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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOO! (:

hahah these few days had been pretty good! hahah. so on sunday. i went to cathay for BLOOD DIAMOND. with chye aik and esmonde. and you know what. the show made me think so much.

i was happily eating the popcorn which i love alot when my jaw just dropped. people just jumped off trucks and kill an entire village of innocent children and women. the men were either dragged off to the mines to work or their limbs were severed. i was damn shocked. really. and it was a real sad thing. it made me realise the damn reality of this darn world. the many things that we dont know. we are like so freaking fortunate in singapore, where theres no civil war or anything. people kill and fight for diamond, in exchange for arms and ammunition to continue the civil war. people die because of diamonds. thousands of innocent people were killed, or should i say tens of thousands. people died in huge numbers. whats left of villages were dead corpses, dust and broken straw huts. people lived in fear, running away if they could. children were taken away, psychoed and trained to serve in the army of the rebels. they were taught to hold rifles and to drink, to smoke, to kill, to rob at young ages. their innocence ruined as tears flowed down their cheeks when they knew that they just killed. the agony the pain the misery the fear the insecurity and constant running away left them having no more hope to live in this cruel world. you live for the leaders, you work for what they want. you have no say, you die in just a second. having guns pointing at you as you work, you die instantly when you do something wrong. you live for the lives of the "superiors"

the loyalty and honesty displayed in the man solomon, greatly moved me. he would not lie, he would not give up on his son or family. even when his son pointed a gun at him, he cried and walked fearlessly to his son. thank god the son came to his senses and realised that he was wrong. all for the sake of diamonds were lives sacrificed and lost.

"you know why the earth here is red? they say its stained because of the blood shed all over the country"

the show really showed me the cruelty of this world and how ruthless human beings can get. treasure what we have here in singapore, really.

i'll never wear a diamond ring.

alright, im like pretty sad right now. thinking about the show really makes me very sad. well well.

okay okay, snap out of it.

anyway, in the show. kimberley was the place rich in diamonds. and there was "the kimberley project" to stop the import of these conflict diamonds. tsk, and im diamond. thats damn dumb. stupid jewel, i want to change name already.

alright. so after the show, i was still pretty sad. then we wanted to eat dinner. so we went to ps pasta mania. and guess what, the potato salad and mushroom soup really sucked. im never going back there again. tsk. so after our dinner, we wanted to play arcade. but the arcade was already closed. so we just slacked around. sat at some random steps and chatted. then yeah we went to macs. ate apple pie and left for home at around 11. we saw someone. she change boyfriend like change underwear lah!

so came home and all. printed some stuff and went to bed.

MONDAY
i went to school as usual. waited for 14/166 for a damn long time. so i wanted to take cab but there was no cab. then finally a cab came, some freaking idiot went and stole my cab! damn shit lah! rah. so then i know i confirm late already. then i wanted to go into school after chapel. but then suddenly a thought of not going school came to my mind! and so i ponned. right after i board the bus, jean smsed me and told me that they just got dismissed. i was like... then i was so sorry! cause shes all alone! sorry! ): anyway i saw evan! she was at the opposite bus stop. i waved and she saw! hahah.

i went to jaclyns house. chatted for sometime then we both slept till 1 pm. then i accompanied her to highlight her hair.then met up with christina at kfc. had lunch and bussed to school. our favourite ice lemon tea (: hah. so yeah warmed up and all. lin, jac, xinyi, tiff, mel, chark and i played against the bdiv. we thought we would lose. but well we were leading for the first two quarters. not bad right. we played rojak during the fourth quarter. hah. i played 3 quarts centre and 1 quart goal defence! hahah. so after the match, we chatted for awhile. and i had to go back to ac for training. i thought i skipped 2.4 for the day and i was so happy. so i reached ac, put down my stuff and went to coach "what do i do now coach?" , "go and run nah" then i was like "2.4?". "yah" ....

woah, pangsai. so i ran 2.4. but i ran super slowly. hahah. so after that just warmed up a bit and did some interception drills. i like (: hah. it was damn funny. i couldnt call left or right properly! then they kept laughing at me! shit man, im damn blur! hahah. then training ended at 7 plus. went to shower after that. then bussed home with sarah. yeah. hahah

TUESDAY
i woke up at 7.30 -_-" i was having a super bad hair day. so i had to tie a bun to school, for the first time. hah. so i rushed to school. reached at like 8.55. then no one was around for me. my class was having tutorial. all my og mates were having lessons. so i was alone ): so i went to the bleachers. saw this girl and i started chatting with her. i know shes a netballer, from cedar. but she doesn recognise me! hah. so now she knows me and i know her. janine (: hah. so after that my class came. WE were supposed to have pe. but i said that i wasnt feeling well and i skipped mass pe. its madness lah. run and run and do physical stuff. TSK. thank god. cheryl lee was with me throughout, thanks dear (: she missed her break cause she accompanied me. thanks!

so then after their pe, we went for chinese lesson. then yeah. it was pretty alright. i managed to stay awake. then after that was a short break. had a sandwich and rushed off for geog. i didnt know that 3 of my classmates take geog too. hah. interesting. the point is, i didnt even know that theyre my classmates! HAHAHAH. so yeah. geog was pretty okay. the teacher was asking questions and i was praying so hard that she wouldnt call me. and happily, she did. i was stunned and i didn know how to answer her question. thank god the person beside me helped me. sorry i forgot your name. oops. isit crystal? sorry. thanks anyway. die lah, i skipped all the lectures. now i know no shit. hmm so after geog was chem.

the teacher is damn naggy, and she talks like a snail. then they dared me to ask her her age and i did. hah. and i called her cher, then she "nobody calls teacher in a jc" then i ..... fine nah. hahah. anyway, she came to me. and she called me a crescent girl. then i was like "err, fairfield" then she "oh! fairfield students who come to this school are very well-behaved and disciplined. dont get influenced by the rest" i was like HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. im a good girl eh (:

after that was gp. had some dumb diagnostic test? then out of 25 questions, i could only do two. "who was the one who got sent out during the second period of extra time in the finals of italy against france" and "how did crocodile hunter steve irwin die?" HAHAHAHAH

so then after that we were supposed to meet up with our og. but somehow most of us couldnt make it. so i met up with cheryl lee. then yeah lunch with her was a nice time and all. hah. that silly girl. anyway. sijay was so nice! he was buying ice cream, so i walked towards him and looked at the icecream. then he was like "i treat you" then he just paid and asked them to give me an icecream. and he walked away! hes damn nice! thanks! (: hahah im gonna pay you back ass!

hmm yeah. so after that, went for h1 math. brandy and andrew are in my class (: cutie and dance partner (: hah.

left after the lesson. rushed off. got a cab. jumped in and went down to ccab. mel came after that. the juniors played against rgs today. it was so wasted i tell you. they could have won. they didn play very well from the start but they played fantastically in the fourth quart know. they scored and raffles scored 1 in the last quart. well done juniors (: you guys can do better than this okay! (:

and and and , i was super happy! dont tell you why! (((: hahah (:

anyway the umpire was so cock. tsk. went back to school. watched the match between fairfield and gan eng seng, soccer. yeah. then i was screaming like mad lah. tsk. so after that, had a long chat with the cdiv and mel. yeah. then i had to go cause i wanted to go to pasar malam! hahah. anyway met wesley at the bus stop and we went home together. hes still damn cute. and he mentioned something that hmm. okay nevermind.

> aye wesley, cheer up okay! (: everything will be just fine and i know you guys can do it!

> JEM! heyy you, cheer up okay? you know that i'll be here for you always. so takecare and cheer up okay. i want to see the cheerful you again. love you big guy.

so now im home. gonna eat dinner soon. fried chicken (: yay. okay i know im fat. i took my weight yesterday and i nearly fainted i tell you. )))))):

anyway, brandon lucas lai is damn cute (: that idiot cut his hair! hahah hes super cute!! the way he smses is cute also! okay lah, hes just super cute. period (:

anyway, did i mention that we have a personalized time table? everyone has a time table with his or her name and his or her time table! so cool right! hahah. the school printed them for us. i bet they took damn long lah! to print for so many people! hahah. and that day miss mano asked me how did i get 20 points, its damn funny. she thought i would get pretty good results. hahah. but oops. hah then i told her that i will be a president's scholar next time! hahah okay, dream on. oh and this super cute girl waved to me! but i dont know who she is! hahah. okay this paragraph is like damn random.

oh and i read someone's blog. hes feeling so much like how i am. hmmmmm, well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID CHOO AND COLIN SEOW! (:

"the man who sells his soul for love has the power to change the world" (:

okay. the last thing i wanna say is bran.. okay no no. it is, JACLYNS MUM THINK THAT WE ARE LESBIANS. oh my goodness. just kill me.

"one more time say BOOM! -clap X4 PAH! -clapX4 YEAHH! N E T B A L L YEAH!" (:

AC NETBALL.

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1/23/2007 07:49:00 PM