remembered that he was zhihao's friend. then mund got all excited and asked minhao to call(hp) zhihao. haha, so funny lar. then mund was like ZHIHAO! then mr ow said YES? then edmund said "i was calling zhihao not you" HAHAHA. then mr ow asked edmund to clean the board for calling zhihao and asked zhihao to clean the board for having a name that sounds like mr ow. LOL. haha, so in the end, minhao and zhihao put both their phones in their pencil cases and we were talking on the phone! haha DARN DARN FUNNY! dunno why edmund so excited lar, i could have told zhihao another day what right. haha stupid edmund choo choo train. haha
left class at 1pm for the semakau trip. hmm yah. there were these two guys from 4i who were fighting. then i was so excited! haha, and then miss wong chun hei tried to stop the fight. it was hilarious man! miss wong was like walking towards them, but everytime she almost reached them, they would run and fight. then miss wong had to walk somemore. haha super funny lar.
when we were goin up the bus, then joash was like "EH, LADIES FIRST!" then he squeezed his way up. haha that idiot, told ya he wants to be our sister. TAHAHA
hmm on the bus, elis and i sat right at the front. then we asked the uncle to on the mic, then we started playing with it, we blasted music from jac's hp into the mic. haha and peter went mad. "WHICH BASTARD IS BLASTING MUSIC" haha, :)
the boat ride was bumpy. and martha they all didn wake elis and i up! haha, and shaun sim was such a errrhhhh, bastard. YUCKS. elis and i went to the conference room to reserve seats for martha they all. then after that, he came up, and then i said "sorry, taken" then he was "OH ISIT!? i dont see the owrd taken here" and he sat down there. asshole man. anyway, the talk was pure boring. and so, i fell asleep. for a super long time lar. -________-" not on purpose. hmm
then went on the bus around the island. the place's pretty cool. we took alot of photos. haha, then we saw snail, barnacles, anemone, sea cucumber. haha so fun, like science trip lar. haha :)
and i just love fourdee! :)
came back to school. then elis hid my bag. -_-" that idiot. then after that, esmonde and chye aik were talking to me at th eparade sq. three idiots talking on the parade sq. haha. then they wanted to challenge each other for shuttle run. lol. haha, then nic came back to school. then the two of us chatted on the parade sq. then kennedy joined us then we went to dover for dinner. haha, i ate SUPER ALOT. im still feeling full now lar! haha then went back to school. nic went to shit. haha, then after that, we went out to the bus stop to find kth and jarold. then we wanted to go and play at the playground. but in the end, we didn. haha, so we just sat at the bus stop and chatted. then there were these two banglas that kept on looking at us. then kth and jarold were telling nic and me abt them. haha, then we thought they were going to rob us or sth. cause all the buses except 166 had came. haha, then in the end, they were waiting for 166 lar! haha, then the bangla waved bye!!! MY GOSH. haha so funny lar. then nic said she felt a spider on her. i was like "HUH, A SPIDER CAN SPIN A WEB ACROSS AH?" then i got shocked! the spider was hanging down from nic's hair lar. then i was like "AHHH!" then nic screamed like some mad ass. haha! anyways, it was fun! haha, went back at 8plus.
and i overslept, i missed my stop. and i had to walk back. haha, and on the bus, my head kept knocking onto the shoulder of the man next to me lar. -_-" haha, im gonna sleep soon! im so so so tired.
anyway! theres napfa for the guys tmr! GO FOURDEEEEEE!! :)))
and go kenneth, jarold, kennedy, benben, blah blah blah. haha go everybody! GOLD GOLD GOLD! tahaha
`elis, be happy be happy be happy! no matter what, u noe that i will still love you!! :)
/goodnight world
4/25/2006 11:37:00 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
CONGRATS MRS ANG!! tahaha TAKE CARE!
haha, BABY LYNNSEY!! (:
gonna visit her tmr after napfa! I CANT WAIT! todays a WONDEFUL DAY!!!
4/23/2006 08:44:00 PM
yesterday i talked on the phone for a few hours. haha, on my handphone. im so gonna die of radiation, no i mean, brain cancer, damage or sth lar. haha but still, IM HAPPY! haha, he was laughing like some idiot cause of my name lar. WHAT AN IDIOT. haha but still, we talked till about 1am. haha :) anyway, my brother was so darn irritating yesterday. so irritating till i nearly cry. damn him man.
hmm, today, i woke up at 11. then went out at 12. hmm, at around 12.40 left clementi for town. hmm, yah. we watched take the lead. it was pretty nice. haha :) and yah, it was nice. haha then after that went to buy ice cream then we had to leave town. hmm :( ohwells, met nic kth and kennedy. then we all took 14. haha yah lar. they bullied me in the bus. as usual lar huh. IDIOTS. hmm, reached clem then yah, i went home and they all went off also. haha yah.
anyways, im happy :)))) really really really happy! haha IM MAD.
a joke:
at a wedding dinner, as everyone's eyes were fixed on the stage, the emcee announced "YOU MAY NOW KISS THE PRIZE"
tahaha, it was meant to be bride! LOL
anyway, sheranne wong is retarded! haha SHERANNE! YOU BETTER NOT SAY IT OUT!! haha i trust you okay, u retarded head. haha
and i have decided! that i will start studying this friday. then saturday sunday rest. then monday start again. hahaYAY! at least i planned! haha :)
`oh and today is the 23rd. two years ago, we parted. if you ask me if i still miss you, i admit i still do, at times. sometimes when i see you, ill think back. and i'll miss you alot. but i guess, we have both moved on. what we have are just memories. and they are still dear to me.
and i love TOO LOST IN YOU by sugababes!! (((:
4/23/2006 08:27:00 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
had my papers today. early in the morning. i kept falling asleep. and i kept stoning. i couldn concentrate. i just kept thinking of............sighs. darn. and in the end, i didn finish filling in my blanks. darn darn darn. and theres this irritating bird in the hall that kept on chirping. then i couldn hear properly for the listening compre. im sitting right at the back of the hall lar. the papers were like, hard. oh man. dead dead dead. oh wells.
after the papers, YAY. time to party. and ppl are going home :( went to lunch at holland subway with lissa, elis and jelin. lunch was alright. anyway, there was this waitress who has serious attiude prob lar. hmm. went to party with us. then we were like duckin the sensor. elis and i succeeded. heh. so funny. hmm, and i finally decided to give him a call after much thinking thru. hmm, elis and lissa kept on disturbing me lar. idiots man, haha. hmm. nothing much lar. i just felt so err during the call, tho i didn show it lar. and this person smsed me again. asking me to meet him. i was like, totally SHOCKED. what the freakin hell man.
went to commonwealth to watch the NAFC agst some team. consisting of fmss ppl also. and yay, the nafc won 9-4! CONGRATS GUYS! anyway, there was this loser, from duno what school. he kept on wanting to fight, he wanted to beat laffyette up. -_-" then he was like "COME LAR, YOU ALL ALL COME" we had like 20 ppl? i think hes blind. or he cant count. theres only one of him, and he wanted to challenge all of the nafc? and then that guy kept screaming away like some mad ass lar huh. then in the end, that guy got scared when laffyette's fren walked towards him. what a loser, dumb tortoise. act till like so brave lar. eewww. anyway, the calvin, that sec 3 ncc guy. hes a loser. and shihan was so high after the match. and he kept on stepping on our bags with his darn muddy boots. YUCK. and then i was stoning, then he came and shook my foot "NICE GAME". hes mad. haha, anyway. l_________ and c_________, t_______ and y_______ are so sweet! i was like so envious lar. awwww. haha
hmm after that, i met that person. for like 10 seconds? it was all so weird. i was with elis and jiejie. then i didn even noe who he is. so he waved to me. and i waved back and said hallo. then i continued walking forward. then he said "u going off with them?" then i said yah. then he said "cya then, bye" he came from orchard to commonwealth to see me for 10seconds. -_-" AND I DUNO HIM. madness madness madness! -________-" but hes not as bad looking as i thought he would be.
bussed home with elis. i love that girl. i swear with my life. haha oops no swearing! haha. pretty bored now. alright, i shall blog about thursday and friday.
THURSDAY
bio was first. pretty alright. then chem prac. then chinese. i cant seem to rmb anyth, my memory's failing. OYES! i got back my differentiation test. i did better than i thot i would! i got double my predicted score! CLAPS! but im still the lowest in the damn level. haha and sherman, is always showing me new tricks. haha, IM BORED OF CARD TRICKS! english was alright. and fairsian connect was boring, but it was quite funny, at times. haha after school. hmmm. lunched at dover. poor jaclyn signed out. hmm went to learn at fairfield to slack again. thats my new hangout. but its a really cold place lar. icicles could form on me. its like a huge fridge. haha. anyway, things that happened after that would not be mentioned.
but anyway, i love christina teng.
FRIDAY
pe was first. and i was like cursing that short fart. she pms lar. she scolded us for lining up in 4 lines of guys and girls. then she said this "I GAVE YOU ALL FIVE SECONDS TO GET INTO TWO ROWS." so we rushed into TWO ROWS. then she screamed "IS THIS HOW U ALL GATHER FOR PE!? I GIVE U ALL FIVE MORE SECONDS!" so we moved again. she ownself said TWO ROWS. then she screamed like some mad ass. and scolded us for gathering WRONGLY. its not wrong lar. we have been gathering that way since the beginning. then she come and say "YOU ALL ARE SEC 4S, AND U ALL DUNO HOW TO LINE UP?" oh freak her man. did ipu. i hate it. haha, played at the monkey bar and the two bar thingy. and i did 1 chin up. haha. then did shuttle run. it was darn funny. test our reaction. then when miss tan gave the cue, i would AHHHHHH then i start running. its was a natural reaction. haha.. it was quite fun lar. had to sit down then run, then in push up position. haha then did some more reaction shit, which was quite fun also. haha. hmm yah. then after pe, esmonde and chye aik were talking to me.
chye aik : you damn funny lar you. joggin still beat all of them.
me: no!
esmonde: yahlar, u jog then still can beat them.
me: bullshit
chye aik: you are an idiot lar, joggin still thrash other ppl flat.
chye aik to elis: shes an idiot you know, she jog still thrash all of you flat.
firstly, IM NOT AN IDIOT. secondly, ITS ALL BULLCRAP. -_-"
chinese, went to change. THEN OH GOSH, i cant find my tie! then rushed back to class. and i cant find my tie! then i asked for a tie. then peter and kengheng threw theirs at me at the same time. i caught neither, both hit me. haha, then i was choosing which one to wear, then lissa was like "got a third one on the floor". then i huh? and i looked down "YAY! I FOUND MY TIE!" haha then ppl scolded me and laughed at me. -_-" haha
hmm, during english, norm was darn lame. miss mano asked him to describe the picture, then he named all the buildings in the picture. dunno whether is real or fake, but seems real. he knows the cbd well. haha! then i was chatting with edmund, as usual. then i closed my eyes to rest for a while, and gosh, i fell asleep! then edmund scared me by shouting "VIBRATE ALREADY!" into my ear. -_-" haha, i was darn tired lar huh.
emath was pretty alright. i was like stoning, and chatting occasionally. hmm..
after school, went to holland swensens for lunch with miss yeo and the class com. so we ate like alot. esmonde and me eat hell alot. haha, we competed with each other to eat the unlimited scoops of ice cream. then its like i was darn full when i reached the fifth scoop. then he said he want somemore, so i gave up and stop competing with him, and that asshole purposely ate one more and stopped! HE WON ME BY ONE SCOOP! ASSHOLE!!! :( haha, i drank soup of the day, ate salmon and mush baked rice, fries, and five scoops of ice cream. thinking of that meal makes me darn full. haha! :) the lunch was pretty alright. haha quite fun yupp! :) THANK YOU MISS YEO!! :)
cabbed back to school with miss yeo and esmonde. went to learn at fairfield to find lin. hmm yah. was stoning. then went to walk around with chye aik. then saw elis they all in the canteen. then i went to walk around with elis. we were playing like idiots lar. haha, especially with her rubber band. i shot it downstairs from the cca block, BY ACCIDENT. then we asked clement to help us find it. he looked like a total idiot, carryin a wooden gun and patrolling the floor. then he kept asking if i was tricking him. haha that ass.
then after that i tricked mitchell and i took away his calculator when he was doing his math. i bet he was shocked! haha, HOW COULD HIS CALCULATOR DISAPPEAR!!?! haha then after that went to learn at fairfield. chatted with jaclyn. yah, I LOVE YOU GIRL, DUN BE UPSET!! hmm, I LOVE JACLYN, ELIS AND CHRISTINA TONNES.
chatted till 7 plus then we went to find elis at the piano then we left. jaclyn cabbed home with yuka. then elis and i went to dover for dessert. i was seriously retarded. i called my "PRIVATE JET" to come and fetch me. haha i made elis laugh like crap. when im super super high, it means that either im super happy or darn darn sad. and today, im darn darn sad la. sighs. oh wells. bussed home with elis.
thats all i think. haha and now, im feeling urm, a lil confused, a lil happy, a lil envious, a lil upset. haha im mad mad mad!
> well, sorry clement, tmr im not going to ur church. next week perhaps
> jaclyn, cheer up and be happy, i love you. and still, being les is the best choice. haha
> lin, you asshole, you can go and die. but i still love you. i will visit ur grave every 20 years. dun worry. haha
> elis i love u i love u i love u! (: you crazy hamster!
a lil more concern/
4/22/2006 06:10:00 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
but in the end. i said im giving up.
i noe i suck. elis, lin, and jaclyn, i know i suck. im an asshole.
im regretting my decision. but guess this is the best way out.
im crying like shit. but well, come to think about it.
maybe he doesn really care.
its over even before it began. im sad, i am. but what can i do. i wanted to leave it, and decide tmr after my papers. but, i made the decision just now. its too late to make any amends.
its never gonna be us, its still gonna be you and me.
3 papers tmr. and i just know that its prelims. i thot it was mid years. im prepared to flunk the papers. im totally wrecked, im in no mood for papers. not at all. ohwells, what can i do? nothing.
I SUCK
`jaclyn, please cheer up, i still love u no matter what alright. be strong. im always here for you. do well for the papers tmr. everythings gonna be fine. you know that. take care.
4/21/2006 09:47:00 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
im feeling down, and everything.
call me weird, strange. eccentric , a sucker whatsoever.
im all of those.
you may say its not true. but i think that she likes you. its quite obvious. i cant type why out here, cause she reads my blog.
at first, lin said i was thinking too much, and i thought abt it as that way. so i tried to get it out of my mind. then after that, things started happening. it was just a short while, and lin said that "even if she likes him, also nvm. he doesn like her"
the point is, i will still give you up. i will. i rather i be the one to be sad. maybe im selfish, i dont care about how u feel. but i care about how she feels. shes a friend to me. im weird, i cant bring myself to like the person that my friend likes. even if im the one who likes him first. i mean, i wun stop liking you. but i wun say, i wun show. its like if we dont end up tgt, at least theres still hope for her. she wun be sad.
it was agonising just to sit there just now. and i decided to leave that place. i really wanna be with you. but we are just not meant to be i guess. im gonna give u up to her, even if u dun like her. cause at least theres still a possibility that u may like her in the future.
im hating myself for doing this. but for her, i will.
its gonna be hard, so super hard, but i have to do it.
blame me, blame me for being such a weird asshole.
but still, im already very happy that u like me. i never expected u to. and everythings been great, with you. but now, im leaving this.
goodbye
4/20/2006 08:45:00 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
18th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN AND SENIOR AMANDA!
yesterday, hmm.. chapel was first. then it was pretty alright. there was this bird in the hall, and it kept chirping. haha. i slept cause they showed some video and offed the lights. so i slept. haha. and then when i was sleeping, aaron tan jierong threw this whole stack on paper on my lap. wth, i jumped lar. scare me lar. idiot.
chinese was next. sherm showed me this toothpick trick and card trick. the toothpick one is cool! haha!
lit, i went to buy banana. haha, then i was eating it. then chye aik kept saying that i was retarded. WHATS WRONG WITH EATING BANANA?? then cedric was like "IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS?" hmm, lit was a chatting session with elis. then suddenly cedric went "AIM PROPERLY" then we turned around, and a rubber band flew straight "PIAK" into cedric's face. HAHAHAHA. damn funny lar, i bet cedric didn mean aim at his face! haha anyway, the teacher is a bitch. you all know who lar huh.
recess then ss.i slept again. mr ow's classroom is super conducive for sleeping. SERIOUSLY. and half the class went off to semakau for the trip. the 4e ppl. so yah, i just continued sleeping. then the guys started banging the tables and making damn alot of noise. AND I WOKE UP. but then just now, the bell rang. if not, im gonna kill them. haha
hmm, amath was next. nth much. i was doing my work OKAY. haha after the lesson, miss yeo talked to me.
"kimberley, do u know that you are moving in the opposite direction from us? ?"
> huh, im not. im stationary. im not moving!
"next time when u learn relative velocity u will know, from our point of view, you are moving
backwards"
> huh.
"you have alot of work to catch up on, do you know that"
> yes i know
"do you know how badly u did for the amath test? you got the lowest in the whole level. as ur teacher, where do u expect me to hide my face?"
> huh. dont need to hide lar
"kimberley, if you want to, you can do it, when are u going to start studying?"
> soon ah, soon.
"and you are always not with me in class."
> HUH! NO LOR! today i did my work
"only today. you see, martha had competition also, but she still did her work and hand them in"
> we are different.
chye aik: YAHLOR, MARTHA SO HARDWORKING, SHE SO LAZY
> WHAT LAR, IM NOT LAZY
"anyway, you better study hard and hand in all the work u owe me"
> okay
OH CRAPPPPPPP -__________________-" but then, miss yeo didn scold me lar. we were like smiling at each other thru out the conversation. haha
after school. went with julia, sheryl and nic to tzone. then after that, wanted to play hide and seek but we ended up chatting outside some classroom. then we wanted to sleep for 15 mins. but we didn. then we chatted again. hmm, quite fun lar. then after that, they all left. left nic and me. so we chatted again. haha, I LOVE NIC!! :)
kennedy came back with our cupcorn! then after that kenneth was late for 30mins! then too late to play hide and seek alr. :( then kenneth nic and me went to dover for dinner.
SORRY ESMONDE, next time then go dinner with u okay? SORRY
TODAY
english test in the morning. damn, it was hard. and it was so duper cold. and i felt darn sick. hmm, then emath test straight after. yay, i finished the paper in abt 7 mins? I DIDN LEAVE IT BLANK OKAY! i wrote some stuff but i noe all wrong lar. crap. then i started sleepin. then miss yeo came and tapped me, then she asked me if i had tried my best. then i nodded my head. and she took a look at my paper, LUCKILY IT WASN BLANK. -_-" hmm. anyway. after the test then i got up. and my whole arm was numbed. i was stoning while waiting for elis. then norman talked to me
"EH, WHAT HAPPNENED TO YOU?"
> huh? nothing ah
"you were sleeping"
> i duno how to do
"i wanted to kick ur table but my leg not long enough"
> haha, isit. nvm lar, i duno how to do at all
"not even a single question?"
> yah, i cant do at all. haha
NORMAN'S SO NICE! haha
then went to lit. then chye aik asked me if i was okay. he said that i looked sad. haha, im not lar. i was just very tired! thanks anyway dino! hmm, lit was SUPER FUN! haha miss hia asked ian what is infatuation. then ian was like "i dunno, pass me the dictionary" then the dictionary didn have the word. haha! then he used another one. then after that, miss hia asked cedric to put back the dictionary then dric was like "WAIT, IM LOOKING FOR MY NAME" HAHAHA retarded ass man he. then dric kept saying NOW AH NOW AH. and now ah is like so outdated already. but still, i think the fad came back. haha now im gonna say "oh really, whats that? can eat wan ah?"
dric : now ah
ian: then? now lar!
dric: now over already
ian: how about 5 seconds later?
dric: (paused for a while) now ah?
ian: yes
dric: over already.
HAHA, CEDRIC GOH IS SERIOUSLY RETARDED! then they started talking about pervertic stuff. and colin quoted his famous quotes "LOVE IS BLIND BUT MARRIAGE IS AN EYE OPENER" and "IF YOU CANT CONVINCE THEM, CONFUSE THEM" HAHAHA, and colin started explaining phenotype and genotype( BIOLOGY) to miss hia. haha! hell funny. and they were talking about miss hia's stuff getting lost up in the ceiling(theres a hole) haha! it was just funny! then elis was showing me some paper trick. and she failed twice before she finally succeeded. haha, then we folded paper planes. haha.
recess was fine. i played the toothpick trick on some ppl! they were like woah! HAHA, so funny!
hmm, ss was like WHAT THE HELL HELL HELL. it was raining, such a perfect weather for sleeping. then mr ow was pmsing, then i didn dare to sleep. -_-" then he was really super pms-y today lar. dunno whats his problem man. ugh. my sleep. :(
chem test was up next. finally everything ended. 3 tests in a day, its mentally draining. although i didn drain much for the math one. haha, but well. im tired! haha. miss liang showed us some nice pictures and a video. the pictures were really cool. they are of paintings on flat ground but they look as if they are 3-d. its darn darn darn fascinating. REALLY! and dric and colin were retarded. they keep now ah here and there. and colin kept saying retarded stuff. then ven kept asking them to shut up but in the end, ven ownself said "NOW AH" ohman, everybody's going to now ah now ah . haha! :)
after school. rushed to meet christina and jaclyn. haha, cause jaclyn had s2e. finally the three best friends spent some time tgt. haha, we had fun! lunch was fine. and jaclyn is crazy over some guy. haha WHO AH! hmm. went back to school. then jaclyn was eating ice cream. so i winked at lin and mouthed DOVER GAME. then after that i saw this girl at the traffic light, then i forgot abt the game. then i walked ahead. then lin scolded me. haha SORRYSORRY.
and then jaclyn suddenly went "LIN! UR SHIRT GOT ICE CREAM!" then lin was like "WHAT! MUST BE YOU RIGHT" then jaclyn was like "NO! NOT ME NOT ME!!!" and jaclyn was the only one eating chocolate ice cream. -_-" HAHAHA so went back to school. chatted and stuff. then went to learn at fairfield with nic yuka and corinne. so we did some work and chatted and played. haha we were quite noisy ah.
hmm, played volleyball in the courtyard. then went home. haha had much fun today :) but it could have been even better.. BUT IM STILL CONTENTED! :)
ppl, VISIT THIS LINK. click here
`youre so sweet! :) haha
4/19/2006 07:49:00 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
HE'S SERIOUSLY THE MOST IRRITATING PERSON EVER.
okay wait, thats not true, i think viaggy is more irritating.
BUT STILL, my brother is so darn irritating! UGH
anyway, im very very proud of myself (:
UPDATED*
THINGS TO DO
1) get a ring file for bio
2) buy PRESENTS!!!
4) buy a lock
OVERDUE WORK :(
1) english compre paper.
3) english explantion text
4) english project
7) chinese compo
8) emath homework
9) amath homework
WORK TO HAND UP :(
1) 3 chinese test papers
3) emath homework
4) amath homework
TESTS NEXT WEEK :(
1) emath test
2) chem test
3) chinese test
4) CHINESE MID YEARS
YAY!! I CLEARED SOME STUFF AT LEAST! :)
hmm, im tired. im gonna sleep soon.
i hope that tmr will be a day filled with alot of fun! actually i wish that everyday will be filled with SUPER ALOT of fun! okay, im bullshitting again. haha, IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL TMR! except the fact that i have to hand up my chinese papers by tmr. haha
4/17/2006 11:03:00 PM
hmm, so my day was.. a rollercoaster ride?
reached school pretty early today. and i was so tired. and 3 weeks of cough and flu is like what the hell. its darn irritating. hmm yah assembly was quite crappaye. given the feeling within me. anyway, 4 of the power rangers were late. then i was like smiling at them. and they were smiling back. darn funny.
hmm emath, what did i do? stone. yes, i was stoning and talking to elis when i wasn stoning. i wasn feeling good, thats it. and being the usual nice nice elis, who is always there for me, she was cheering me up as usual! haha :) hmm, bio was pretty alright, a lil boring and i was duper quiet. nth much. then recess.
then it was chem. and miss liang wasn here. :( alright, so we had to do this mindmap. i did with kengheng and esmonde. they sat with me today. haha. it was darn funny lar. our mindmap looks like crap, seriously. then after that, we were laughing and laughing at stupid things. then mel asked muthu about vignette. cause she didn come to school. then we started talking about vignette. and kengheng was darn funny! he was banging his chest and said "HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE COSINE?" (acting out why vignette landed in the hospital). HAHA, it was hilarious. then i was like, lets send a flower wreath. haha okay im mean, but seriously, the evil will get their deserved endings. and kengheng went to tie esmonde's backstraps tgt. and esmonde couldn get them off. it was so funny lar.
hmm, ss was next. and help, someone just told me that there was a history test this morning. and yay, im so happy. i lost my textbook. -_-" want to read thru also no chance. and so i could only pray for SBQ. and yay, SEQ came out. and i just slept there, i did part b cause it was like asking if i agree or not. i wrote sth, at least wun get zero. heh. edmund is so so nice, he told me some important points to rmb before the test, and i just wrote them in. and then after the test, he asked me if i could do the paper and stuff. I LOVE EDMUND! :)
bio prac was next. played with onions! yay. mr chan said that we must throw all the onions away. i didn want to waste the onions, so i kept some in the drawer and brought them out of the lab. :) haha, and then, THE FUN STARTED. i took the onion and went to alot of ppl and i did this "EH, I TELL U STH" -then i rest my arm on their shoulders.
"I GOT BO!!!" -then i push the onion into their faces!! :)
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
haha then class contact. GREAT FUN! haha and i threw the onion bangle at cedric. then he got shocked. and ven was like "FRIENDSHIP BAND??" haha! then after that cedric turned around and looked at me then i suddenly stood up and pushed another onion into his face "I GOT BO!!" haha! cedric was like "YOU WATCH OUT, IM GONNA KILL YOU" haha, super fun man. then after that i went to disturb esmonde, i was like esmonde, then he turned around, then he was yawning, and BY ACCIDENT, i stuffed the onion into his MOUTH! haha, i laughed like mad lar. half the class was laughing. super super funny. then esmonde came to me with a red nose and asked me for the onions, "OH, I THREW THEM AWAY" then he went to the bin to find them! but they were underneath my bag! haha! I HAD SUPER ALOT OF FUN. i made like 3/4 of the class smell onion! HAHA, SO SO SO FUN! and chye aik was asking me to do it to peter. I THEN DUN DARE AH, i dun want to end up in the hospital with a broken cheek bone.
oh, so my group did the sl presentation. haha pretty alright. then elis and me got praised cause we had really good reports from the ppl there. HAHA, then cedric was like "SURE ANOT" wth punch u ah idiot. of course real lar! haha after school, went to the locker and stuff.
then went to the canteen, stuffed onion into more ppl's faces! haha, christina, jaclyn, wesley, cuifen, yunting etc. haha! SUPER FUN! and jaclyn went mad when she smelt the onions! haha anyway, i was sad cause 2 out of 3 pieces of my onion dropped! haha. after that, went to the library, cause lin had remedial. then i just sat there and stoned. haha
actually i was feeling much better in chem, and even better in class contact. hmm, but i was like close to tears in the library. but now, im okay alr. haha, im weird weird weird. but of course, there were things that brightened me up again lar. im not crazy.
went to dover for lunch at 4 plus. it was raining so we borrowed an umbrella from the security guard. then he refused to lend us two. and he lent us a SPOILT ONE. IDIOT, its like cannot open la. wth. anyway, at the bus stop. there was this little boy and his mummy. then the boy was like "YAY, GOT SHELTER" and he was pretty dry cause he had an umbrella. then his mummy suddenly open the umbrella! then all the water splashed on the little boy. then his mummy was like "OOPS, IM SO SORRY" haha, it was darn funny! anyway, lunch was fine. yay, i finally bought a lock for my new locker.
hmm im feeling normal now, i guess.
IT TAKES MORE THAT JUST REASSURANCE;
4/17/2006 07:25:00 PM
and im feeling so down now. so freaking down.
ohwells
woke up early this morning. then went to meet clement at clementi. i was 29 mins late. so sorry. then trained to expo for the service. it was pretty good, i mean the drama. it was like, i dunno. just good. and it gave me a reason to tear. ohwells, i was like feeling so ugh during the service. thoughts were crashing, but i still smile and pretended as if i was okay. trust me, the feeling sucks. i hate to put on a brave front. i felt like such a sucker.
anyway, clement's really nice.
went to orchard to meet lin after that. it was fun hanging out with her. it had been ages since we last went out lar. hmm, we walked around heeren. and that girl is so adamant on getting that portugal nike towel. and she was crazy over the ronaldo poster at the bus stop. hmm, so didn really see anything that i like today. and im so broke. darnnnn
went to nydc for dinner. WE SPENT A BOMB. lin had mushroom ham baked rice, toffeenut elephanccino and max's oreocheesecake. i had when 2 becomes 1, irish cream elephanccino and elmer fudge(ugly cake). oh wells, the elmer fudge wasn as fantastic as i thought it would be, and i never want to eat it again. hmm yupp. we were like so super full. and it was raining so heavily there. and i was so pissed off with the waiter at first. lin and me were fighting to sit inside, on the cushion chair. then the waiter was like "DO U NEED ME TO GET U A BABYCHAIR?" then i was like "HUH! BABY CHAIR" then he replied" THERES NO NEED TO FIGHT OVER SMALL THINGS LIKE THAT" WTH, i wanted to punch his face man. IDIOT. then when i wanted to order my cake, i badly wanted to say "I WANT THE CAKE THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU(ugly cake)"
hmm, after dinner we went to find nic, TO BORROW MONEY. how broke were we? VERY VERY. we borrowed money to play pool.
YAY. i love pool. went to meridien, and the pool shop was gone. so we went to cuppage. it was fun. i laughed till my sides hurt. haha CHRISTINA IS A JOKER. she made the ball fly out of the table, AND CAUSED A HOLE IN THE WALL! actually the hole was already there la. then she made the white ball jump over a yellow one and it flew into the hole. HAHA, I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAP. reason being it was real funny and that there was practically no one there. haha, i love pool.
then we went off at 9 plus. went to cine and walked around. then we took 106 back. hmm, had those really nice chats that i love. and we just didn want to go home. if only, today was saturday, i swear i wun go home till its like 3am or sth. or i would just stay over at her house. so we just sat the bus stop after we got off 106. we just sat there and chatted.
and after those talks, im like i dunno. that gap does matter. and what lin said is so true. sighs. i just feel like dying, or disappearing from the surface of this earth. im dreading tmr. im dreading school. oh help, i need help. seriously. this is hurting so much, and i duno what am i gonna do next. i need to cry, i need a day off to the beach or sth. i need christina and jaclyn and elis. i need edmund choo. its so hard to keep up that pretence. its a day, a day of smiling and laughing, when inside, im crying out loud. i dare not say, i dare not show. or i'll cry, right there, in orchard. right in front of clement, or christina.
I LOVE YOU CHRISTINA TENG. I REALLY DO.
> i noe its irritating. cause i get upset so often nowadays. and yah, just leave me alone.
we wont be, and never will-
4/17/2006 12:19:00 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
i was happy yesterday, it had been a long time since i talked on the phone for sooo long! haha! i think the total time was like abt 3 hrs or more lar. haha :)
i have been sleeping late and wakin up super early. sth is wrong. haha, who cares anyway.
hmm, i went out today! caught eight below. it was a pretty nice movie. there was this really scary part, and i shrieked. what the hell. what was the leopard seal doing inside the damn killer whale. haha, but it was a touching movie. the bonds that jerry and the 8 dogs share were really awesome lar. and i nearly teared. haha i think its nice. GO CATCH IT!
hmm, FINALLY I ATE OREO BROWNIE EARTHQUAKE. alright, i think brownie temptation is nicer. haha, then went to meet up with nic, yuka, qilin corinne and julia for a little while then we went off. hmm, i met super alot of ppl lar. first, benben and _______, then beel and veron, then jeraldine baby koh, sherri and sam foo. then natalie long. haha and my brother desmond! haha
hmm, i had fun today :) bus trips are nice. haha
oh, and i still have alot of work to do! i better start doing! haha
and ppl, never irritate christina to the stage that she will burst, OR ELSE, good luck to you.
`"i'll saw his legs, rub salt into it, put whatever i can find in his mouth, feed him my dog's shit. do voodoo on him, let him drink his own pee, pierce his ears, nipples, fingers, boil his fingers, let him eat his own boiled fingers. use a chair to wack him, let him bath in needles, whatever you see in saw 2, i'll make him die slowly. who tell him to irritate me by doing those bo liao virus. idiot."
and i read lizhen's post. ohwells, thanks sweetie.
GOD DID HIS PART, BUT WE LET OURSELVES DOWN.
SEASON'S OVER BUT MEMORIES STAY.
I LOVE FAIFIELD NETBALL B DIVISION 06 NONETHELESS-
; all these maybes are killing me
they are wanting my life
that gap, is just too hard for me to ignore`
they are wanting my life
that gap, is just too hard for me to ignore`
4/15/2006 09:28:00 PM
NEW MOVIE: MARCH OF THE FAT PENGUIN TO SLIMMING DOWN
DIRECTOR: GRACE YAW AND KIMBERLEY YEO
MANAGER: BEAVER OW
LEAD ACTRESS: PENGUIN LIM
SECOND LEAD ACTRESS: WONG C.H as the DOCTOR performing LIPOSUCTION
VIAGGY AS THE PERSON WHO EATS THE FATS THAT WERE SUCKED OUT
SIMMY AS VIAGGY'S HUSBAND
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!
*GRACE..I am cow hear me moo [retardahatter=X] I weigh twice as much as you AND I LOOK GOOD ON A BARBECUE says:
ACADEMY AWARD FOR BEST DIRECTOR= KIM!
*GRACE»..I am cow hear me moo [retardahatter=X] I weigh twice as much as you AND I LOOK GOOD ON A BARBECUE says:
YEAHHHH
*GRACE..I am cow hear me moo [retardahatter=X] I weigh twice as much as you AND I LOOK GOOD ON A BARBECUE says:
-clap-
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
AND YOU LOR
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
we share!
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
haha
*GRACE..I am cow hear me moo [retardahatter=X] I weigh twice as much as you AND I LOOK GOOD ON A BARBECUE says:
YAYYYY!
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
KIMBERLEY//* help- says:
then we break the trophy into half
HAHA I LOVE GRACE YAW LAR. I LOVE CHATTING WITH HER. the conversation had many funny parts! haha, grace right? about paintin sth pink with lace? haha!
GRACE!! MONDAY MUST COME SCHOOL OKAY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH LAR! :(
and tmr's the day to reset my message counter! BUT, this means that my bill is gonna come. OHNO, im prepared to die. haha
4/15/2006 09:05:00 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
Your match is Tiger Woods!
Congratulations- you just scored a hole in one! Golf prodigy/Nike pitch-man/all-around cutie Tiger Woods is your celebrity match. Not only is he a links superstar - he's won practically every tournament he's ever entered as a pro, including the Masters Tournament and the U.S. Open - but he's got a Stanford-quality head on those polo-shirted shoulders, too. That combo really melts your heart (the great smile, come-hither eyes, and hefty bank account don't hurt, either). This born winner is one fella you definitely don't want to let get away. But since you've always had a soft spot for the sporty ones, we're sure you knew that already. So pat yourself on the back for getting matched with the talented Tiger. After all, one round with this above-par catch, and we're sure you'd feel like a champion.
The Celebrity Matchmaker
/im a Creative Theorist
People who are Creative Theorists are highly intelligent, complex people. They are able to process information of nearly every kind with ease, using both creativity and analysis to make sense of the world. Compared to others they also have very rich imaginations.hmm, im so bored now. maybe going out in the late afternoon with tan elis. nothings confirmed yet. and i just realised that im gonna die so bad. nic smsed me abt the sentosa thing tmr. and i cant make it. the sec 4s cant also. so i suggested next week. and martha ng told me that theres chinese mid yrs next week. OH GOSH, i didn even realise lar. oh no oh no.
i dun have much expectations. i just wish that i wun get into s2e. thats all. i have things more important than studying to do.
im eating the gummies and chocs that she bought for me. and theres still alot. haha! :)
THINGS TO DO
1) get a ring file for bio
2) buy PRESENTS!!!
3) clean my hamster's cage
4) buy a lock
OVERDUE WORK :(
1) english compre paper.
2) english book review
3) english explantion text
4) english project
5) ss project
7) chinese compo
8) emath homework
9) amath homework
WORK TO HAND UP :(
1) 3 chinese test papers
2) chemistry papers
3) emath homework
4) amath homework
TESTS NEXT WEEK :(
1) emath test
2) chem test
3) chinese test
4) CHINESE MID YEARS
:((((((((((((((((((((((
HELP HELP HELP!!!
IM DEAD MEAT.
4/14/2006 01:28:00 PM