Thursday, November 30, 2006
> freaken childish !@#$%^&
> we are so gone. so much for all those "i'll always be here for you" and all those nightly "goodnights". all those damn phone calls, smses and being nice. now, look. what the hell happened.
i love christina and jaclyn! (:
11/30/2006 01:20:00 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
he's not exactly everything I thought that he might be
he's a dandelion
he looks like everything I need
I thought he was a flower
but I found out he's a weed
okay im home. im dead beat. haha actually not. im pretty energetic. but i'll be a mummy tmr im so sure. read on to find out. HAHAH
so today, i was late. met up at harbourfront. hmm lets see. ian dric jiayi norman alex tiff cheryl mel shane esmonde chye aik clarence david joash peter wenyao kong sherman. hope i didn leave out anybody. so cabbed to sentosa. told you cabbing was cheaper right cedric goh! hah so yeah, we went to siloso, to realise that the soccer court is GONE. so we boarded the tram back to the beach station. mel shane and i boarded it but not the rest, they walked to the other tram stop, dont know for what also. then our tram passed by jiayi. and he hopped on! DAMN FREAKING FUNNY. then like 3 seconds later, the tram stopped for other ppl to get on. and then the uncle said "PLEASE DO NOT HOP ONTO THE MOVING TRAM" HAHAHAHHA then met up with lissa (: so trammed to palawan.
oh and alex was so cute! when all of us were like talking about the missing soccer court. alex said "i think... you guys should fight" HAHAH so cute right he! then dricee ran all the way to the end of the beach to look for the courts. and he runs like a hmmm, rocket? HAHAH not so exaggerating lah. but damnit fast. yeah my sister, of course right. tahah
and chye aik and esmonde pierced their ears?!?!?! esmonde looks damn girly with his ear and his really RED lips. hah pretty aye? HAHAH. so to palawan. we reached there at like 1.05. haha then we all played captains ball! hahah super fun! my group won! my group consists of CHARKOH, TIFF, SHANE, JOASH, JIAYI, ESMONDE, IAN, CLARENCE and ME! should be lah. hah we got no tall people lah! cause chye aik and david were in the other group! but we still won! YAY! tahah i was the catcher. and i fell twice ): cuts cuts. damnit. everytime go beach sure will have cuts.
hah then played volleyball and stuff. left at 2. and the most pissing thing of the day is. at 2.50, I WAS STILL FREAKING IN SENTOSA. wahlao my training starts at 3 lah. then i was like OHNO IM SO DEAD. anyway, met some asshole on the bus. HMPH. its a stranger. rah. hmm i was so damn kanchiong i wanted to change in the bus but then got alot of people. hmm then reached ac's back gate. YAY SO HAPPY. time check 3.30. WTH THE GATE IS LOCKED?! walked to the front gate. changed and stuff, time check 3.40+ -_-" then coach says "go do warm up with that girl" so i went with some senior. she said "2.4" and i HUH!?
so i run run run run run. FOUR rounds. and i still was running running when miss tan called me back. we dont have to do 2.4. only need to run THREE rounds. WOAH. okay then stretched and all. then started training. this is the WORST training i ever had in my whole life. fairfield's fitness is like not even 1/5 as tiring. WTH MAN. weights weights and weights. step up with weights, push up with weights, sit up with weights, hop with weights. EVERYTHING ALSO WEIGHTS! still got damn alot of things man. and no water break lah. even after you run also no water break. its damn tiring. my whole body is aching like sai. i think i wont be able to feel my arms or legs or back tomorrow.
woah its like TORTURE. okay. so i survived it. alright everyone did. hah so then did square. we did like a hundred or more. keep doing non stop lah. cause no one said stop..... then played game. TEN MINUTES was what coach said. it felt like 30 minutes. seriously. im not kidding. and then, she said LAST THREE GOALS after a freaking long time. thank god i had no WD, then dont need to run so much. and my feet had wounds. then it was super damnit painful ): and my injured finger is injured again ): im gonna need to go for major repair. hah
so after training. coach talked to me (: yay im a happy girl. yeah. so rushed off and stuff. was at harbourfront. then a few people came up to me and asked me stuff. hahah about sentosa lah. and i felt like some tour guide. tahah yeah. went back to sentosa. reached there at like 7. i missed FIVE WHOLE hours of fun )))): all cause of dricee goh. so that ass helped me to carry my bag. yay. hah i showered and stuff. then we left for dinner at harbourfront. tahah
brought new york pizza into pasta mania. HAHAH. stupid ian, tell me the wrong name of the spaghetti. WHAT BOWTIE! hahah. and i ate potato salad. poor jiayi. his food tasted like shit, and he felt so sick. aye take care. and i ate so freaking alot. SERIOUSLY. omg, PIG MAN. hahah i can actually eat so much that WENYAO IS SHOCKED. and he told them about the damn pizza incident. the one that i ate almost as much as wenyao. HAHAH idiot man. wenyao eats damn alot lah! he eats like 2 packets of rice each time. tahah so that means i eat alot too. and yeah, IM FAT LAH OKAY.
hah so then we took many photos! ian was like "wahlao dont scream lah you all. you think ur house ah" then i "YEAH! my house!" then he "oh so sad, my house opposite. nicer" HAHAHA stupid he meant vivo lah. hah super funny. then i rushed to candy empire with lissa. NO MORE KIT KAT COOKIE DOUGH. im a SAD girl )): so bought kit kat hazelnut praline. yeah. hahah. then mel shane cheryl ian choo and clarence came trailing. tahah. then we all parted from there. lissa choo clarence and i went to take bus. on the way there, we heard sirens! then i was so excited and wanted to see what happened! okay im damn kpo. but its an accident, wouldn you be curious too? hahah. but then.. it wasnt an accident. -_-" its a big big truck carrying dont know what stuff. and its dangerous. thats whyyy need police escorts. hah
166 came. lissa and i went up, and we met dricee at the door. so we all went upstairs. hahah. then we all were quiet. suddenly we three talked. at the same time! hahah so coincidental! tahah. then dric said that he wanted to go sentosa again. then i was like me too! then lissa said dont want. then i was like "i like didn play at all lah!" then i looked at dric. then he "okay lah! thank you lah thank you lah!" like praying to me! hahah super funny. so then dric dropped. and then we kept waving to him! hahah damn funny. and that ass's heart is damn painful. cause his soccer ball has a BIG BIG scratch! hahah and i tried comforting him. "aiyah ball meant to be like that one what" then he NO! hahahah hes so cute. tahah ohyah! and jem and he got scolded by some bus driver cause they pressed the bell many times. hahah. and he kept laughing when i told him that i know about it! then i asked him to press the bell when he getting off. he pressed three times lah that ass! hahah.
alright, supposed to go out with lin and jaclyn. but i didnt. miscommunication. hah and i need rest. tahah actually im not very tired. but i bet if i go to bed now. im sure i will fall asleep very soon! tahah i think im like quite high huh. no im not! tahah oh! and i dreamt of this pretty girl last night! then she was talking to me, then she suddenly became a monster! scared the hell out of me man. hahah.
anyway! i had alot of fun today! altho its like a realy short time! (: again again! hahah.
alright, goodnight people! i shall go to bed! (: takecare everyone!
but somehow you were different from what i've known ;
11/28/2006 11:32:00 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
hmm so yesterday night, went to celebrate granny's birthday. so yupp. i ate the most lah. mummy asked me to finish everything lah! and she was staring at me right ear. then suddenly she pulled my ear "WHEN DID YOU HAVE 3 EARHOLES?" hahah damn funny. man, im having hiccups. its been a long long time since i last had hiccups. hmm so i ate so hell alot, but i didn feel full. so then asked if i could go for stayover. and my brother was being such a pest. kept asking my parents to say no. but in the end i could go luh.
so packed and all. and you know something, NEO WAS SLOWER THAN ME. he said he would leave house at 9. RUBBISH. neo asked me to take in carbon dioxide cause i have hiccups. HAHAH idiot man. and hes a damn bugger. hes been bugging me for ages for some song. asscrack.
hah so met up with leon, then neo came like 5minutes later. hah and he knew that i brought beardy! so smart. so we went to videoezy. borrowed you, me and dupree, constantine and date movie. hah so wanted to go ntuc, but it was closed. so bought quite some stuff from 7-11 and bussed to leon's.
so we ate cheesecake and watched you me and dupree. kinda boring. then the show ended, watched constantine. its nice! and neo fell asleep. AS USUAL. after that show, we watched date movie! hahah its damn funny. neo: "wahlao, damn funny. i want to sleep also cannot" five minutes later, hes gone. NEHNEH! hahah. anyway, less than 3 hours at leon's and i was hungry again. OMG my stomach's crazy! so we all ate cup noodles. hah.
tahah so went to sleep at like 5? couldnt sleep lah. all thanks to leon teh -_-" in the end, i went to sleep on the floor. its damn freaking cold. i was shivering lah. hahah we kept waking up at diff times. then in the end, all of us woke up tgt at 12 plus. then we chatted and all. then played cards. hah. then played maple. then went for lunch and now we are all home.
hahah it was great fun! (:
neo's favourite song "teh leo teh leo, kim yeo kim yeo" and he claps along -_-"
ohyah, after lunch, we walked past this shop, this bakery. then we all wanted to eat doughnuts! hahah damn funny. and neo is darn asshole! hahah. and for freak's sake! neo, ure not big brother neo! ure small puny birdie neo! HAHAH.
hiccups hiccups hiccups. go awayyyy.
im so damnit full, im a FAT BLOB
and, jaclyn lives in SELF DELUSION: "im the cutest of the cutest" tskk.
and jaclyn's cousin is BLIND! tahah
> its been six days, and i took the initiative to sms you. whats the matter? i miss
mean freaks.
well, im way past caring.
; now its just too late
11/27/2006 05:19:00 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
this is the dedication thing!
kit kat cookie dough! (:
11/26/2006 04:50:00 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
so there was a major jam. and it was drizzling. and we were so hoping that the match would be cancelled. tahah. then in the end, it wasnt cancelled. wore the yellow jj shirt that they lent me. hahah its big lah! and its S. tahah. so yeah, i played super badly today. ohwell. we won wow juniors. 29-9. then we were watching xnij play. whoohoo. gaby and pet. tahah
showered. and went to kfc. lin pangsehed us AGAIN. hah so yeah jaclyn and i finished up and left. went to suntec. then to millenia walk. candy empire (: got 2 more kit kat cookie dough. hah yay. but it melted in my bag! im damn sad ): we went to the fountain there. hah nice! and romantic! hah. then that girl kept thinking about lotsa stuff. aiyoh.
tahah i want my next boyfriend to ask me to be his girlfriend at the fountain with the message dedication thing! so sweet! hahah okay like i will have a boyfriend.
tahah so then walked around and stuff. wanted to meet ben. but he had some party on. so yeah, we bussed home. met jiazhi and celeste on the bus. yeah so bussed to clementi and came home. was feeling super unwell, and im running a fever. feeling better now, gonna sleep soon. my body is like some pok lah, so freaking weak. and i dont know whats wrong with my stomach. its like less that 3 hours after i ate, i felt hungry. and i ate KFC somemore lah. wahlao. perhaps its cause i start netball again, then must eat more. aiyah dont know lah. im spoilt. just last week, i was still eating like quite little and now im eating so much. im SPOILT. hmph
this post is like so crappy. hmph. and mummy doesn allow me to go for the stayover. freakit. im upset. celebrating granny's bday tmr night. hopefully mum will let me stayover after the dinner. i really really want to go.
ahh dumb fever. guess its cause i ran in the rain. hmm. goodnight
> four days.
; forget the silent nights in the city
11/25/2006 11:59:00 PM
so went out today. met jem at around 6 plus. so bussed to vivo. had dinner at new york pizza. yummy (: then walked to vivo. its big. hah so yeah, there was nothing nice in topshop or forever21 or any other shop that i went into. went to CANDY EMPIRE <3.>
then yeah, we went to the secret place that jem talked about. its damn nice. damn romantic and all. hahah we took some photographs and stuff. we walked like dont know how many rounds lah! cause we couldn find the staircase! hah then went to the playground. sat by the fountain and talked. looked at the kids playing. hah it was a great time. yeah. i bought gummies too (:
so then went back at around 11. hah wahlao, we wanted to buy another kit kat cookie dough wan nah. hah but close already. so then yeah, bussed to clem. i was lazy to run for the bus and so i missed it. hah then met xinyi, mary, meng and xiangfeng at clem. mary's gift is super nice lah! hah.
theres match tmr at 4pm. wish us luck (:
> dont you think that youre so freaking unreasonable? everyone needs their breathing space.
> JEM! (: had fun today! hahah. and please lah! since when have you saved me! hahah
> its been three days since you smsed me. i wonder how are you.
wanted to type some stuff. haiya. forget it.
you see colours no one else can see ;
11/25/2006 12:54:00 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
tuesday
i forgot what i was doing in the morning. i probably was rotting and using com. oh i remembered! hahah i woke up at freaking 8.45 and cabbed to school! wahlao! sucks lah. waste my money ): then after that fourdee went to take photographs! hahah then after that a bunch of us rotted at the stone tables. hah. then 16th decemeber! CLASS OUTING to this musical! (: sweeet. hahah
so to dover for breakfast. then lissa's dad gave us a lift to clementi. so came home. and slept straight away. then yeah was supposed to be in school with jaclyn and lin but i wasnt. sorry lah. i damn tired know. hahah asses. then yeah went for the farewell. oops i was late. hahah
then miss lee ranked us according to who came first and stuff! then she didn want to let me eat! hahah idiot man her. so yeah. dinner was pretty alright. much crapping with the teachers, yeeleen, and the two miss lees. hah yeah.
so after dinner, we were snapping photographs here and there. so then went to the LT for the farewell thing. so the sec ones were up first. they did this dance thing. super cute lah! hahah. then the sec twos did a puppet show. and the puppets were so pretty! hahah. then the sec threes did a video. so then yeah. miss lee and yeeleen both gave a talk and all. tahah. so the sec threes placed out gifts underneath our chairs. hah so sweet! and its a pretty towel! (: the sec ones gave up a erm some flower thing. i dont know what flower. hahah and a packet of candies. hah then the sec twos did some prize presentation thing. im LIL MISS CRAZY. hahah like HELLO?! im not! hahah so i got this frog puppet and this pretty netball trophy. hahah sweethearts (:
shahidah's was damn funny. she got a panda. we all thought that she would get the elephant. then when they announced, "shahidah, as LITTLE" then christina started laughing. cause of the word LITTLE. damn bad right her. hahah. then you know who got the elephant? XINYI! HAHAHA damn freaking funny! she was like "why i elephant!" then aileen said "cause monkey very hard to make!" HAHAH damn funny lah. its like the NETBALL ZOO. mary and martha twin tortoises, christina horse/giraffe, jaclyn pig, me frog. just that xinyi and yujia's ones are wrong. hahah yujia is supposed to be chicken lah! HAHAH
anyway, so then we were kept inside LT for a while. then when we went out, the sec threes did a song downstairs, with lightsticks "WE LOVE YOU" so sweet lah! i think this is the best farewell ever man. hahah. THANK YOU JUNIORS! (:
so then had this auction thingy with the amazing race money. my group had 1240! so much right! hahah (: then we combined group with mel's group. they had 1535. then we had so much money! HAHAH but then we spent the money on the wrong stuff lah. we waited till the expensive stuff, but all not nice wan lah. hahah
so then went upstairs. then the sec ones asked us to bunk with them. monkey and i played with lightsticks. hahah. then went downstairs with our bathing stuff with lin and jac. wanted to play captains ball with the gb girls. then they all shower already! ohyah! and i sprained my finger lah ): hmph. so we lied down on the parade square. quite alot of stars. hahah then we were talking and laughing as if the whole parade square was ours lah. hahah then the gb teachers came and asked us whether we want to go up or stay there. so we went up to the fourth floor and showered. yeah. the sec ones are damn cute, they asked us to bunk with them, then most of them fell asleep. hahah.
so we were talking and everything, telling ghost stories. till like 3 plus. then someone cycled and bought food for us. then yeah, cause every shutter was locked, and there was no way we could get out of the classroom block. lin and i climbed to the stairs from the second level. quite scary actually. haha MISSION IMPOSSIBLE FOUR. tahah. so yeah got all the stuff and we climbed back in. then yeah, continued talking and all till like 5 plus am. and i fell asleep. tahah. xinyi was angry lah. so damn scary. hahah.
so woke up about an hour later. packed up and stuff. left for lin's house. slept for a while. bussed to jj. had breakfast at spc. then went in. waited for a pretty long time. then yeah, started warm up, i was like some POK lah. hahah so i played two quarters. wahlao the sun was so freaking hot i tell you. i nearly just died man. i am damn chaota now. so much for becoming fairer already ): HAHAH its okay lah. its nice being dark too okay!
so we won two quarts and lost two i guess. there was this CT girl. shes damn funny. she was walking behind me. then suddenly she "TA MA DE. NA GE TAI YANG HEN RE" wahlao i laughed like shit. hahah and i was telling lin about this roseanne girl. damn funny. i laughed till i nearly died seriously. HAHAH. shit im like giggling now. HAHAHAH oops.
so then after the match. had to go home. and yeah, settled some stuff. then went out at like 3 plus to lin's house. brought so much clothes there cause they said they wanted to go out at night. wahlao in the end, we woke up at like 8. then they dont wanna go alr lah! hahah idiots! then we had dinner at her granny's place. oh the good thing about her place is that, her granny stayed three doors away. and her godmother stays directly below her. so cool right. hahah and her eldest sis stays at dover park view. and her mum stays a few blocks away. hahah.
hahah so we ate. then went back to her house and slacked. talked and all. then her sis drove us to holland to buy stuff. then went back to watch project runway. then jaclyn slept! then i slept also. hahah so funny. then when i woke up, oops 1130am. HAHAH. so then we rotted and talked. then woke up. ate maggi and corn! (: then watched rest stop. wahlao its so gross lah the show. its like texas chainsaw but not as bad. the killer is a psycho man.
tahah so after that. packed up and left for home. got home at like 3.30. showered and rushed like mad. then left house at 3.45. fast right! met this lil girl and her granny at clementi. the girl wanted to hit her granny lah. like wth, then so many ppl were looking at them. okay i was glaring at her. im kpo. hmm. met jemi and her boyfriend. hah. then went to school. ven's bro talked to me. HAHAH hes the security guard lah. tahah he asked me where i stay and stuff. tahah hes damn funny. call him VEN! he will respond! HAHAH. slacked around and all. WAHLAO! I LOST MY NETBALL LAH! it was in my locker! got lock wan okay. wahlaooo. anyway must clear my locker. i forgot. hahah.
then we saw mdm xuhui and miss mano. then we talked to them. waited for xinyi's call. then left school. bussed to kallang. supposed to reach at 7. we reached at 7.45 lah! hah got major major jam. then we missed out on dinner with the jj girls also. yeah.
so warmed up and stuff. theres this girl, she looks like ness! shes called melissa. they have two melissas in the team. hahah. she was telling me about them meeting a snake and a frog. hahah. so then did one third court. i played two quarts also. woah, thank God its at night. i dont really feel very tired. good good. hahah. i played centre again lah. like wahlao i dont like. damn tiring. hahah. anyway, we played agst VJC. and i was so angry with them! they damn ass lah i tell you. they purposely take their time to pass to the centre for centrepass. then when th umpire blew them for any offence, they take like 20 seconds to set it up. its like all the time that they wasted right, we could have scored another like maybe 15 goals. okay nevermind. hahah anyway, we won. hmm 76-0. yeah
so after that, took photos and all. went to kfc for LUNCH. hahah met DJ! hah so then when we were leaving, we said bye to DJ. then his friends right, they damn assholes lah. HMPH. then bussed home. waited for the bus for damn long. then we saw this bangla waving at us! oh anyway, i cut my super long nails )))):
so got home at like 1am. was kinda angry cause of something. but was angry only for like 30 seconds. i cant be bothered anyway. hah
hmph so sat on the sofa and rotted for like 30minutes. i nearly fell asleep! hah showered and all, and went to bed. hah yeah. so here i am. i just woke up. just submitted the pae form, i anyhow do lah! die already man. hahah anyway the JJ girls are nice nice nice! SHIYUN, JOANNE, QIHUI, JIAPEI, VANESSA, MEL, MELLY, JESCINDA (: hahah and joanne was telling us that jj sucks. HAHAH.
was supposed to have outing to sentosa and 6.1 bbq at night next friday. im so nice to you okay cedric goh! hah. that ass messaged me. hahah. super funny. ahahah that tard.
anyway, kengheng left for germany already. he messaged me! hahah so funny. that ass. he met th singapore table tennis team lah. hah i think kengheng's bill will be a bit the high. hah. takecare you ass! (:
yeah shit im damn hungry now. hahah. im gonna hurry eat. and then rot till like 4 plus. then im going to vivo! (: anyway, i have many many photos to upload. i think i'll create a new blog for photos! hahah cause i dont want this blog to lagggg. hahah. i think im like so high. crazy already man.
> i cant be bothered anymore. cause this isnt your first time trying to get people to turn against me. say whatever you want. you know who you cant get to turn against me, and you dont utter a word to them. i see, youre smart. go ahead. i know your true character at least. i know more than you think i do.
now, its not others' opinion of you that im taking. its my own impression of you. youre just not who i thought you were. are you any different from the people you termed scheming? i guess not.
forget it, i cant be bothered anymore.
> leon! neo! takecare in camp! (:
gonna get something to eat. tata (:
11/24/2006 01:04:00 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
some shit happened. and freak, im darn moody right now.
farewell was fantastic. i love my juniors. will blog about it when im back.
the match just now was alright. im like some pok right now. im darnit tired.
thanks to everyone who cares about me. really really appreciate it alot. but i really dont wanna burden you guys. thanks for everything, sweethearts.
> thanks for cycling to buy food for us.
i have alot to type. but not right now. not in the mood to. i need sleep badly.
im feeling damn argh right now. like my emotions are crashing. shit it, i hate this feeling.
what the hell is wrong with me.
and.. i didn mean to fall in love with you.
11/22/2006 02:04:00 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
so today morning, went for supper at like 1plus am. hah madness man. cabbed to lakeside. and then walked back to my house there -_-" ASS MAN. hah then we were walking around like lunatics lah. go to cheers then 7-11 then walk here and there. then that stupid shit refused to eat lah. then i was so damn hungry, then i dont like people to see me eat and not eat. tahah. then after like damn long, at like 3. then i cant be bothered already. i just went to buy food. then in the end, that stupid shit was tempted and he ate also. wahlao i should have done that longgg time ago man. hah. yeah so then ate and all. talked alot and stuff. went off at about 3 plus am.
> aye i had fun (: thanks for walking me home. hah
today morning. i woke up at like 8.15. omg and i cabbed to school. reached at like 9.10. wahlao then in the end, alot of people late lah. waste my freakingggg cab fare again. ): so yeah. i was damn damn damn freaking tired lah. collected my testimonial and all. then fourdee went to take photographs! (:
then after that, went to dover for lunch with jacq, evan, lissa, es, clarence and chye aik. after that, lissa's dad gave evan and i a lift to clementi. and i bussed home. so yeah. reached home, slept right away. just woke up. gonna pack now. theres farewell later. i might be back tomorrow night or thursday afternoon. depends (:
take care everyone!
> enshao! sorry! ): thursday!
> jewel, thanks for everything okay. for standing by me and being there for me. for caring and helping. man, i just love you so so much. friday yeah (:
> to this person, please stop trying to find out stuff from my friends. even if they know, i dont see why they should tell you, when youre not my friend anymore. so freaking, freak off.
> i know i broke your heart, i didnt mean to. im sorry.
> i was never leading you on. i just dont wanna hurt. sorry.
if only i could turn back time, i wont allow myself to get into any of this shit.
argh. bye everyone.
till then. love, kim
11/21/2006 05:05:00 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
we took many many photographs! hah then went to the cca block there with lin and jac. finally, im with them (: hah. talked alot, about many things. hah.anyway, i love my group man. we were like super enthu. we kept running here and there. hahah. so then left the school at like 8 plus. so now im home.
the camp is like so fun lah. no trainings at all wan know. wahlao ehhh. like so not fair please. hahah
met this girl last night. she was smoking with a bunch of bengs. then when i looked closely. she was once an innocent girl. i remembered coming home one evening, then i met her. okay thats when i was p4. then she came up to me and said "can i be your friend" then i just said "yah" and smiled. then yeah i went home. and now, shes like some chao ah lian. and shes smoking. hmph.
theres farewell tmr night. we are gonna stayover (: then the next day, theres a match against clementi town. hah. and we have to go to school tmr to collect report book. like eew. haha nevermind. we are gonna take many many pictures! FOURDEE! (:
"i knew it. i know you sure cannot dont like anyone" ugh.
> im sorry. but i guess, we shouldnt talk anymore.
i dont want to hurt anyone. im sorry.
i may not reply anyone these few days. im sorry.
11/20/2006 09:35:00 PM
theres no stronger word i can use
this is gonna be long (:
hah. so friday. last paper. history. it was so darn !#%&#^&^$*. alright forget it. oh. then chia wenfang that girl gave me a big shock! she was like "SO COOL!" then i HUH? then she pointed to my ear then asked other people to come and see. HAHAH super funny. it was the KIM earrings. hah. so after that, went to kengheng's house. went with esmonde and colin first. so wanted to walk and i wanted to take bus. so i reached kengheng's house first. was in his room watchin tv with him jiayi and lissa. hah so then one by one, people arrived. kengheng's bed is super comfy! hah.
then yeah. the girls and jiayi watched step up. like what the hell, clarence got the dvd so soon. so much for 100% good quality. HAHAH like sai lah. and the subtitles were all wrong. we had a great time laughing man. and jiayi is like so dramatic. AS USUAL. hah. then we went to some place for dinner. we ate like 110 bucks worth lah. hah darn funny. there were some uncles who were really nice and gave up their table for us, cause we needed like THREE tables. there were 11 of us then. hah. dinner was mad mad fun. we were like a bunch of lunatics man! hah
then after that, norman came. then joash came. we went to ginza. i was like some mad idiot. sayin hi to no one. HAH. then ven that idiot was cycling! he was chasing after our bus lah! DARN FREAKING FUNNY! tahah so we reached kengheng's house. the guys went for lan. some were playing winning eleven. and the girls watched coyote ugly. pretty nice. hah then the guys came back. so a big bunch of us walked to west coast park.
then we were climbing the pyramid thing. super funny! hahah. then the rest cycled there. so then we were playing like evrything there. the swinging thing and all. they pushed me here and there like 20 times, darn fast. i nearly puked man. hahah but it was super fun! then alex norman and cedric all held onto one and swung across! "we are representing singapore! we are going to cross the amzaon river!" "ohno, i think we cant make it" and they got stuck in the middle. HAHAHA super funny lah! it happened like four times.
dricee was doing the obstacle course thing. then i went "so slow! cadet cedric goh! down ten!" hahah then he SORRY MDM SORRY MDM. then darn funny lah. "sorry mdm, i know im slow! i deserve to die!" "then die now!" "wait mdm. now doing obstacle course right. after this then die" HAHAHAH super cute lah that ass. then we all went thru the course. then after that the guys carried norman up and wanted to throw him into the sea. APPARENTLY, THERE WAS NO SEA. hahah so they carried that idiot across the super big field for NOTHING.
then norman's toe had a big big cut. then we were like helping him with it. then dont know who went "what happened to norman?"
dric: oh, red ants bit him.
me: HUH
jacq: then why you guys bring him here?
dric: cause this is the anti red ants zone.
me: HAHAHAH
jacq: huh
dric: do you see any red ants here? no right!
HAHAH dricee is so super cute! then after that, i cycled with yunxing and esmonde. then yeah. some of us cycled back while the rest walked back. hah so i cycled. on the road. damn fun man. we were all like a happy bunch of kids. tahah so back to kengheng's house. JACUZZI! (:
tahah super funny man. we were trying to get the guys to get out. so then the girls went in. then wahlao, they bullied me again lah! like always! hahah so then we got out, and let the guys go out. then dont know who pushed me in lah! then i fell in among like 5 guys. OMG. assssss
hah it was so cold. then people went to bathe and stuff. so i was like the last to shower. i was watching kengheng they all play cs. damn stupid. theres this talking thing. and its so obvious that th other person is a female. then they kept bullying her. use some duckie voice and scold vulgarities at her! hahah but that girl scolded back also lah. then they got what secret code to get into the room. damn stupid. hahah.
yeah so showered and all. the girls all like going to die already lah. hah dricee was super funny, he was like dozing off in the kitchen, waiting for the water to boil. hah. then ian that ass was watching tv. so then alot of us were in the living room, watching nacho libre. its quite boring, so alot of people fell asleep. i was sitting in the middle of ian and jiayi. then evryone else were asleep except ian and me. hahah damn funny. then the show ended. so we watched when a stranger calls. they kept saying its not nice, but at the end of it, they said it was nice! see! hahah
then everyone were like awake, and watching the incredibles. then mummy was sitting next to me. then he fell asleep. then i fell asleep too! blahblah (: alex leong is sooo super sweet and niceee (: woke up, some people left. played speed. i won esmonde! its like the fourth time im playing. triple yays! hah. then yeah. went for breakfast at ginza. ate kfc. the girls left, then the guys were all playing lan. so i went home and sleep. hah
went to clementi in the evening. then met chye aik for awhile. he was going home to get his stuff. then yeah. i went to ginza there, to find them. then jiayi kengheng and i went to rent dvd. tahah. we rented, take the lead, benchwarmers, ju-on and rumor has it. tahah so then all of us went back to kengheng's house and watched benchwarmers. tahah super funny man. ian's laughter ah, TSK. hahah! anyway, chye didn come cause he felt sick. hah
had a great great time. then we watched rumor has it. it was like quite boring. then esmonde and i wanted to watch ju-on. but kengheng and jiayi dont want! they were SCARED! like WHAT THE HELL! hahah super funny. then we ended up watching man u agst sheffield. rooney scored two, pretty pretty goals. hahah. then watched liverpool agst middlesbrough. hah jiayi is damn funny! he supports liverpool and CRITICIZES EVERY OTHER TEAM! hes damn freaking biased! so he was like commenting and everything. he was sitting right in front of the tv and watching lah! then he said alot of funny stuff. like if we say anything about any liverpool player then he will "dont you dare talk about my player" then what "ahh! that freaking ugly face blocked the goal!" "im going to give my team team talk at halftime" "im gonna make substitutions now" aiya he said alot of stupid stuff. aaron was laughing like some cockperson. damn funny. hahah and i was damn bad to esmonde! HAHAH just playing with you lah ass! and i always am in the most comfy position on the sofa! hahah! sat in between aaron and kengheng. blahblah ((:
then after the match, aaron jiayi and i watched take the lead. i fell asleep, but i woke up and watched. not like jiayi! that idiot. sleep in some stupid weird position for a few hours and refused to wake up! hahah. so then woke up at 8 plus. they were comtemplating on whether to go church. i was hoping they dont go actually. so i wont have to get up. tahah. but they decided to go in the end. so i came home at like 11, and i slept till 4 plus.
bucket called, and then yeah. went for dinner with granny. then to clem to meet bucket. to town, watched CASINO ROYALE. its very nice. go catch it. just that its 2 and a half hours long! hah it was a really great time and all (: had tonnes of fun. hah. yeah. so then bussed home. caught the last 99. tahah.
so here i am. actually its a pretty short post. lazy to go much into details. just that i had super alot of fun (:
> dricee! thanks for cycling to buy my prata! HAHAH
> alex! heyy! hmm thanks for everything! ((: youre super sweet! head, shoulder, water. lovee (:
> kengheng! (: thanks thanks thanks for the stayover and everything yea. and hmm, youre really nice! ((: shoulder. love! (((:
> stupid ian chang, HORRIFYING laughter. hahah i had fun! tahah takecare (:
> KC, aye you. its okay (: gonna go out soon yes? (:
> JEWEL! yes ure nice to me! i appreciate it okay! and im nice to you too! (: stupid shit! lovee!
first night: lissa, yunxing, evan, jacq, clarence, colin, joash, ian, cedric, norman, ven, jiayi, esmonde, chye aik, alex, wenyao, kong, kengheng, me (:
second night: esmonde, jiayi, wenyao, aaron, david, me (:
i love all of you! (:
i hope i didn leave out anyone. hah anyway, i had super alot of funnnnnnn! (:
/i have never been happier (:
> i aint leading you on. im so sure i am not.
but i dont wanna be in love.
11/20/2006 01:56:00 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
/BEARDY! hes so cute right! HAHAH (:
just woke up. oh no. so much for waking up to study man. i slept at 12 and i woke up at 4 plus. then KC called for a lil while. then yeah i went back to sleep! tahah. alright, im gonna get off this freaking distraction soon and hurry study!
oh anyway! yesterday granny was telling me about my brother. that two of my brother's friends wentto complain about him to her. DAMN freaking funny. super super funny lah. aiyah i lazy say. tahah i was wondering that day why that ass never talk about girls at all. then i found out that hes actually quite popular in school! OMG, that rascal. HAHAHAH. but honestly, hes not bad looking lah. hah and bowl and bucket think that hes so cute. HELL NO.
was thinking of names for enshao's blogs that day. freaking used up tonnes of my brain cells. HAHAH snapthemup (: nice! hahah actually we both wanted eatmywords. but in use already. tahah. oh and i do stupid things when im bored. like WhArTTz eUux DoiiNs? HAHAH damn funny. i was typing like that in my smses!
last paper today. 2.30. HAHAHAH yay man. no more books, no more notes. no moreeee EXAMS! (:
> bucket, heyy you. today's the last day of my paper already. no more neglecting you okay (: thanks for everything sweet. sunday (:
> bowl, youre such a freaking sucker! i cant believed you did that! you cheapo! ):
> tan keng heng! you big assy! hahah (: CUTE GIRL!
> KC, you pig. wahlao, you heard my damn sleepy voice! hahahah
> enshao, im happy for you! (: be happy okay!
> youre my jollybean (:
TO ALL HISTORY PAPERS TAKERS, ALL THE BEST! (:
oh im not gonna post anymore till im back! which is either tomorrow night or sunday morning! take care everyone! (: STAYOVER STAYOVER STAYOVER! ((: lalala, anyway, im freakingggg happy! (((: TAHAH. dont tell you all why! TOO BAD. HAHAH!
you never know who you can trust, never. getting to know who are your true friends is a painful process. the one you loved and who claims that he loved you so much could be the one who actually doesnt understand you at all. how weird. just some random thoughts.
i know whos true to me.
dont make promises to me, if you cant keep them.
in every breath you hear a symphony ;
11/17/2006 10:30:00 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
yesterday caught project runway! that time i was thinking why they dont design clothes for themselves. and yesterday they did! i think its the best episode so far! hah.
so then i studied chem. till about 12 plus. then i went to play com. i tell you, my com is my biggest temptation lah. i cannot cannot dont use com! hahah. then my phone rang but i didn know. so then when i checked, there was a missed call (:
so then talked on the phone for two hours! ahahah with KC (: it was damn fun i tell you! i laughed and laughed like some tard luh. so got off at like 3.30. then went to study till 4. then went to bed, alarm set at 4.40. i woke up at 9.40! WTH! then i chiong thru every shit. and my alarm woke my granny up again! HAHAH damn funny. then she gave me my blanket but not beardy. tahah. great move.
hmm so to school. oops, i ate the jellybeans that i bought for her. hahah. so then went for my exam. hmm i HATE chem. hah aiyah forget it. the paper was tough. so after the paper, i was talking to elis. then chye and jiayi ame to kpo. then they refused to go away! then after that, i realised and ran away. then they got a shock and "HOW SHE KNOW!"they were holding water balloons behind their backs! idiot!
then chye aik chased me all the way till the carpark there. then jiayi tried to ambush me. in the end, he MISSED! hah damn funny. anyway, the juniors were damn funny. they were screaming and screaming. HAHAHA super super cute lah they all, ESPECIALLY ....... HAHAHAH. so then jingwen was telling me some stuff, then after that chye aik told me some stuff! HAHAH! i was so DAMNIT HAPPY! ((((((((((((((((:
so then bussed to queensway with lissa. supposed to get my earrings. i got a shirt, plus 7 earrings plus a pouch! -_-" so much for SAVING money! hah it was time well-spent with lissa darling! (: i got my K I M already! (:
so. you know sth, the last paper's tmr! (: and then we are gonna CRASH CRASH CRASH KENGHENG's HOUSE! (: tahah i cant wait!!! gonna pack now! and kengheng is damn freaking cute!!!! HAHAH. he asked me to go and study cold war. and i was like SURE NOT. then he, I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HISTORY. wahlao! he take geog lah, but i thought maybe he got tips. BUT he cheated my feelings ): hahah. retarded ass, but still, hes so cute!
> gone are your crystalline lies and sugar coated words.
> ayeee, you. hmm come on! cheer up okay! i'll be here, i promise (: takecare. hurry be okay, if not im not going out with you! (:
> KC (:
oh! i say bye to the security guard everyday! i will say BYE VEN! then he will say bye back! hahah hes ven's brother! HAHAH no lah. anyhow. tahah.
anyway, im so freaking happy lah damnit ((((((((((((:
I LOVE YOU!
and right, im so gonna kill bowl. ure dead. SERIOUSLY.
im gonna study at 12! i hope! i hope KC calls (:
; gone are those days
11/16/2006 09:37:00 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
rushed to school. there was training. went to talk to yeeleen. hahah spider was as retarded as usual. aileen cut her hair! SUPER SHORT! hahah. so yeah, went to find miss liang. actually didn ask her much. joshua lim taught me the whole organic chem shit. thanks man! (: oh! and i saw mund choo! i missed him so so much lah! ): hahah
so then i wanted to go to dover. then no one wanted to go with me! then they still asked me to buy stuff for them! WAHLAO! hahah. anyway its damn funny. we were talking about aloysius again. dricee alex and me. MUT (:
me: dric, your brother get results already? my brother got mine already
dric: how did he do
me: my mum wants to cane him
dric: what he get
me: three band 3 one band 2
dric: hahah, my brother got ......
alex and me: HUH
alex: seriously, no wonder he everyday go tuition, the class thing.
dric: its some class that trains his mind wan. but they should just send him to a psychologist. he seriously got something wrong
me: how come
dric: you know after his math paper, then my father asked him.
dad: so hows your paper?
aloysius: okay lor
dad: did you check through?
aloysius: yes
dad: did you find any mistakes?
aloysius: yes
dad: then what did you do?
aloysius: then like that lor
dric: he found mistakes and he still then like that lor! he seriously got something wrong.
HAHAHAHHAA its damn funny man. before i went dover, i played a round of asshole taidee, and im the king! (: hah. so i went to dover, tabao alot of things back. then HAHAH something damn damn damn dumb happened. esmonde and i bought fried dumplings. we were in learnatfairfield then he was opening the vinegar bag, then i shouted MR TAN! i wasnt faking. and he spilled the vinegar all over his pants and on the floor. DAMN FUNNY. then right, i was at the door, asking him to hurry. then i dropped my vinegar packet! then it burst! and everything spilled on the floor too! then at that SECOND, mr ow appeared next to me. WHAT THE HELL, how suay can i get! then i was like "i will clean up" then i just walked away. hahah.
so went to the canteen to eat. peter was with us also. then he was saying that he wants to go more class outings and stuff. ayeeee, its really great. last time peter was like I HATE OUR CLASS. hahahah. so then went back to learn at fairfield.
talked to kenneth ong that handsome boy! hah he looks damn mischievious with his haircut. and i tell you, hes freaking skinny! hes skinnier than neo! hes 180 cm and 55 kg! DAMN SKINNY LAH! hah so we were talking about 1a and stuff. tahah kenneth is damn damn cute lah! the way he walks and stuff. and he can suddenly change tone and voice, damn funny! hah so im gonna organise a 1a outing (: cantttt wait!
oh and aaron ang you asshole! dont say hello to you already then you know! hahah. actually i know youre happy when i say HELLO AARON right! always give me that super happy smile! HAHAHAH.
tahah. so then all the people left for their geog paper. then es chye and i were in learnatfairfield. then we played soccer. damn funny. hahahah. we were like going to crash the whole place. then i remembered that last year, lin jac and i always play soccer! hahah with many many people. and we won many many times! tahah. anyway, joshua is a dammnnnnn nice guy! hahah
so we were watching soccer training and all. yeah then went home at around 6. cedric goh is an ass lah! he said that he wont play soccer! HAHAH but he went to play AGAIN. then i reminded him of his promise! then he said SINCE WHEN! hahah then that dumb ian chang said that im gullible! hahah actually i knew dricee wont keep his promise wan lah. i was just being nice! hahah.
> thank you tony tan jia yi for the message! (: all the best!
> KC. im so nice to you! right! hahah
> mitchell! thanks! (:
theres training next wednesday with jjc. ahhh. the only comfort is that, its near my house. fullstop.
theres chem tomorrow, brrrrr. im scared. but guess what, two more days, and O'S OVER. tahah, actually it doesn even feel like o's. hah. im sure im gonna do so badly man. ohwell.
tahah. yes aileen tham, then im so gonna laugh at you! HAHAHAH anw, when are we going cycling you dumb dumb!
shit i just remembered something. they asked me to stay over for the whole camp. but im going vivo with jewel on monday! ahh. shit.
i have some pretty important stuff in my last few posts. if you havent read them, perhaps you should. cause maybe it concerns you. yeah.
all the best for amath and chem people! all the way fourdee! i love you guys! super alot! like the distance from the sun to the pluto for an ant! HAHAHAH. and of course good luck to edmund, charkoh, alex, aaron, xinyi, amanda, yongzhi, menglinn, joshua lim blahblahblah! HAHAH.
tonight, we touch the sky ;
11/15/2006 07:47:00 PM
oh today, dont know ian or who kicked some freaking cheapo soft dont know what the hell isit ball. hahah okay, its a ball. then it flew towards me! then i was talking talkin then i hurriedly siam. then everyone was laughing! malu me again! hah then i sneezed in the bus! then esmonde laughed like he had fits! wahlao, i hate it when people laughed at me when i sneeze! hahah its not say very funny what right! oh oh and the people in starbucks, as in the waitresses and waitors? hmm they are damn friendly! hahah. and today at the bus stop, five buses came! and they were all different! so cool! rare sight okay. okay i think im like getting fascinated at minor stuff. hah.
i want to eat chocolate. but im lazy to take. anyway, i realised that i wont eat alot of the chocs in my fridge. cause they are either too pretty or from other countries. hahah. but then come to think of it, their purpose is to fill our tummies. hah. uncle asked me to research on this choc company before he left for aust that time and guess what, he bought chocs back from that company. hah mad tard. hes going away soon, yet again. hah.
im so bored right now. i want to watch some comedy and laugh my ass off. but of course, i dont want to watch it alone. i somehow wish that bucket and bowl are with me right now. hmm
oh anyway, have i ever mentioned that kengheng's body is DAMN hot? hah. dricee's one is hot too, but hes hmm too skinny. hah. alright, im no pervert please.
ohh and i love to read clement's blog. i promised its damn freaking funny. hahah! esmonde's blog also, but his, its a totally different funny from clement's. hahah that tard.
oh, we are gonna play for jjc for some carnival. and i so wanna BACK OUT. i wish i never agreed to it man. first match agst ajc on the 21st. alright, some comfort. at least i have monkey, horsey and piggy with me.
and i think ness's english is damn good. its damn cheem. hah. and people, check out christina's dog on her blog. its a TURTLE for freak sake. hahah. and enshao is officially CROWNED my provider of songs. hahah.
> my bad. really sorry.
> charkoh! cheer up! (:
> fruitip! hope ure fine! pleaseee be, alright (:
> my secret is the cutest (:
> i need my sunshine! ):
all the best to all the physics people! (: tonnes of luck!
and esmonde said that im plump. its time for some workout man. hah. good morning people. its time to drown myself in water. no like no, reading blogs. hah. perhaps i'll enter lalaland soon. see you there. HAHAHAH ohmygoodness. i seriously think im mad. CHARKOH, seriously, its ALL your fault. HAHAH. im going to read clement's blog again! its darn funny! HAHAH (:
straylight run > existentialism on prom night
im too fine to mention ;
11/15/2006 02:12:00 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
so to holland with chye and es. had lunch at some place. then to starbucks. so studied a chapter of chem. had quite alot of fun (: and now, here i am. home. i dont even feel like im taking o's man. im gonna study damn hard for chem! i hope! hahah
you never know how heartless and mean a person can be. really, you never know. and you will never understand why a person change. especially, when he/she was once the closest to you. things just snap and poof, youre faced with someone/something totally new. and ure expected to get used to them. and that sucks. just a random thought.
alright, im gonna shower. i shall sleep early tonight. chem consultation tmr at 12.
activites (:
17-18/19
stayover at kengheng's (:
19
flushed away with bucket
20
vivo with jewel
21
farewell and perhaps mos at night
> heyy sweetie! okayy im so bad. i will start messaging you first lah okay! (: much loveeee!
> BUCKET. hahah you super retarded. FLUSHED AWAY! (: i'll flush you away!
> JEWEL! youre a jinx! hahah okay lah. not youre not. FOXY FOX -_-"
thats all for now (: im dying to meet up with ben!
see the world change; and get used to it
11/14/2006 10:37:00 PM
went out just now. met leon for dinner. supposed to have three people but one backed out. yupp. i ate so much lah, and then i went for dinner again. altho i only ate a choc bar! HAH. then, we went to videoezy. i so wanted to watch benchwarmers. then that stupid jem at vivo dont know doing what. hahah.
then we went to kfc, so mousey told me alot about the ipoh trip. it sounds so super fun! hah. hmm then we talked talked. went to ntuc. then we walked all the way until dont know where. and eventually, nanipu. we reached his house. HAHAH. damn stupid. then sat down at some curb and chatted. then went off. my timing was so accurate! i caught the last 189 lah! hah thank god man.
anyway, it was kinda fun. hah. and leon teh is damn encouraging. he kept saying that i'll die soon! that if i fall sick, i'll just die. WAHLAO. thanks ah. hahah. im like damn man and damn strong lah. i wont die so easily! hah
and when i was walking home. these two men walked towards me. then they looked like those typical bad guys. then they were like almost running towards me. nanipu, i was so hell scared. wahlao, then the guys kept staring at me, like going to kidnap me lah. wahlao eh, thank god they went away. wahlao i bet that guy purposely want to scare me lah. my heart is still pumping like crazy. adrenaline rush. not good for health.
hmph. scary shit.
> jewel. im like the sweetest and the most romantic and most MAN okay! hah. and yes, i know you'll chiong here to protect me! HAHAH
> bucket, you stupid shit! (:
> KC, youre the sweetest thing. hmm perhaps NOT! hahah! but still, sweet (: i know you'll be there always. thanks (:
> heyy terence, hah. hmm. nice knowing you i guess? hah.
> so much for all the things that you said. so much for, best friends.
IM SO FREAKING FAT. EAT EAT EAT SOMEMORE.
i have never seen anyone as heartless.
never knew it could all just fade away ;
11/14/2006 12:14:00 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
so yesterday i went offline at like 9 plus. granny was such a dear. shes super funny. she knows that im not feeling too good. so she kept asking me what i want to eat, and wanted to go and buy bbq stingray for me cause i have been wanting to eat that since last week. hah. but i didn have any appetite. she cooked something nice but i didn even want to touch it. then at like 10 plus, i was hungry. then i asked if theres anything to eat, then she woke up and cooked onion rings for me! shes so niceee. hah and i was having a slight fever. like what the hell. and i rotted, and watched the apprentice till dont know what time. then i started studying. nanipu, then i went to bed at 3. set my alarm at 5am. cause i wanted to study finish. then the alarm didn wake me up know, it woke my granny up! then i was sleeping on the sofa with a jacket only. then she came out, she gave me my blanket and beardy. hahah my sleepy spell! and so i didn wake up till like 6.30. HAHAH
rushed out. so lit paper, hmm pretty okay. i wrote kinda alot of rubbish. i know not alot about the text so i cant exactly quote incidents. hah. so after the paper. went to dover for lunch with esmonde chye and kengheng! (: hah. then right, esmonde was so crazy, he wanted to lose fats, so he carried ALL our bags and ran to dover. HAHAHA damn funny i tell you. so yeah, i was telling them about the texas show, they were like GROSSED OUT. hahah damn funny, then i saw this lady cutting prawns then i remember the tommy skinning the guy! OMG. hahah
so we talked and talked and laughed and laughed as usual. lissa blah blah came along. then ian blah blah came along too. HELLO AARON! (: HAHAHAHA. so then dricee was damn funny! he was holding this big big masking tape. then you know what he was doing with it? he was taping his shoes! cause his shoes have holes! woah its damn freaking funny. then he was taping taping then this uncle walked past, bent down and said "lian she me? lian pi gu ah?" WOAH I SWEAR ITS DAMN FREAKING FUNNY! i laughed like mad please. then dricee taped the shoe until too tight, then it went out of shape! what can slide all those shit. hope he falls down!
chye: why you dont buy new shoes
cedric: 90cents better than 19 dollars right.
HAHAHA damn freaking funny. then they hid my phone. wahlao then i was like some idiot lah. asses. hah. and as usual. kengheng was such a bully. it sucks being the only girl that he really talk to. cause he bullies me like no one's business. hah. but hes so cute seriously.
cedric: im not going to play soccer anymore. i must tell myself NO.
me: rubbish
chey: you just drop a ball in front of him can already
THATS TRUE LAH! cause after the lit paper, dricee was like "i dont want to play one, but this ball appeared in front of me. VEN! why you take out the ball!" then off cedric went, to play soccer. hes damn ass right! the BALL is his LIFE.
tahah so then went home. saw marcus's mum. shes really a hot mum. tahah. i'll post photos of dricee's shoes up soon. i asked him to tape the whole thing, then water proof. HAHAH.
so came home. reached home at like 12. slept immediately. ohhh my granny went to buy bbq stingray! ((: ooooohhh i love her. tahah.
i said this many times today "eh, you all amath postpone ah?" "eh, tmr got amath isit?" then i will say "I DONT HAVE!" hahah okay so kiampah. NEH i dont care! HAHAHA (:
oh, i cant wait! this friday is gonna be hell of a blast! kengheng's parents are going cruise and his sister is going away. hes gonna have the whole house to himself! i think his house will collapse man! (:
kengheng: i think you all come, my house become the noisiest already
all of us: duhh.
kengheng: but seriously. th neighbours very nice. dont disturb them
HAHAHHA damn funny lah the way he said it! hahah CUTE GIRL! (:
i want to post my favourite dog picture too! but i dont know whats the breed. i have the picture in my phone tho. hah i shall try to search for that super cute dog! hah
> esmonde tan! thank you okay. after ranting like some mad tard to you, i feel so so so much better! (: hah thanks ass. and please stop eating so much carbs. and youre not that fat. im fatter please. remember what yao said? hah
> backstab: betrayal (as by a verbal attack against one not present) especially by a false friend. so to you, if you think that i had backstab you when i still treated you as my friend, hell no i didn do that. but if you think that i had backstabbed you recently or whatsoever, let me tell you. i didnt. cause i deemed you not my friend since some time ago. and please, many a time when people asked me who have i been talking about on my blog, i will say you. and reason? most of the time i'll just say "i just dont like him"
i have seen for myself what a person you can be.
thanks for all the help you have rendered me in the past, i do thank you for them, honestly.
so yeah, this is my last post on this person. i guess i dont hate you, i just dislike you. numerous reasons. dont bother.
> you will side him no matter what. so no point saying anything to you i guess.
and. i blog almost everyday. and sometimes im not online in msn. two reasons. first, theres sth wrong with my com cause it crashed that time. so if i want to sign in to msn, i have to adjust the settings, and its troublesome. so most of the time, i dont sign in to msn. and if im online, it will be quite hard to blog cause i have to reply people.
this is all my explanation. dont see my point, then drop it.
and please dont assume who im talking about and all. cause even when youre so damn sure of it, you may be wrong.
now i know, how scheming a person can get.
way, way away from here ;
11/13/2006 06:34:00 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
just this.
thanks for deleting everything.
11/12/2006 06:23:00 PM
For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress. This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery.
You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.
You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.
Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.
/ i guess its kinda true.
click here to get to the web. got the link from clemence's blog.
i just woke up not long ago. i slept for 12 hours. i slept at 4.10 am this morning. was reading blogs. real interesting stuff! HAHAH! i read like everything on that blog lah! alright. im like so dead. theres lit tmr and what the hell am i doing man. its like i want to sleep at 11 tonight. and i practically just threw my whole day away, to sleeping. hah ohwell. im gonna chunk down chocs now. and then perhaps i'll go out for some fresh air.
gosh, im still yawning. hahah i think im such a pig lah seriously. tahah. i thought about things that werent likely to happen. how dumb. hah. and today morning, i was trying to find out if the texas story is true. cause the movie ended saying that its real. wahlao bluff me lah! fake one! hahah but it was said that the original film, which was produced many many years ago is the best. jewel and i want to watch it. we are gonna get our hands on it (:
i feel like playing pool nowww. i want starbucks right now. hmph, maybe i'll get ben out to town with me. or i'll go to holland with whoever wants to go with me. hah.
can someone get me bbmak's IM NOT IN LOVE in mp3 format? pleaseeeeeeeee.
story of the year > sidewalks
done with what i've lost ;
11/12/2006 05:28:00 PM
so today. i didn go for lit lesson. and also lunch with kengheng! ): NANIPU LAH! i woke up at like 1.45?! hahah i was supposed to meet wenyao at 9.30 in school to pass him his wallet. and in the end, OOPS. im sorry okay. so i went to jp to meet him at about 3. tahah aaron, xinyi and amanda were there too. hah it was super funny. i looked at aaron. then he wanted to say sth, then i was faster! i went HELLO AARON! hahah! damn funny, he knew i was going to say that. he wanted to stop me, but i was quicker! his expression was darn funny! i bet he wanted to say "dont come and hello me again" hah had a short chat and went off. went to guthrie to meet esmonde. supposed to study. wahlao but cant get shit inside my dumb brain. and it was raining. freaking ass man. i had hair spray on lah. had cafe latte today. the coffee aint hot. -_-" not at all. hah the double choc chip muffin is quite okay. hah
tahah. left at 7.30. bussed to orchard to meet jewel. then wanted to buy tix for colic. but not successful. cause someone no ic lah. ASSHOLE. so we bought tickets for material girls. went to ps to walk around. hah we were playing around in carrefour. damn funny! HAHAHAH. we were throwing the lays packets around. and playing with soft toys! HAHAH. then theres this shop in cathay! i like! the things are damn nice. hah. ohhh we met wesley and somebody! hahah
ive got major shopping to do. and heyy, its just six more days to end of o's (: heck it, be it good or bad results. i get to play for three months first at least. hah
jewel bought the choc banana smootie. quite nice! but the cup is so freaking small! hahah. then i saw the drink dispenser. i saw the f&n grape sign. then i remembered somethings. ohdamn. hah. heck. i dont care. so we went in. then we saw the texas chainsaw massacre theatre. the door was open. as good kids, of course we didn go in lah. went into material girls, sat down at the last row.
me: eh how ah
jewel: hurry plan plan
me: okay plan plan. you go check it out
jewel: okay set.
awhile later
jewel: lets go
me: set
we stood at the door. one two three, and walked across to the other theatre! (: we were damn scared seriously. so scary lah! hahah but we didn get caught! it was kinda thrilling! we are adventurous! HAHAH. i tell you. the freaking texas show is r21. its so duper gross lah. what skin the person, saw off the legs, saw them up. its damn bloody.
hahah so after the show, we hurriedly left. we are 21! hahah. so there was this new escalator, it made our escape easier. hah. sooo, they dont let us watch nc16, we watch r21! HAHAH! so bussed home after that. so damn funny lah. we talked super alot of rubbish! talked alot about the past also. hmph
hah tho its a really short time, but i had really alot of fun!
> I LOVE YOU JEWEL! (: dont worry, tommy wont kill me! hahah
so then i was at ayer rajah there. then it was 11.52. i was thinking, woah sian. sure miss the 99 already. then when i reached clementi, it was 12 sharp! the bus was so fast! so i was like omg! i can catch it. so i hurriedly walked to the interchange. the 99 was coming out of the interchange alr. so i sprinted to the damn bus stop, not the interchange. then wahlao. i didn turn back and look at the bus. i reached the bus stop, like 20 seconds later then the bus came. wahlao. now i feel like puking again lah! hahah. queasy feeling. eew. the bus ride home was only 12 minutes! hah
tahah. wahlao i tell you. the texas show is seriously damn gross! superrr gory. hahah you guys, DONT be JEALOUS! you all can watch the dvd! HAHAHAH. kidding lah. dont punch me! hah
im feeling kinda high. ahh got headache ): gonna sleep soon! i miss my secret! (: hes the cutest i swear! HAH
and sing365 is so much better than azlyrics, teh leo! HAHAH.
> stupidddd KC! today messaged me goodnight only! HAHAH. nevermind at least you still messaged me (: thanks for everything, sweet (:
anyway, i love saying ANYHOW! and NANIPU NEHNEHPOK is the phrase i use the most now! HAHAH.
alright. goodnight! tahah im a super happy girl! ((: byee people! (:
the memories shaken apart ;
11/12/2006 01:18:00 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
my body clock is seriously spoilt. my sleeping times and eating times are like so darn weird. hah.
woke up at 12 today. had a hard time trying to get up. then yeah. to school. i was nearly late lah. math was okay. some questions were kinda kiampah. and during the paper, the aircon went off! i was like what the hell. i wanted to bang the table. i cant focus when its hot lah! so stuffy, i nearly died of lack of oxygen! hah. so after the paper. blahblah (: then went to dover for lunch with lissa yunxing and esmonde. pretty fun time.
back to school. then had a great laugh cause of sth. hah, watched the guys play soccer. aaron is damn funny, he says im always very energetic. HAHAH. then esmonde and i went to yao's house. hah. chye aik came along too. we played mahjong! hah i was like super high. tahah. there was this round, i won in two turns! as in i started first, then esmonde's turn then someone's turn then i won! darn fast right! hahah (: i kept winning. then esmonde take some book and hit me! hah its damn stupid. theres this seal toy. quite cute. then esmonde called it the mahjong god, kept stroking it and all. darn stupid lah! hahah. i kept hitting it and saying "beardy is cuter than you" hah then esmonde kept trying to protect it.
played cards afterward. then left at 11 plus. missed the last 198. wonderful -_-" took 14 to clem. waited for nr5. then two 105 passed by. in the end i took 105 to jurong east. dont know for what also. then i saw 335! then i ran for it, and im home! didn know the buses operate till so late. hah thank god man (: next time i know how to go home. hahah
got to know something today. hmph
> KC gave me this super big smile today (: HAHAH it made me real happy i dont know why! hah (:
> bowl's mum is hilarious. HAHAH
theres lit lesson later. going lunch after that with kengheng (: and other people should be. hah. then at night, going to the movies with jewel (:
i know saying this will get me a few punches and glares. HAHAH but i WANT to say it! I DONT HAVE AMATH! (: HAHAHHAHAHAH
hahah im eating my dinner like now, im so fat seriously. wenyao says im fat! hah. ohyah, the freaking sad thing on wednesday. it was something that happened on that day. so its not who you guys think it is. alright.
i got new songs again! triple yays! hah.
/i can do deleting too
(:
; dont wanna try, no more
11/11/2006 01:33:00 AM