Tuesday, October 31, 2006
10/31/2006 01:40:00 AM
i could have known, but im not going to bring myself down to ask someone i hate. how fake and hypocritical you are. thanks for trying to show me that youre a nice guy. i didn buy it.
i stopped them. and they said "forget it"
and i realised
and there was a clash again. when one just ended not long ago
10/31/2006 01:06:00 AM
damnit.
okay, cooled down already. caught america's next top model and fear factor. hah and i ate supper, tomyam something. mum bought back for me. hmph. theres chem prac. and i haven started on anything. i feel like sleeping already. but i better read thru before i go to bed. i have no idea how to calculate the moles. ohnooo.
just now was watching the enchanted life. i like the way zhiyun is as a boyfriend. hah and i know im normal now, after watching the show. hah ohwell.
i told a more interesting bedtime story today. hah. and im looking forward to reading my morning story!
ohwell nothing much to say also. i typed alot but i saved them in drafts. dont intend to publish i guess.
i have to buy pencil and eraser and pen tomorrow. i lost three pencils and two erasers. and my four ball point pens all no ink. -_-"
i feel as if i have something to say. ohwell
> heyy you. yes yes, you happy i happy okay (: thanks for everything <3.
its 31st! HAPPY HALLOWEEN! (:
; you held on when i let go
10/31/2006 12:38:00 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
hmm so yesterday. i woke up at like 3. then i was stoning. then i went thru some lit notes. but hell, i couldnt concentrate. ohwell. then went off to meet esmonde at guthrie at like 6 plus. we had dinner at some coffee shop. the tom yam soup is quite unique and pretty nice. hah not spicy.
to guthrie, studied till 11. hah actually we talked alot. drank the ultimate. woah the coffee espresso beans a bit the bitter. hah hmph yeah. then we left, bussed to kap. found a nice spot and we found out that kap wasnt 24 hours. wonderful. so we went to beauty world. and i tell you! the macs was like an oven lah seriously! super super hot. so we didn want to stay there. KC, i seriously wonder how you study there man! its so freaking hot.
hah then nice aileen helped us check what bus we can take and everything. hah in the end we took cab to west coast park. yeah. so we walked around. cause there are like four sections. then one section was like super conducive, BUT the aircon was like blowing warm air. hah in the end we settled down at some corner. rather nice. i drew my name on some stone. hah.
oh and i tell you! some idiot asked me to tell bedtime story over sms. so i did. and i dont know what the hell i was typing. its damn freaking stupid lah hahah but nevermind i shall type it out. one day, three little frogs went out to play. the first lil pig saw a bottle of jam and ate it, he died. the second pig ate the first pig and died also. the third pig ate the big bad wolf that wanted to eat it. so the third pig is the winner! and he lives happily ever after. THE END.
HAHAHHA in the first place, there werent pigs lah! then the idiot was like "your frogs morph into pigs ah!" WAHLAO, how i know. i was busy talking to esmonde right! hahah
so yeah continued to study lit. it was such a BORE. hah at like three, i was damn hungry. so i ate. then yeah we chatted till 5 plus. excuse me, im not a heartbreaker okay. you stupid shit. hmph. yeah it was so hard to get back on track. but anyhow, i managed to finish all that i wanted to, BY CUTTING DOWN the whole stack by 3/4. HAHAH.
oh oh! and i was missing sEcret like mad lah. i was like chanting his name already. hahha! damn freaking stupid. hmph at like 6 plus right, it was damn bright already. tahah, and it was like quite quiet and conducive lah that place, but then the music seriously sucks. hah and ail's ipod died on me at like 12. AH. hah
oh esmonde ate hotcakes. and i tell you, it was the nicest smelling hotcakes ever lah! really like damn freaking nice. hah and then he tested my memory! so fun! asking me to name out what happened on certain dates and all. tahah. fun fun fun! i love this kinda games. hahah. oh and im enlightening right esmonde tan!
oh then at like 8 plus, we went to the park to play. we climbed the pyramid thing, he thought that i would climb very slowly. but no okay! i reached at almost the same time as him! hah that ass. then we went to play the you know that swing thing. you jump on it then swing across to the other side that one? hahah.
cause it was so high, and i couldn swing over to the other side. i got stuck right after the thing went halfway. damn smart man. it was so high then i didnt want to jump off. so he LEFT me there for damn long lah. then keep swinging me here and there and taking video! DAMN EVIL LAH. i felt like puking afterwards. hah then we wanted to go to school. but i was damn lazy lah. so we both went home. hah
it was pretty fun actually. i was so super hyper i tell you. and i didn sleep at all. tahah then i came home. granny showed me some newspaper thingy. chinese. so hard to read lah. hah hmph then i realised my complexion is damn bad now. i dont know what happened. hah. then i went to bed. tahah. goodafternoon!
oh and i thot my brain was spoilt! but actually it was working. hah i lazy say lah. tahah but i love my brain.
ahh, you know something! im damn happy! ((: toohoo. yay yay yay! hahah!
theres o's chem prac tmr ): i BETTER check thru the pages. nehnehpok.
to 4D, E, F, good luck for chem pract alright! (:
hah i feel like sleeping again. but granny cooked chicken wings. tahah (: yay.
and i realised something, the first paper is only lit paper one, dont need to study so much! hahah. tmr after chem prac, we are going to celebrate DINO's birthday! see lah, your owner so nice to you! so stop your umbrella thingy okay. i HATE umbrellas. disgusting shit. hahah.
and i have a feeling im going to do damn badly for o's lah. now im regretting. i wished i started studying like 2 weeks ago. starting today is like damn scary. hmph. but nevermind! i'll just be a good girl and mug! hopefully i wont do that badly! hah
i feel like eating banana crunch from andersen's. oh! and i saw MANY garfield comics in mph! hah i love to read them last time. tahah so funny lah. garfield is so cute okay! and its NOT ugly! tahah. i'll love anyone who buys the comics for me! HAH KIDDING.
man, i think im maddddd. aww who cares.
oh and i like this song that is always playing at guthrie. something "its gotta beeeeeeeeeee perfect" hahah. halloween's tmr! should i celebrate? i feel like! hah im thinking of a plan now. hahha
dont fret, dont bother and try finding out what your future will be. just let it happened, it will be the best for you no matter what, cause God has it all planned out already. just live and be happy (: dont worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. each day has enough troubles of its own.
tahah
and can anyone tell me what time is chem pract? ohnooo. hah
people are often deluded and chasing after illusions ;
10/30/2006 04:48:00 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
was going thru two set of lit notes. and suddenly i remembered something. and i went to read my may's archives. ohwell.
alright, im going off to bed now. my physical being feels like its going to disintegrate soon. but i feel energetic mentally. hah
> okay, this is better. the one who didn sms me said im HOT. hahah! goodmorning you ass. im always here for you too ((:
okay this is madness. 4 plus am in the morning. you two should be sleeping already. dummies. anyhow. i think i'll reply anyone and everyone who smses me at like 4pm. dont worry, im not dead. im just in bed. hah
alright, take care everyone (: goodmorning!
; we prove much in our vows but little in our love
10/29/2006 05:16:00 AM
so went out at abt 6. met the girlies at plaza sing at 7.30. okay i wasnt late. hah thats kinda rare. so yeah had dinner at ajisen ramen. damn full lah. hah then walked around and all.
julia went off. the four of us caught death note. ate andersen's ice cream. then yeah went for the movie. pretty nice and all. we are gonna catch the sequel. and hah, next friday, grudge 1 and 2 movie marathon! (: set!
and im taking o's. hahah.
hmph im kinda tired. but i shant sleep. shall take a quick nap and study chem till 6 am. hah that is if i can wake up. tahah.
i have many many things on my shopping list. hah
gonna shower now. hah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINOSAUR! YOU KNOW UR OWNER LOVES YOU! I'LL BUY YOU RUBIDIUM POPSICLES! AND STOP TALKING ABOUT HOT PINK UMBRELLAS. I SWEAR I'LL KILL YOU. YOU FREAKING ASSHOLE. HAHAHAH HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY. AND SEE, I NEVER FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY! (:
esmonde tan is damn funny man! hah i shant say why! hahah
> somebody never sms me today. the guilty conscience one please own up. HAHAH
okay, everybody stay happy okay! no, BE HAPPY! (:
damn i feel high again. and like what some asshole said, i embarrass people when im hyper. i dance, i sing, i skip, i shout, i scream, i run, i whack, i act cute, oh whatever. im cute. hahah!
okay i think i shall stop here. ouch my eyes hurt ): hahah but im still a happy girl! (: toohoo
things to do:
bio tys, all the mcqs
chem tys, all the mcqs
read thru lit
read thru ss
read thru history
read thru chem, and make notes for 3 chapters
read thru bio
learn letter format
woah, a bit the alot man. hmph. and that was the whole lot since dont know how long ago. and i didn even strike off one. wonderful.
oh oh! anyway, i wore my bloodbros shirt today. i like! super comfy! hah (:
alright, good morning everybody. mug hard sec fours. o's this week! HAHAH
; this clock never seemed so alive
10/29/2006 03:56:00 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
argh.
> KC. tahah thanks ass (:
10/28/2006 03:47:00 PM
hmph so tahah no studying today. going to town at night (:
watching some dvd. journey to the west i think. its so freaking touching. its damn damn damn sad. omygoodness.
i want to try actually. but i guess its of no use. thinking of the one youre so close with. he changes alot of things. as much as i want to, ohwell. just look at those faces of yours. forget it kim. forget it.
so much for positive thinking.
> i love you, sweet (:
> thanks for the flowers, ass. hah (:
bbmak > miss you more
and i wonder ;
10/28/2006 03:33:00 PM
OKAY. GOODNIGHT. MORNING I MEAN. IM HUNGRY.
10/28/2006 05:46:00 AM
i hate mosquitoes. they freaking are bloodsuckers man. okay thats a fact. so many bites just cause i slept on the sofa. damnit. i think i lost 1 litre of blood. hahahah
so have been thinking alot. i dont know what to say actually.
just
human beings are weird, or rather, unique in their own ways.
oh i just saw the freaking mosquito. and damn, i missed it. im waiting, you dumbshit, hurry come out. hah
oh continue. we never fail to contradict.
tho we sound so firm, but a matter of seconds and we may just take back what we just said. our minds may start going thru a mental warfare again.
cause many a time, we say things to delude ourselves and to act tough. and its well, temporal. once it fades off, the real reality hits again. and there we go, sinking our minds into a whirlpool yet again. and the cycle repeats.
hah goodmorning people. have a good day ahead. i think im gonna start mugging today. lets see what time i'll wake up. hah
bbmak > back here
when everythings made to be broken ;
, i just want you to know who i am
, i just want you to know who i am
10/28/2006 05:28:00 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
hah. dinner was nice. granny cooked alot. ate curry chicken too (:
hah anyway, today. i went to school with jem. that idiot is super DUMB. hah okay lah. not very. but aiyah nevermind. wth am i talking.
so we had bubble tea and all. so to school. watched them play soccer for like 4 hours? hah then the girls came back. then played captains ball for like 15 minutes?
then i went home for dinner.
hah and i had real alot of fun just now! hah ((:
"hahah. kim, can you dont be hyper. when youre hyper, ure damn embarrassing lah! HAHHAHAHA"
HAHAHAHAHAH
alright, nothing much. not supposed to be on the com anyway. oops. hah. anyway, today morning. granny was talking to how chuen's mummy. cause she was over at our place. so i heard so many stories while getting ready to go out. interesting! hah
oh! and im employed! im a tutor! HAHAH. darn funny. hello student! you love your tutor i know! (:
> aileen! thanks for the ipod! (:
> i dont know why did i reply. i think im crazy
> yeah, we talked like lovers! hah but we arent. stupid thing. but thanks for always being so super sweet okay!
> yeah stay positive! (: things are quite alright for you right now! and i want to see a happy you! thick and thin tgt rmb? tahah <3!
> you lost the good friend title. you wont ever gain it back. cause, i dislike you more than anything else now. ure so evil. i dont get why youre doing all these. downright childish and really bad.
okay, all these red parts all refer to the same person okay. and its not who you think it is.
dont assume who im talking about, or who i am referring to. cause you may be wrong. like i said, the human mind thinks more than it should.
alphaberts (:
im duper happy (: i love i love i love!
; so i keep on waiting till i am back where i belong
10/27/2006 10:52:00 PM
but im never going to. never.
10/27/2006 12:38:00 PM
alphaberts <3
B-CUBE [:
actually i think alphaBIRDS is cooler. hah its funny, to me at least
10/27/2006 12:42:00 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
all because we love
the human mind thinks more than it should
but we let it run wild
cause of fear
listing out every single negative possibility
and feeling happy
if we can strike off even one
but our assumptions might be wrong
even when we are so sure of them
cause no matter what
its still not the truth
we continue searching for likely reasons
we spend our day thinking about it
even if it hurts
and at the end of the day
we are drained
and charged with sadness
and the worst thing is, theres no switch to turn your mind off when youre conscious
leading a life of pretence
showing that you dont give a damn
acting nonchalent
aint it tiring
aint it hurting
it sure is
but we want to hide
we dont want to show our weaknesses
we are afraid of being exposed
and our vulnerability let known
we want to look strong
but in front of our closest
will they not know that we are down
and broken inside
they know for sure
they care and want to help
it hurts them so to see us sad
and often we say "i cant"
but the truth is we dont want to try
let go if you have to
you know whats the best
its whether you want it or not
try if you think you should
dont live on carrying regrets
our lives are so fragile so
do what you think you should
and dont regret afterward
be happy that you tried
its better than not trying and never knowing
and picturing the positive outcomes after that
theres no point
and you may think what you want is the best
tho it may not be
and yeah, go for it
but if it turns out bad
dont let yourself sink
cause
we are bound to meet a few wrong people
before we meet the right one
so that we will treasure the right one
we can be truly happy if we want to
we can choose whats the best tho it hurts
and be over it
we can take our time getting over
dont push yourself
theres no point forcing yourself
cause you'll break down again
and when that happens
it will be multiple times more painful
the route that is the best will lead to happiness in the end
we are made to be happy
the sadness, hurt and pain that we experience
are but processes that happen to mould us
true happiness lies right in front of you
whether you want to make the effort to run to it
depends all on you.
-
> to you, i want you to know that rain or shine, day or night, im always here for you. i know what youre going through. you know i do. much as i have said, i know youre still down and out. much as i have tried to lift your spirits, i know i cant do a better job than the one you love. but as a best friend, i stand by you. im behind you all the way, no matter what your decision will be, no matter what you choose. cause its seeing you happy that makes my day ultimately. and heyy best friend, it really sucks and hurts to see you sad, to know that youre so freaking upset and not showing it. i see a bleeding heart behind that sunshine smile. dont hide, break down if you have to. it helps. and i'll be here for you, no matter what. i promise. 3 am in the morning or whatsoever, im just a phone call or sms away. like i say, its okay to be sad. but you must learn to pick yourself up and get on with life. i know youre getting on fine, but thats on the outside. the real you is in the shadows, not wanting to be seen. but best friends are true to each other. and im happy that ure truthful to me. and tho i may not be of much help. i'll be here if you need a listening ear, if you need to go out just to let things out. if you need to travel to changi to eat prata, i'll go with you. im serious (:
love can fade and break away
but best friends stay for eternity
okay? promise you'll cheer up and be happy alright? much love.
10/26/2006 06:53:00 PM
stop assuming
ask if you want to know
but brace yourself for the truth
cause it may hurt
it may kill
but somehow
you just lack the courage
and you dont want to seem as if you care
am i not right.
10/26/2006 06:15:00 PM
so i went to the "chalet" yesterday. i slept at 5 am. then leon called me at 8 plus. then i said "okay okay." when he asked me to go and bathe and stop sleeping. hah i woke up at 10. wahah. then yeah. got changed and stuff.
bussed to east coast. girlfriend came and fetched me (: then walked there. woah damn far. hah so met up with the guys at the bowling alley. it was so super cold. bowling alley so cold for what! hah played cards. then after that we went for lunch. had kenny rogers side sampler for lunch. corn nibblets, love (:
tahah then the girls tried all ways and means to get a chalet. but to no avail. so yeah, we went back to the tent. ail and i cleaned out the freaking sand. hah. then played cards, uno, ate bread and stuff. hah. ohyah only neo leon and ken were around. so yeah the guys came back. then they were playing the the sand and all.
ohyeah! i was feeling damn daring i dont know why. so i tried some dont know what and what and what mixed together. actually the taste quite unique. hah. ohyah! and i went to play with some guy's dog! hes damn cute lah! hah err she! hah
tahah i was so happy, ken neo and leon stayed on cause of me! (: hahahah asstards.
then aileen and i were on the dont know what, breakwater isit? hah then we were talking and all. then leon came. then we were laughing and laughin about everything. then neo and ken came also. hah i had a great time laughing i tell you.
neo: if i die, what will happen
me: yay. i wil clap hand
neo: woah, this kind of friend.
HAHAHHA
then yeah we went back to the tent. all of us played cards and all. i was lying outside the tent cause it was so super hot inside. hah then yeah. we all played murderer, 007, and concentration! tahah it was super fun alright! (:
then we went to buy solid fuel, then the guys were setting up the "stoves" then the girls went to wash the masstins. hah. jem jarold and joel came afterward. then yeah they were in the tent. then the rest of us were cooking and all (: fun fun.
hah ohyah! neo leon and i learnt SALSA!!! so fun alright. ken taught us! haha. dinner was pretty fine. had latte frappe from mccafe. its nicer than west coast's but its still not very nice. gwc's ones the best! hah. then yeah we were eating HOT RINGS. hah we were toasting super rings. tahah! then after that so many ppl slept ):
then neo ail ken and i were lyin on the beach. pretty nice (: quite cool and the sand quite comfy.
then neo and ail went off to macs. but i stayed on cause have to look after the rest who were sleeping on the sand. then yeah. ken and i were talking outside the tent. "the only reason why im here is because of you" hahah so sweet! (: then he fell asleep. so i just sat there and stoned. then leon came and talked to me.
then after that it started drizzling. so everyone went into the tent. so leon and i went to macs to find neo and ail. but they were sleeping. so we walked back to the tent. but everyone was sleeping also. so we walked back to macs. played cards with jem and cor. then after that ail and neo came. and i ate mcspicy meal at like 3.45 am. then aileen said that there breakfast at four ):
nehneh. hah anyway, i was king many many times! like four times in a row. and jem was asshole like 5 times in a row. hah then after that it was so cold. so i went outside to sit. then jem came along. then neo and leon were sleeping at another table. then cor and ail were sleeping inside macs.
so jem and i chatted for a long long time. laughing and everything. hahah happy happy, ohwell. i change expression damn far. hahah super funny i tell you. yah we chatted for damn long (: nice. then we woke ail and cor up and went back to the tent. i was so super hyper i tell you. hah then everyone slept except jem and i. then we walkde on the beach to the other side. to watch sunrise. and jem suddenly had a tummy upset. so we walked to macs BAREFOOTED. anyway the sand was damn nice. hah
so jem shitted for a damn long time lah. why he shit so long man. hah then we walked back. damn painful lah. the road had so many stones. then smart jem said "lets cut across here" then i "okay set" then "AHH, FREAK FRUCK. WHAT THE."
CAUSE THE STONES WERE SO SHARP. damnit. hahah. "its okay! we man. we step! we walk! no kick" what no kick, my foot ah. is kick until no kick alr man. hah
tahah so went back. jem and i were drawing on the beach. then neo and leon woke up. so we played tgt. then neo leon and i played hopscotch on the beach. damn funny. hahah who played hopscotch uphill? hah
then woah i was laughing like mad i tell you. hahah then i kept destroying neo's drawin. tahah. it was super fun. then everyone woke up. then ken neo leon jem and i were playing volleyball. then became soccer -_-" hah. then after that all of us played tough rugby. hah quite fun. i thot it was like 11 am. then it was only 8.33 am lah! madness.
hah then i got thrown into the sea. perfect. asses. hah then jem and i played passing in the water. stupid man. ICCC. hahaha! then we kept throwing the ball behind each other. tahah. then we snapped many photographs. then we played cards. ken went off first.
then we went to macs for breakfast. jem went to pass my bread around. damn stupid lah. hah. ohwell. then after that, went bowling. i didn bowl, it was so cold. i couldn move lah. and i was shivering the whole time. jem and jarold are good at bowling. hah they kept hitting 9 pins and leaving one. damn suay lah. hah but theyre good. and neo! hes super funny! hah
tahah then the cor nic and i kept running out to defrost. tahah the guys still ate ice cream -_-" then we went to play cards somewhere. then we went back to the tent. hah cleared up and all. played volleyball. then the guys were trying to get this dragonfly thing from the tree. damn scary. they formed a human pyramid. damn damn freaking scary.
so this man with a truck cam along. i thot he wanted to scold them. but he asked them to climb on to the truck and take the thing. hah so jarold took it down. yeah then after that we left the place. then we played volleyball and like box somewhere. hah then we all left for julia's house. took 196 then suddenly all got off and took 30. then yeah slept on the way there and all. reached julia's house. played cards, bathed and all. then the guys all went home. then the nic cor ail and i went to the foodcourt at my house there to eat dinner. bubble tea-ed and went home. hah i slept at like 9 till 11 this morning. yay! more than twelve hours! hah
so yeah it was pretty fun and all. i should have gone on the first night. hah but nevermind. oh oh and i was so happy when i was having breakfast u know! message (: but then after that when playing box that time i was so sad ): ohwell. hmph. but now, im a happy girl! (: oh oh and ail nic and i were swinging like monkeys on the bars. hah.
oh and im like holidaying and the papers start next week. great job kim. omg. i only started on bio and i haven even completed it. ohnoooo
PERFECT TEN <3
> i so freaking hate you, i really think that ure such a bastard. youre so evil. seriously, so so super evil. not to me tho, but still, ure so evil.
i know i broke your heart; but i didn mean to
10/26/2006 12:17:00 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
today was pretty alright. got a topshop and a bloodbros shirt. im broke for the week ): hah but im happy with what i bought (: tahah
so i had tonnes of fun today (: hah
hmm yeah. and then. so back home. some people came over for dinner. pretty nice and all (:
didn go for chalet today. im going tomorrow. i know i missed out on alot of fun. but anyway, im so lazy to go. hah
yeah so had been doing bio tys since like 11? hah im like 3/4 done (: hah MCQs only. tahah. at least i did okay! hah
so uncle came back from australia. shifted out of his room ): nehhhh. i like his room! hah so he bought me many many chocolates! 2 bars and 2 big packets. and a jar of apple candies! oh and this bottle of lemon soda drink. nice! (: im gonna be SO FAT! hah my bro got this really cute kangaroo soft toy, beardy's new friend. hah. yeah he got this boxing kangaroo pen and candies. then being the kiasu and jealous kid as he always is.
he went "uncle, why you buy so many chocolates for jiejie?"
always wan you know. he must have more than me. and he was sulking cause i had more candies and chocs than him. how idiotic. hmph. ohwell.
uncle said that nike and adidas stuff were cheap over there. but he didn know what to get me, cause i have everything and the clothes werent nice. hah -_-" i dont have everything okay!
chunking down the milk chocs now. super yummaye ((:
and esmonde and i came up with this food marathon thingy! hah super cool okay. we are gonna be SO FAT. that you can see your handphone numbers when we step on the weighing machine! hah.
first thing to do after o's. CRASH KENGHENG'S HOUSE BEFORE HE GOES TO NEW ZEALAND! hah.
okay then there will be MANY STAYOVERS. and CHALETS. and BBQs. and MARATHONS. mahjong, food, dvd! hah then there will be 6.1 gathering, going out with STFs, MUT, UNDERTHESEA, PERFECT TEN, SLs, THE THREE BEST FRIENDS, my THREE GREATEST WORRIES! hah. and of course, with MEL AND CHARKOH, with FOURDEE! and of course there will be NETBALL! whoo hoo! i cant wait!!! ((: SHOPPING SPREES TOO!
hah. sooo. i will finish all the mcqs in the tys and play my heart out tomorrow! hah will be back on wednesday (:
take care everyone. hah.
> go on lying, great job to us for uncovering ur lies.
; its gotta be perfect
10/24/2006 01:44:00 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
hmm, yesterday was fine. woke up at like one plus. so to guthrie to study. didn do much actually. chatted more that i did work. hah anyway, the mudpie sucks man. eew. anyway met this same couple that i met before. the lady smiled and said hi, so sweet (: heh. hah. oh and leon teh dropped by for a visit again. i got a shock again. you can really be the death of me man, heart attack. hah
tahah then ben smsed me at like 7. asking me to go town. so set. hah i went to meet him. he gave me a sudden notice and hes late you know! hah ass man. everytime late wan nah!
so we walked around and all. bloodbros is having a sale. im going later. hah. ohhh. and ben bought this bag from ben sherman, $129. tahah quite alright luh. yeah we spent a long time looking for the shop lah. cause at first i went "eh, quiksilver gone already" when we were going up the escalator. who the hell knows that its the freaking ben sherman shop that took over. thanks man. hah
so yeah. walked to pacific and all. nothing much opened anyway. sunday night. hah so yeah we went back at like 10 plus. anyway, we laughed like mad alright. i was telling him about NEO JUN WEI. hah damn funny. esp the falling down and saving his ice cream thing! hah i laughed till i nearly died lah! and ben kept laughing at me cause i sneezed. he said it sounded funny and my action was damn cool. ahh whatever. shall not show anyone. its a reflex okay! hah. ohyah! ben told me about sth that ken did. so super funny man! hah i think ken is damn cool. 25 years old and hes his own boss. and right, his family is damn freaking rich but he doesn take a single cent from them. my my, hes freaking cool! hah
so yeah, came home and all. clement and lin wanted to come over at 2am. then mummy didn allow. i was quite pissed off. forever contradicting herself. ohwell.
gonna go shopping now! (:
10/23/2006 01:08:00 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
yesterday was a day of rotting actually. woke up at like one plus. then used com. then went back to sleep. woke up at like 5. then went out.
was doing math on the train, so hardworking right. hah theres chalet tomorrow. and i have this feeling that i will do damn badly for o's. ohwell
so yeah met nic and cor at marina bay. then neo leon ail came. so took this free shuttle bus to the steamboat place. we took like super alot of food. jem came shortly after. then yah we ate and ate. we only paid for 4 ppl's share. then after nic and cor were done, leon and ail took their places! hah. so yeah they kept piling my plate with food lah! i ate the most okay! im going to die of high cholesterol lah. leon teh deep fried EVERYTHING. its damn freaking buttery. hah
yeah but it was fun. neo ail leon and i were left. so we just continued eating. then we ran away. hah cause need to pay for wastage. then we were in the arcade. then we played cards in the bowling alley. then jem cor and nic came back. then yeah. everyone went home except jem and cor.
hmm i was supposed to stay out also. but. hmph
so came home. was doing bio mcq. then KC called (: hah chatted for about an hour.
then yeah went to sleep shortly after i put down the phone.
the day was pretty fun (: much laughter and all (:
and i really dont know whats wrong with my internet connection man. darn.
going to guthrie with esmonde later. boo, math. hah
> OUR hearts beat as FOUR! (:
> why cant you keep your nose to yourself. thanks for lying anyway.
; say it if its worth saving me
10/22/2006 01:43:00 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
no worries, but now that's blurry
We had something that no one had
but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad
Please don't forget, all the times we spent
and all the places, we saw and went
You were soo happy
Love can fade, can break away,
can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith
but don't throw it all away
two sides. so contradictory
stick to one i know, but i cant.
i must have been a fool to even think of trying.
but.
"all that mattered to me was u actually..."
all revealed ; but yet concealed
10/21/2006 06:08:00 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
10/20/2006 10:14:00 PM
woke up at 11 plus. then went to fetch joel with gran at 12 plus. so lunch tgt was fine. reached home. packed my stuff. to holland starbucks again. while walking there, i was thinking, will i meet the handsome guy again. and i bumped into him!! hahah. FATED man. hah kidding
so today was not productive at all. couldnt really settle down and study. think i should go back to guthrie. hah
leon came and visit. he gave me a shock lah. i screamed lah. hah ass. oh and we saw sheranne and who ah! hah
hmm back to school for captains ball. but ian went to kap. thanks ah! hah so played netball with shah xinyi and lin. fun fun (: yay. then dinner with nic ail cor and joel at dover. then we were supposed to go to pasir ris to book the chalet. but in the end, we didn go.
chalet's next week. should i go. ohwell. hmph.
oh and just now the 198 was so slow that i thot it was going to break down! hah oh and i saw this testimonial in dont know who's account. "i have friends in your school. mary and martha(twins) kimberly and yujia" yah friend my ass, spell my name wrongly somemore. HAHAH oh whoever that person is.
i sent so many smses today. baddd.
i want to play captains ball! but o's so freakingggg near. ohno. shitttt ):
; show me what its like to be the last one standing
10/20/2006 09:06:00 PM
10/20/2006 11:27:00 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
so i just came back home. today was like BORING. i woke up at 12. left home at one. went to holland. walked around, finding a place to study. so in the end, decided to go to starbucks. hah my fav (: yay. hah
so yeah i studied from 2 plus till 7 plus. with many many breaks in between. hah read thru like maybe 6 chapters or 8 chapters of bio. did 5 chapts of bio tys mcq and 6 math questions (: hah big accomplishment!
then to swensens with perfect ten and joel. so celebrated jem's birthday. a fun time and all. had so much fun with them! my stomach was hurting from laughing at neo and kennedy lah. those two idiots. hah damn stupid. all the snatching food and acting cute. hah. so yeah. played cards with nic and all. then cut cake when aileen came. yeah cake smashing! as usual. hah
so then left swensens at ten plus isit? im not sure. bussed home with neo. aileen was some mad shit. hah
boringggg. hmph. what shall i do tomorrow. gotta finish up all my bio and start on chem! i have to study! (: hah i must love books. i MUST. hah perhaps i'll go to school tmr.
the girls played captains ball today ): hah i want to play also!
last night was mad fun. was chatting with jiayi online and all. hah that idiot. i had a good time laughing cause of his friendster. shant say why. shhh. HAH. and that idiot right. he purposely wanted to upload 50 photos so as not to lose to me. cause i have fifty photos in my friendster acc. that dumb sai. hah
oh and while i was in starbucks, i saw this DAMN handsome guy! hah (:
oh and my wrist is hurting like mad. thanks ah aileen tham ): that lil DARLING, my foot, pushed me into the wall. cause she didn want to let me board the bus. asshole ):
> JEM! hope you had a great day! (:
> HAH, you make me so super happy! (:
> ALEX LEONG! youre so freaking cute! dancing to the radio! hah
ATTACHED ((: hah
uncle left for australia this morning. hah, stayover at my house. anyone? hah
; everything is left up straight from the heart
10/19/2006 11:36:00 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
so dinner at dover with nic and julia was pretty alright. bussed home with julia afterward. just took my eyes off the tvee. project runway later on. hmm im so tired. i feel so sleepy. altho i sleep like alot? hah
hmph ohno. my wrist is hurting again ): stupid shit. it was an old injury cause of netball. and it started hurting again after those hand-pulling cause of tickling games. but that was like 4 months ago. it still hurts now and then. but this week, its hurting real bad. damnit ):
i need ice cream. ben&jerry's and project runway later on.
and im not gonna talk on the phone for more than half an hour everynight. if there is a phone call that is. i better start studying. ohshit. o's seem so freaking near. and i better check thru every single page of my paper next time.
im so used to "please check that you have five printed pages"
that kinda thing. and the invigilator didn say that yesterday. ugh okay, my bad anyway. so careless. ohwell. hah
im so not gonna do this.
> xuening! the straw heart! thanks (:
"you love the old him and the past. all that you all had, the love, the memories and everything in the past. you dont love the him now"
> WHAT HURTS THE MOST
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend i'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
im so over it ;
10/18/2006 10:25:00 PM
okay im mad. hah so today. i woke up at like 12. almost 12 hours of sleep. almost. hahah hmm yeah. so today is a special day!
called our big guy, JEREMY TIAN at 12 mn! and sang happy birthday song to him! hah then wished him alot of things! hah stupid jem. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:
and hey spice! CHARMAINE CHOW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO! (:
hah yeah just got back from jp. mummy said we were going taka. LIAR. we went jp instead. HAHAH fish and co for lunch. seafood platter, soup, baguette, passion fruit. what the hell, im so freakin fat. hah so talked alot with mummy when joel was in the arcade.
sooooo talked about alot of things.
mummy: hows you and him
me: huh. hmm break up already
mummy: how come
me: hmm dont know. i was so bad to him. ohwell.
mummy: see lah you. hurt people and hurt yourself
me: aiyah thats why i tell you im not a good girlfriend right. i dont want to get married
mummy: next time your thinking will change
me: hmm dont know lah
mummy: i know about you and him all along. its just that i dont wanna say.
me: hmm huh. oh i see.
mummy: is he nice
me: yeah. you should have met him. then you will know hes nice
mummy: i saw him that time.
me: HUH WHEN
mummy: that time ......
me: oh, no wonder he tell me that you kept staring at him
mummy: yeah i was staring at him
me: aiyoh why! you scared him lah. hes good looking right
mummy: not bad lah. hes cute. and tall. not like _______, so short, like kuku
me: hahaha yeah yeah. hes tall.
mummy: he has the height. next time when he twenty plus years old then see if hes really good looking.
me: hah we arent even friends now.
mummy: why
me: hmm i dont know. ohwell.
mummy: maybe you guys are fated to meet again next time?
me: hah no lah. dont think so.
mummy: but stil can be good friends right?
me: hmm i dont know lah. so many things happened and yeah. ohwell.
hmmm. hah
met kong joa wenfang and val. tahah kong was such an ass.
kong: go pierce ear
me: pierced already
kong: so faast. wahlao never wait.
me: too bad. you slow
kong: fine i pierce two at one time. and wear jk
me: WAHLAO! copycat
kong: mine jk urs kim
me: BUT ITS MY IDEA!
hahahah asshole!!!
hah. alright. the weather's so hot. gotta go out soon. gonna celebrate jem's birthday! till then. take care people (:
10/18/2006 04:35:00 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hah so today was alright, i thot it was like the worst day of my life man.
so today morning. i was late for breakfast. so i didn join them ): then was on the bus. so i pressed the bell. and the bell was spoilt. fffantastic. i missed my stop. so i had to go to buona and get across and then bus back. rah
so was reading thru the bio notes and all. not sure of alot of stuff. so yunxing said "kimberley, dont worry lah. you will do well. you know everytime i do practical, i very relax. cause i always think about you" HAHAH cause yunxing is my lab partner! hah. and im like always playing a fool during lab lessons. HAH
so before we went off for exams, i was still asking about food tests. omg. hah
yunxing: kimberley, dont worry. i think of you, you think of me okay?
(: hah
hmm so the practical. it was difficult. onions again. eew. and seriously, im the dumbest thing ever. like really. no one else can be as dumb as me.
was rushing thru the paper. cause it was tough and time was running out. so yeah, i was so happy that i finished the paper when the teacher said "STOP WRITING" i felt so relieved. so i closed the booklet, and flipped thru again. and WHAT THE FFFANTASTIC.
i saw two blank pages. [4] and [6]. my heart just sank seriously. hip hip hurray! im gonna fail bio pract! yay! -_-"
but yeah i was quite normal and all. didn say much or anything.
till while walking up the stairs
yunxing: i found out about the last question five minutes before the paper ended
me: i found out when she said stop writing.
yunxing: then did you do?
me: what do you think?
then i felt quite sad. but i was still fine. then was in the pa room. so everyone around me was talking about the paper. and i felt darn sad. ohwell
thanks to everyone who was there for me. really thanks man. fourdee people, nic, julia, leon, neo, jem, wenyao, mund choo, xinyi, christina, KC, amanda, charkoh, winner.. blah. thanks [:
thanks to all those who wished me good luck also. especially tan keng heng! hahah (:
so yeah. i skipped lit remedial. three cheers (: hah then went to ritz with leon. had apple strudel. met a super ex fairsian and miss lau's cousin!! i was like HUH?!?! hahah then went back afterwards.
dane came over again (: a short chat and all. and hip hopped. HAH ice cream lah. dane's so nice. i feel real comfy with him and all. can really go crazy, mad, high and everything (:
so yeah im a happy girl. no point being sad anymore. tho i may not get an a for bio. but well, i will try my best. hmm
stupid mund choo. so encouraging ah.
kim: mund choo
mund: why screw up your bio ah. see your face i know alr. i also
kim: you know..... blah
mund: oh good lor. no more a. dont need count bio alr. dont need study already.
kim: woah! like that wan ah you.
(mund was on the second level)
kim: chau botak!
mund: call me ah?
kim: yah!
mund: aiya dont care bio lah. cannot get a alr also
kim: woah you suck. bye
mund: byebye
kim: i hate you
mund: byebye!
HAHHA ASSHOLE! but mund choo is damn cute lah. he was smiling all along. i love his smile! my sunshine! (:
> fffantastic. great job. try harder in concealing next time. cause you failed this time round.
> KC. hah i know you bother lah! thanks for being there (:
> oh! you! thanks for the message! (: really surprised! ((:
what hurts the most is a nice song!! hah
my lovee <3!! FOURDEE 06! a class of ROCKERS! (:
funnee crazee funkee happee roudee FOURDEE
what hurts the most ; is being so close10/17/2006 06:17:00 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
i was supposed to go out with julia and nic today. but i had to take care of my brother. sorry girls. i missed like 3 outings this week alr. hmm. so, i stayed home. and dane came over (:
hah yeah. so we watched hide and seek. and its quite a nice show (: hah then yeah we watched keeping mum also. funny and hah, sick. tahah. had dinner. gran cooked quite alot (: hah
joel likes dane alot. he kept on playing with him. gays. HAHAH
hah then at around 8 plus. we left my house. we wanted to go for a walk. and what a long walk we had. we walked from my house all the way to clementi. any idea how far that is? really really darn far. HAHAH so it took us an hour and 15 minutes i think. we didn rest at all. we just kept walking. we were both damn high. so we were like laughing and all. then i was like skipping and dancing. hahah it was darn fun (:
hah so then we went to kfc and had LARGE ice lemon tea. i love kfc's lemon tea (: niceee. hah then yeah, we chatted a fair bit more. then dane cabbed home. hah then yeah.
so now im home.
theres bio pract tmr. and i hadn touch anything. gotta go read thru now. im tired. hahah i shall sleep in fifteen minutes. tahah. if i can get off my com that is.
hah i had so much fun today! (:
gonna meet for breakfast tmr. cant wait (:
> what a liar.
i just dont love you no more ;
10/16/2006 11:53:00 PM
im so bored right now. im trying to find all my bio pract stuff. and i couldnt find them. hurray i realised all of the papers are in my locker. triple yays. MY FOOT. now i have nothing to study. and im so super lazy to go back to school. and the point is i cant even label a diagram. im so freaking dead. shoot me, i'll buy you a gun. aim properly. hah
alright so instead of finding my papers, i turned the whole house upside down. i found papers, whch are letters, here and there. hah so stupid. then i started packing my stuff. to those who have been to my house before, you should know how messy it is. HAH so yeah. pack pack pack. everything's still so messy. and i found this box, filled with many many letters. and i found so many other letters in bags and plastic bags. hah so i read thru some. and then i found another box with many letters. then another box with hundreds of straw hearts. HAHAH then i found more straw hearts in bags. woah im damn hell messy man.
so i read thru some of the letters (: sweeeeeeett.
> you! i think you wrote me like 10 letters? i keep them still you know! hahah thanks for the bitter sweet memories alright. tho it was only like 2 mths officially. but it was like let me count, 8-9 months. hah everything. all your smses, calls, outings, letters, actions blah. everything! i can still remember them so clearly alright. hah, occasionally i do still think about you. hah but anyway, im glad to have ever had you! tho you arent the best but i loved you the most! hah idiot. so yeah, we are cool now. friends (:
> you! hah the only letter. i keep it in my diary. yeah probably the letter i treasure the most. yeah so its like exactly four months. honestly, youre the best i ever had. i did love you alot, almost as much as i loved him. this relationship is the one that i loved the most. and yeah, everything. the constant messaging, the many outings and movies, the phone calls, all the msn conv, the times we tried to spend time with each other, all the times we had, all that we shared. everything was so sweet. but yet, i had to throw you away. so yeah im sorry for everything, for making you sad so many times and all. thanks for always being there, for being so sweet, so super nice and the best ever. really, thanks for bearing with me. and yeah sorry for being so hell bad. hmm if only... ohwell. we are like not even friends now. and i will really want to be on talking terms with you again. takecare alright.
hah i think im mad. anyway, im a super happy girl! (: hah
> KC, hmm. everything is gonna be fine yeah. i just need a lil more time. and really, dont make promises to me.
i dont have my bio stuff, so charkoh is going to scan and send them to me! ohmygoodness! i so love you charkoh! (: thanks thanks thanks!
> DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE
For all the
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
love can fade; can break away
can be forgotten` but not replaced
can be forgotten` but not replaced
10/16/2006 12:49:00 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i had hell of a fun time today. really really had so much fun alright. all the talks, laughing, fighting and all. i love you guys so much. thank you for today! i love each and everyone of you! (: im gonna miss you all so much ): im missing you guys alr ):
hah im tired. i need sleep. theres o's bio pract on tues and what the hell have i been doing? playing and playing. smartly.
anyway, to this person
> cant you just keep your nose to yourself and stay out of others' affairs? seriously
10/15/2006 11:57:00 PM
so yesterday. i was so lazy to get out of bed. i wanted to give acjc a miss. but nic called and got me out of bed. so yeah rushed out. met senior angela and lakeside. and alex also! we were all standing at the same place waiting for the train lah. then i was looking into the window, then i saw alex's reflection then i went "ALEX LEONG!" then he got a shock. hah funny.
then yeah so got off first. senior angela smsed me afterward. telling me alex is so cute. HAHAH of course, our whole family very cute okay. hah mother umah thomas! (: tahah
so went to ac. met up with mel, nic, jul and cor. then yeah we were just being spectators. watching the people play. until this girl she came up and she caught us! then we had to go down. so mel and i warmed up and stuff. so yeah, wahlao my whole body is aching like sai la seriously. and my freaking stamina sucks like what the hell man. hahah
so yeah, so the teacher said that she will try to get me into ac for the first 3 months. gonna join ac for training (: then yeah, i must train hard so that i'll be among the top few on the appeal list for first three months. but i dont wanna go first three months lah, so its okay. hahah i just wanna go for the orientation and trainings. hah
ohyeah! petrina was there (: so she was like talking to me and all. yay! HAHAHA(: shes so damnit handsome lah. tahah. and i played against teri and alongside weilin (: wahahah. i tell you, i cant wait to start training! ((:
sherri and ness came to watch. so was talkin to the both of them.
sherri: .... will get addicted
me: what thing?
sherri: smoking
me: HUH!
sherri: hahahahaha
ness: you got see her reaction, damn funny lah. kim ure damn cute
kim: wahlao, assholes.
so malu lah. hahah
me: sherri your friend ah
sherri: kind of. we played frisbee together
me: oh frisbee. youre the frisbee?
sherri: HUH im the frisbee?
me: hahahah
ness: aiyoh sherri she where got so flat wan
me: hahahah
ness: lets play captains ball
me: youre the ball ah
ness: hahah. thanks lor. sherri is frisbee and im a ball. proves that im much rounder
me: HUH! i didn mean it that way!
hahah stupid ness.
ohyah so after that, mel and i walked around acjc. met alot of ex fairsians. yeah. so sijay was trying to get this acjc openhouse flag. its pretty! hah. so mel went around asking all the guys carrying that goodie bag to give her the flag.
mel: "APPARENTLY, ALL THE JCS IN SINGAPORE ARE USING THAT PLASTIC BAG"
hahahahah wah, i laughed like shit lah. its damn funny. all the people she asked were the people who came from other schools' openhouse. hahah
oh and the girl who brought us down for the selections was my wing defence last year lah. hahah so coincidental right. shes from ij. so
me: youre my wing defence!
pamela: isit? i dont remember you.
me: is your name pamela?
pamela: yeah. wow you have a good memory
haha okay, im insignificant lah. hah
tahah went back to school. then chatted a fairbit. its damn funny. had a fun time (: hah. ohyeah so went to dover. got some junk and back to school. was in the hall at the booth. blahblah. talked and all. then after that, some shit happened. then yeah all of us left.
i went to meet ben song. hahah in half-u. so ugly lah. tahah. hmm yeah. i was having a bad headache ): and AS USUAL. ben song was late. ASSCRACK.
ben: lets meet at somerset
me: okay. cya
ben: im on my way. i want to shop
me: okay, shop around where. wisma ah. okay lor i go meet you at orchard mrt. asscrack
then i walked there lah. asshole. hahah
so yeah met up with him and all. went to far east. went around looking for my ear studs. and i couldnt find them ): then the shoes i wanted had no size ): ben ure a jinx man. hah
so that big guy spent a BOMB. puma shoes, bracelet, necklace plus pendant, dinner, vcd. blah. hahah idiot man. and we met eunice THRICE. twice at fareast, once at taka. hahah
so i was practically a laughing machine all night alright. i laughed and laughed man. hahah.
ben: i had this friend, he didn bring his graph paper. so he drew all the squares and lines on the table and plotted the graph and he went "miss yeo, correct a not"then miss yeo screamed at you and he nearly got expelled for vandalism.
me: WHAT THE HELL. HAHAHHAHAHH
ben: then i was laughing like mad. so miss yeo asked me, benjamin do you think its very funny. then i replied with a solemn face DAMN FUNNY LEH MISS YEO.
me: hahahaha! reminds me of miss mano and me! hahah
ben: eh whats the biggest size for the pe shirt
me: 44?
ben: okay, help me buy one pair
me: one PAIR?!?!?! hahahah
dinner at bk was hilarious man. hahah.
me: can i have ketchup please. many many.
the person grabbed a whole lot and put them on the tray. NINE packets. HAHAHA
so ben was searching for something in his pocket. his findings. a toothpick, a mint cloret. and keys. hahah who the hell has A mint cloret and toothpick in his pocket?!
ben: whats a bei ge (looking away)
me: huh? bei ge? (turns around)
ben: no no, im talking to you. but not looking at you
me: oh. bei ge... BEIGE isit?!
ben: ohyah! beige!
me: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA BEI GE!!!
ben: then whats a T-O-T-E
me: err, tote?
ben: oh so its a beige tote. i thought it was some italian word
me: HAHAHAH you think what! BEI-GE TO-TAE ah
wah damn funny man. hahaha
ben: so whats a tote?
me: i draw for you. (so i use ketchup and draw. and it looked like shit)
me: okay nevermind. i use fries ( so i placed the fries nicely but looked like shit too)
ben: so isit a female bag
me: yeah
ben: never tell me earlier
me: you never ask
hahah so we went to taka. cause we wanted to go puma. so yeah. along the way, we bumped into sheranne and ________. so yeah. TELL ME, who the hell pops her face right in front of you when ure walking?! of course you'll get a shock right! wahlao then she kept laughing at me lah! basket. hah
so yah, we walked walked walked. saw bits and pieces. so.. shit man. should i pierce or not. cause im darn scared of pain. hahah. finally, okay lah. pierce. so i pierced another earhole. so total. one on my left ear. 3 on my right ear. the reason why i pierced is because HAHAHA. i want to wear "K I M" on my ear. HAHAHA so dumb right. but eh, its cool okay. hahah
so yeah, got ben's shoes and all. then went to the basement to look for food. then we saw this BIGBIGBIG BEAR! i love bears! its like super big. like maybe 4 or 5 times of me. hahah damn big! so nice lah! hahah.
so yeah we went to heeren. everywhere was like closed. haha so we saw this guy tripped. and we laughed. okay thats damn evil lah okay. but then when ben walked out, he tripped at the same spot. DAMN FUNNY LAH. hahah
oh yeah so we went to cine to meet up with his friends. we saw this guy trying frantically to push and pull open the door. but there was a sign "DOOR CLOSED. PLEASE USE ANOTHER ENTRANCE" wahahah i was laughing like shit i tell you.
so met up with shane, daniel, ken and shane's girlfriend. her name is patience! so cool right. haha and shes pretty! tahah. shane and her tsk. very compatible. hahah
so yeah we were at bk talking and all. the ken guy, hes damnit funny i tell you. he and all his theories. what dont resort to violence, just use threats of violence. and alot of things lah. then he told us some of the things he did in school. what put a super big thumb tack on the teacher's chair. put alot of crickets into the drawer. what make gunpowder. about this sick ass who cut up a frog and dripped lemon juice on the beating heart. and alot of things lah. hes damnit funny i tell you. super super funny! hah.
so then we all walked to the back of heeren. took cabs, got to the labyrinth. so yeah played pool and all. pretty fun time. had a really long talk with daniel. hah we used to talk last time. when i was in sec two i think. hah its nice catching up with him (:
tahah so they ordered alcoholic drinks and all. woah damn bitter lah. yucks. hahah and they were like a bit the drunk ah. hahah. then yeah played till like 2 plus. then we went off, they dropped me at the back of taka and i took nightrider home. so came home, crashed straight away. so damn tired. but yeah got a message at like 4 am in the morning
> hmm, yeah everything is fine lah yeah. dont worry. im not angry (: thanks for being so sweet anyway.
so yeah, tuition just ended. i shall go out later (: hahah.
hah i had super alot of fun yesterday! (:
> heyy you idiot. take care alright. you know im always here. so yeah please be strong and cheer up and all. i believe you can get thru it. alright? (:
show the world ; the warmth of your smile
10/15/2006 01:25:00 PM